Masuk“Maria, aren’t you getting ready?”
My mother’s voice reached me before she did. I was still on the edge of my bed, half-dressed, doing absolutely nothing productive. Jeans. Sweater. Closet wide open like it was waiting for me to make a decision I clearly wasn’t making. The auction started in less than two hours. I hadn’t even touched a dress. “I don’t think I’m going,” I said. She appeared in the doorway a second later, already put together in a way that felt… intentional. Like she’d been ready long before tonight. “Why?” I shrugged, eyes drifting back to the closet. “Just not in the mood.” She didn’t say anything immediately. Just watched me for a second. Then— “Is this about that boy?” There it was. I didn’t look at her right away. “You mean Noah.” She stepped into the room, slow, measured. “Maria, darling, you know that’s not what I meant.” I turned then. “Yes. It is.” She exhaled softly, like this was familiar. Like I was repeating something she’d already decided wasn’t worth arguing about. “We’ve had this conversation.” “No,” I said. “You’ve had it.” That landed. Not loudly. Just enough. Her posture shifted slightly. “You are a Walker.” I let out a quiet breath. “And?” “And people notice who we associate with.” Of course they do. I almost laughed, but it didn’t come out right. “How do you expect people to take this family seriously,” she continued, calm as ever, “if our daughter insists on being with someone like that?” I looked at her properly then. “Like what?” “Maria—” “No, just say it.” She didn’t. Not fully. But she didn’t need to. “His family doesn’t move in the same circles,” she said eventually. I stood up slowly, more to do something than because I needed to. “So that’s the problem.” “It’s not a problem,” she corrected gently. “It’s reality.” “It’s snobbery.” “Maria.” “You don’t even say his name,” I said. “It’s always ‘that boy.’” Her expression softened in that way I hated—careful, patient, like she thought I’d understand eventually. “We want what’s best for you.” “I already have what’s best for me.” “Do you?” That one stayed. It didn’t sound harsh. That’s what made it worse. I didn’t answer immediately. “He loves me,” I said. “And love is wonderful.” I waited. “But it doesn’t build stability.” There it was. Clear. No hesitation. I sat back down on the bed, suddenly tired of standing. “I’m going to the auction.” She seemed almost pleased, though she tried not to show it too much. “That’s good to hear.” “Don’t sound so relieved.” A small smile. “Just pick a dress, darling.” And then she left. Just like that. The room felt… different after. Not quieter. Just… empty in a specific way. I stared at the closet again. Then reached for my phone. ⸻ Noah picked up on the third ring. “Hey.” “Hey.” A small pause. “You sound off.” “I just spoke to my mother.” “Ah,” he said. “That explains everything.” I leaned back against the wall, sliding down just enough to feel grounded. “I’m going to the auction tonight.” “With Daniel?” “Yeah.” A pause. Short. But there. “Okay.” I tilted my head slightly. “You’re really okay with this?” “I said I was.” “I know, but—” “Maria,” he said, softer this time, “I trust you.” That word again. It sat differently now. “I love you,” I said. “I love you too.” Then, like he didn’t want it to get too heavy— “Just don’t let the billionaire steal you.” I huffed out a small laugh. “Relax.” “I mean it.” “You’re impossible.” “And you’re technically going on a date.” “Pretending.” “Still counts.” I smiled a little, shaking my head. “I’ll call you later.” “Okay.” “And Maria?” “Yeah?” “Just… remember what it is.” “I will.” We hung up. I stayed there for a second, staring at my phone. It felt like something had shifted. Not dramatically. Just enough to notice. I pushed myself up and finally turned to the closet again. This time, I picked a dress. ⸻ Daniel’s car arrived exactly when he said it would. Of course. When I stepped outside, he was already there, waiting like he hadn’t moved in a while. Black suit. Black tie. Everything in place. His gaze moved over me once. “You look different.” “That’s polite for ‘this dress is ridiculous.’” “It isn’t.” I raised an eyebrow. “That sounded like a compliment.” “It was an observation.” “Right.” He offered his arm. I looked at it for a second. Then took it. “This is still insane,” I muttered. “Probably.” ⸻ The cameras started the second we stepped out. Voices layered over each other, sharp and insistent. “Daniel!” “Miss Walker!” “Over here—” The lights were a lot. Brighter than I expected. Daniel’s hand settled lightly at my back. Not heavy. Just… present. I paused for half a second. “Relax,” he said quietly. “Your hand is doing a lot,” I murmured. “Good.” We