Chapter 6

Chapter 6 

I was about to turn my 16 years and asked my dad with my mom could hold a party here at home and as my dad loves a mess soon agreed more mom not even being away said it was a good option because it would not be here to control everything. I was super sad, but having a dad a little crazy and without sense things happen in the worst way. 

Brian had just arrived, because I received his message at 5am saying he wanted to meet me at school and I preferred once to cause contempt and also did not tell him that the weekend would be my party. He knew the date of my birthday, there was no reason to tell me even more because our situation was a little confused, I don't know if we were still dating or not? That's his answer for me! 

"Good morning, daughter? - Good morning, Dad!" -Anna, let's have your party but with one condition that your mother can't know about, what do you think? - Dad, that's wonderful, at least someone understands that I need this party, my mother is old and boring! 

"Daughter, you can invite all your friends, but promise me it will be a secret? - She won't know, Dad!" 

After this wonderful news that I had today it was still Thursday and unfortunately I had to go to school and soon I was telling everyone in my class that I was going to celebrate my 16th birthday and I wanted everyone on this special day. But as always there was someone to spoil my happiness and peace in my kingdom. 

"Ana, won't your mother know? - Lais, if you are the gossip she will know, after all I ignore her, she is there in the other world and my father is the boss of me, so the party will happen!" 

"Good, I see you're happy now, right? - Lais wants to tell you something that will happen on my birthday, but I'm afraid you'll open your big tongue." 

"Gee, am I your best friend or not?" - But I know you, and soon I'll be on everyone's lips! - Jeez, Ana, I'm not like that either, but apparently our conversation will take a rain check. 

I couldn't believe that Brian had arrived, my heart was racing and I didn't know if I should run to hug him or if I should continue to despise him. But apparently my friends at school were very pleased to see him, I just had to take off my panties and give them to him. 

"Girlfriend, go and talk to your boyfriend soon, otherwise they will rape him! - Laisse, I don't know what to do, I'm happy he's here, but he ignored me on his birthday and now he shows up looking like he's in love? - Just go!" 

I then went towards him and soon he wanted to kiss me and I found his behavior super strange, he had even gotten a tattoo, something I never thought he would accomplish. What else was Brian hiding from me? The Brian I met today I don't know anymore! 

"Hey, can you stop despising me, I'm here for you, Ana?" - "Um, I wonder if you thought of me when you were cheating on me with that girl who is on your social media quite comfortable with you?" 

"Ana, I wonder if we can talk I would like you to go to my mother's house with me? - Brian is looking very different, I knew I didn't know him anymore!" 

I left him talking to himself and walked home, but he followed me insisting that I go with him to his mother's house, because there were many things to tell me, but I wanted him to go there. My father wasn't home so I went with Brian, even without my father knowing I needed this moment with him. 

"I am here, ready, now tell me why you didn't read my messages, much less tell me if you received my gift. - Ana, there the world completely different from here I was so excited that I forgot to talk to you but I loved the gift!" 

"My God, Brian, how can you forget your girlfriend like that? Remember you left here promising me that our relationship would continue even though it was distant, more I see I was wrong." 

"Ana and I still love you and I have plans that's why I'm here and I'm not cheating on you they are just my friends!" 

At that moment everything went silent and I couldn't stand it and surrendered to my feelings. Brian and I almost had sex, but we were interrupted by the arrival of his mother who cut the mood immediately, but I decided that I was going to give myself to him on the day of my party. That's what I was going to tell Lais, but I knew that afterwards everyone at school would know. 

"Brian, are you crazy? If I don't get here on time I wouldn't even want to imagine what was going on here!" - "Relax, mom, no big deal, next time please knock on the door? - Ana, go home and meet me tonight!" 

 I didn't understand why Brian's mother acted like that, nowadays it is normal for people to have sex and I wanted to do it with him, whether I let it happen or not. When I got home my father was with another woman and I didn't want to know what had just happened, he had no shame in his face. Also, my mother kept calling me, but I didn't answer because I knew it would stress me out. 

"Dad, you are great at never changing, I just want to know if my party is going to happen? - Yes, it's all set!" 

When it was evening Brian came to pick me up for a date and he gave me some news that I didn't like, I knew he had something to tell me, I just didn't expect it to be the week of my birthday. He didn't come here for nothing just to celebrate my birthday, that much I am sure of now. 

"Brian, you are telling me that we are not going to see each other anymore, that it will be the last time and this? I knew you had found someone else! 

"It's not like that, I'm just going to follow my military career, I'll stay for months, maybe years, but I'll come back for you because I love you, I swear. 

"Ana I'm sorry, I didn't want it to be like that but unfortunately if we want to be together you will have to understand me!" - I believed that our love was forever, but it's not. 

- I'm not breaking up with you, I just want you to know that it will be harder and harder to see each other, do you understand? - I'll keep waiting for you, after all, I wouldn't be 16 forever growing up! 

I couldn't imagine my life without including him, but he could without me. What I could do was to believe that one day we really could be together. In the meantime I was going to enjoy every second and moment at his side and I didn't care if my mother would accept it or not, my happiness was at his side and I wasn't going to measure efforts for that.