LOGINRough hands grabbed the back of Lara’s collar, their fingers twisting violently into her tangled hair. She was dragged across the threshold of her own home, the rough wood scraping against her knees, but she felt no physical pain.
"No... no!" she screamed, her voice a shredded, inhuman sound that echoed through the night. "Umm... Ahhh... I want Suzy! Let me go! Suzyyyy!"
Robert stood in the doorway, his face a mask of calculated fury. "You will never see her again, you filthy whore!" he bellowed for the gathered crowd to hear. "Rot in the deepest dungeons! I pray to God they execute you!" Yet, in the dim light of the torches, a single, glistening tear escaped his eye. It didn't matter; to the world, he was the heartbroken, grieving father.
They hauled her toward a waiting horse-drawn carriage. Heavy, rusted iron chains were clamped around her delicate wrists, biting into her skin. The villagers watched in disgust as the woman, still drenched from head to toe in the crimson blood of her own child, was thrown inside the carriage like a slaughtered animal.
As the carriage jolted forward, heading toward the grand courthouse, the rhythmic clatter of the horses' hooves against the cobblestones became a suffocating drumbeat. Lara sat crumpled in the darkest corner. Her lips trembled violently, her eyes wide and unseeing, staring into a void only she could perceive. She rocked back and forth, muttering endlessly to the shadows.
"Suzy... Suzanne... my love," she whispered, her teeth chattering. "Please... believe me... ahhh..."
The agonizing ride ended abruptly. She was dragged down again and pushed into the cold, stone-walled waiting hall of the court. Suddenly, a heavy boot struck her side. Lara gasped as one of the guards kicked her, sending her sprawling across the unforgiving floor.
The guard leaned down, a predatory sneer twisting his features. "Well, aren't you a beautiful little thing," he mocked, his breath reeking of cheap ale and cruelty. "Such a pretty face for such an ugly, monstrous deed! Your husband has abandoned you, harlot. I think it is only right and fitting that we guards take his place and comfort you, don't you agree?" He took a step closer, his eyes raking over her vulnerable, bloodstained form. He reached out, ready to defile her, until a sharp, authoritative shout from the Captain of the Guards rang through the hall, ordering his immediate presence. The guard clicked his tongue in annoyance and walked away, leaving her trembling on the floor.
But Lara barely registered the threat. Her mind had completely shattered. The adult woman, the mother, the wife—all of it had crumbled, retreating to a place where the horrors of reality could not reach her. She sat on the cold floor, her knees pulled to her chest, acting exactly like a frightened newborn child. She looked up at the passing officials and the looming guards with eyes full of pure, uncomprehending innocence—a profound, terrifying mental regression.
Seeking any sliver of safety, she crawled frantically toward a heavy velvet curtain hanging near the courtroom door. She buried her bloody face into the fabric, wrapping it around her small, shaking frame like a child hiding from a monster in the dark.
"Papa..." she whimpered softly into the dark velvet, her voice high and fragile. "Mama... Suzy..." She wept with the purest, most helpless sorrow of a little girl who had lost her way in a nightmare, waiting for someone—anyone—to wake her up.
