Chapter 78: Going to be careful

We have been together again for a few days, we are still together as before, we are still together with everyone but there seems to be something missing. I'm always scared because of my intelligence. I'm afraid he might have someone else again.

When I forgave him it was as if I was overthinking, I was afraid of what he was doing. Anytime I want to look at him, I should always see him but I can't do that because we have different jobs.

But I don’t miss whenever he’s not busy and we have work I really want to talk to him. I was relieved, I was quickly scared. I don't know why I'm like this but I'm sure it's because of his cheating. I know in myself that he can change me anytime.

I'm not enough to him, I'm still not enough to him so he's always looking, this second time. I'm still here with him, I'm still amazed at the words he utters. I still do things I really shouldn't be doing.

I became even more desperate because of chasing him. It's hard but because of my love for him I can do noth