stopped for photos. He leaned slightly closer. “Smile.” “I am smiling.” “You look like you’re planning something.” “Maybe I am.” ⸻ Inside, everything shifted. The noise dropped, but the attention didn’t. It just changed form. Quieter. Sharper. “Is that…?” “Walker and Rothfield?” “Interesting.” That word followed us. My mother found us almost immediately. Her expression—God—she looked pleased. Not even subtle about it. “Maria, darling, you look beautiful.” “Thank you.” Her gaze dipped briefly—to his hand, still resting at my back. Her smile changed. Wider. I looked away. ⸻ Later, near the auction tables, a woman approached us. Older. Familiar with him. She looked at Daniel and laughed softly. “Well. I never thought I’d see this.” Daniel exhaled. “Hello, Aunt Susan.” “I thought you’d never get over Elena,” she said. The name just… stayed there for a second. Daniel didn’t react much. “People move on.” She smiled like she didn’t quite believe that, then walked away. I waited until she was gone. “Elena?” I asked. “Someone from a long time ago.” “That’s vague.” “It’s intentional.” I studied him for a second. “Did something happen?” A pause. “My parents think they’re responsible.” “And you?” “I agree.” That was it. No explanation. Still—it didn’t feel small. ⸻ Somewhere across the city, Noah sat on his couch, phone in hand. The photos were already everywhere. Maria and Daniel arriving together. His hand at her back. Her smiling. The headlines were shifting. Less question. More assumption. He stared at the screen for a while. Didn’t say anything. Then he locked his phone and set it down. “Fake dating,” he said quietly. Still— The image didn’t leave. ⸻ Back at the auction, Daniel leaned slightly closer. “You’re doing well.” “At pretending?” “Yes.” I glanced at him. “For someone who doesn’t believe in relationships, you’re very convincing.” His hand stayed at my back. A second longer than before. “I’ve had practice,” he said. “Pretending?” “Yes.” I looked at him then. Not just at what he said. At what he didn’t. And something about that sat wrong. Not loudly. Just enough to notice. And for the first time that night, a thought crossed my mind. If Daniel Rothfield was pretending… Then what exactly was he hiding.Maria: I woke up before Daniel. The apartment was still quiet in that strange expensive way quiet feels in places this large — soft, controlled, like even the walls had been taught not to make noise before sunrise. For a few seconds I stayed in bed staring at the ceiling, trying not to replay the gala in my head. It didn’t work. Elena walking into the room. Daniel going still beside me. Arrangement. God. That word again. I pushed the blanket off and slipped out of bed carefully. Daniel barely moved, still asleep on his stomach, one arm stretched across my side of the mattress like his body hadn’t gotten the memo that things between us were currently strange. I looked at his hand for a second longer than necessary before leaving the room. The kitchen lights came on automatically when I walked in. I moved through the space on instinct more than thought — coffee for Daniel, tea for me, breakfast, something simple. Halfway through making his coffee I stopped. Actually stopped. Just sto
Maria: By the time the gala finally began emptying out, my cheeks hurt from smiling and my heels had officially declared war on me. People were still stopping me on their way out to compliment the event — the flowers, the seating arrangement, the donations, the press turnout. I thanked them automatically, nodding through conversations while my brain lagged several seconds behind my body. The room still looked beautiful, warm gold lighting spilling across white tablecloths, waiters moving quietly between tables, string music soft enough to disappear beneath conversation. Weeks of planning sitting right in front of me, polished and successful. And somehow the only thing I could think about was Daniel going still. Not surprised. Still. My mother found me near the exit while I was thanking an elderly couple from one of Charles Rothfield’s foundations. The second they walked away she stepped closer. “Mari.” I looked at her immediately. “Mama.” She studied my face carefully, not dramatica
Maria:Lily looked at me from across the room and I knew instantly that she had arrived at the same conclusion I had. Her hand lifted to her mouth. Mine followed a second later. Neither of us said a word. We did not need to. Some things settle between two people without language. They just arrive and sit there, whole and undeniable. Beside me, Daniel had gone completely still. That was what stayed with me — not Marcus, not Lily, not even the woman by the entrance. Daniel. I turned to him. “Daniel.” Nothing. He was looking straight ahead, fixed on the woman across the room with such complete focus that for one brief ugly second I could have vanished beside him and I do not think he would have noticed. I said his name again, lower this time. Still nothing. That was the part that hurt. Not loudly, not dramatically, just quietly enough to be worse. The man who noticed everything had noticed nothing. I took that in and put it exactly where it belonged. Before I could make the mistake of
Maria: The first time I saw the blog, Lily sent it to me with one text. Do not read the comments. Which was a ridiculous thing to say to someone like me because of course I read the comments. I read all of them. Then I read the post again. Then the replies under it. Then the older posts. Then the other posts linked under those. By the end of the hour, I was deep enough into that ugly little corner of the internet to feel vaguely humiliated by myself. Whoever was behind it had made me their personal project. Not just gossip. Not just speculation. Me. Entire posts dedicated to dissecting my marriage, my face, my family, my intentions, my clothes. A running commentary on what kind of woman marries a man like Daniel Rothfield and what she must have had to do to get him there. The worst part was that none of it was even lazy. It was specific. Mean in that deliberate way that told me this was not casual cruelty. This was studied. “Even born into money, she still carries herself like
Maria:Four months into marriage, I still measured time in numbers before I felt it anywhere else. Four months down. Eight left, give or take. The math came first, as automatic as breathing. It always had. Only now it arrived with less certainty than it used to. It no longer felt like a countdown. It felt like something I kept checking out of habit, even though the answer had stopped meaning what it used to.I pushed the thought aside by the time I got to lunch.Lily was already seated when I arrived, sunglasses on, drink in hand, looking suspiciously pleased with herself. Which, in Lily’s case, usually meant she was withholding information for sport.I sat down across from her and gave her a long look. “You’ve been impossible for months.”She lowered her sunglasses just enough to peer at me over the rim. “Hello to you too.”“No, actually, let’s start here.” I dropped my bag into the chair beside me. “You and Marcus. It has been months since I found out you were behaving like two unsu
Maria:By the time we got home, the champagne had softened into that pleasant hazy kind of tired that made everything feel quieter than it was. The house was dark except for the low lights we had left on, warm and familiar in a way it had not been when I first moved in. Back then every room had felt too polished, too deliberate, too much like I was standing inside someone else’s life. Now there were books on the side table that belonged to me, one of my cardigans draped over the arm of the sofa, Daniel’s watch on the kitchen counter beside a mug I had left there that morning. Small things. Ordinary things. Enough to make the place feel lived in.We moved through the night easily. Shoes abandoned by the door, clothes traded for something softer, lights switched off one by one. By the time we got into bed I was too tired to think too hard about the fact that I curled into him without hesitation. I just did it. And Daniel, like this had become normal enough not to comment on, pulled me c
Daniel: “Why wouldn’t I?” It comes out clean. Easy. Like it belongs there. Maria doesn’t answer right away. I can feel her eyes on the side of my face, searching for something I’m not ready to give. I keep my gaze fixed on the road, fingers steady on the wheel. It’s easier this way. If I look
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was my phone.The second was that something about it felt… aggressive.Notifications stacked across the screen, one over the other, like they’d been building up overnight with nowhere to go.Most of them were from Lily.Of course.I squinted, still half-a
Maria:“I don’t think I’m competing with him anymore.”It doesn’t sound dramatic.That’s what makes it worse.Noah says it like he’s stating something obvious. Something he’s already accepted.I try to respond.“That’s not—”The rest doesn’t come.Because I don’t know what I’m correcting.He doesn’
Sleep doesn’t come.Not properly. Not the kind that settles into your bones and stays.I turn. Adjust the pillow. Flip it to the cold side like that might fix something. Check the time.2:14 a.m.Close my eyes.It’s quiet. Too quiet.And then—Do you want it to be?I open my eyes again.“Why would