After she finished her meal, a wave of nausea rose within her—she didn’t know why, or perhaps she did, but she chose to ignore it. The only reason she had forced the spoon into her mouth was to fill the hollow ache in her stomach, nothing more, nothing less. She stood up to find the queue still crowded and chaotic, and among them stood Isabella and her group. She lowered her head and decided to leave the dining hall, stopping just at the threshold. She had no intention of escaping or anything of the sort.She walked out, turning her head in every direction, scanning the surroundings with cautious curiosity. She descended slightly into the prison courtyard, where guards and prisoners of both sexes were scattered. She wished, with a sudden, desperate intensity, that she were deaf, just to escape the grating clamor they created. She lifted her eyes to the towering floors; she saw prisoners walking, others being led away. Her gaze drifted to the highest floor, where the window was obscure
Perhaps a faint, instinctive tremor of unease pricked at Lara’s heart upon hearing the guards' callous chatter, yet she remained steadfast in her indifference, or perhaps she merely compelled herself to be so. She fortified her resolve with the bitter reality that she had endured absolute ruin at the hands of Robert—her own husband. Compared to the depths of that betrayal, whatever punishment this stranger, this officer, might inflict upon her was utterly inconsequential; it carried no true weight. What misery could possibly eclipse the agony of a woman brutalized by her own spouse, or the torment of witnessing her daughter’s life extinguished by his malice? What horror could surpass being cast into this dungeon, entombed by his fabricated testimony? His threats were hollow; they meant nothing...She exhaled a weary, ragged breath and lifted her gaze, sweeping the room from left to right, searching for the tall, sharp-featured inmate—Isabella. A silent flicker of relief touched her as
Lara shoved the woman who had been pressed against her with such force that she sent her reeling; the woman struck her head as she fell, becoming a new target for the lashes that rained down from the front. The whips tore into the woman while Lara curled into a ball, desperately attempting to shield herself. The woman received several strikes before she, too, curled up, her focus entirely consumed by the agony in her head. A minute later, the lashing ceased. The overseers and the inmates alike stood panting from the exertion of the fray. Some of the women were visibly terrified, others writhed on the ground, and more still groaned in hushed, ragged tones...Attempting to cut through the echoes of their reaction and force a return to labor, the overseers commanded, "Move! Prepare yourselves for work. We shall bring you the looms for weaving and the spindles for spinning flax. Every one of you will participate in this task until next week, when we implement the final, permanent distribu
The guards, both men and women, began directing the prisoners, their mouths erupting with orders and insults. Lara was among the surging crowds, trying to shield herself from two things: the male guards and Isabella—for the latter was staring at her with eyes that rarely blinked. Despite the thundering of boots striking the ground, the screams of the guards, and the chaotic jostling of bodies—arms pressing here, thighs brushing there, shoulders colliding, and heads ducking—despite everything, Isabella’s gaze remained fixed on her.Lara exploited the density of the crowd to hide, her mind racing with questions: Why are they looking at me? Do they need something from me? Do they have a connection to me? Do they know Robert? Do they mean me harm? These questions and others like them haunted her, and it was only natural; the conditions of prison force one to consider every ill possibility. Moreover, the shock of her daughter’s death had regressed her thinking from maturity to a somewhat c
At exactly 5:00 the next day, the prison bars were struck in preparation for work and to announce the second day. Lara and the rest woke up to those resounding sounds, and when she woke, she stretched her hands to the sides, saying in terror: "Susie, Susie!!" When she saw the prisoners and the rest of the walls, bars, and female guards around her, she returned her gaze to the side and felt a lump in her throat because she realized that she was currently in prison, not at home, and that Susie and every sign of peace had been erased and had departed. While she was in the trance of her thoughts, the female guard kicked her on her leg, saying: "Move, it is time for work, you idiot!" Lara replied: "Ah.. I am sorry....."Lara stood, exhausted, and walked before the female guard. She and the other prisoners headed to wash their faces from an ancient well set aside from the facade of the Great Square. As soon as Lara rubbed the water onto her face, she closed her eyes and then opened them, co
As Lara walked, she would glance back every now and then at her garment, which had become trampled by anyone and everyone who passed... A female guard grabbed her and led her to the collective bath, and when she reached it, the guards threw scissors at them to cut their hair down to the neck. All the women began looking with fear and trepidation, and Lara clutched her hair in refusal. The female guards shouted at them: "If you do not cut your hair, we will cut your fingers with the scissors, move, one, two, three, fo........." Then the prisoners began cutting their hair. Lara was tearing up as she cut her hair, her long red hair that reached the end of her back,, it was falling lifelessly to the ground, lock after lock, until it reached the end of the neck. After finishing, they began bathing in yellowish water. The floor was full of hair, mud, and the water which was originally a place of filth. They were bathing and Lara, the water was cold, pounding the bone, when Lara poured it ov
The carriage lurched to a final, jolting halt. Immediately, the guards began dragging the prisoners out, pulling at them with the frantic urgency of a shepherd herding his flock into a new pasture. They moved with a feverish pace, as if they carried a precious loot they were desperate to hand over.
While Lara remained collapsed on the cold, unforgiving floor of the courtroom, her tears continued to wash the very patch of earth beneath her. Her sobs were not mere cries; they were hollow, gut-wrenching wails of a soul being torn apart, filling every corner of the court with a haunting resonance
The carriage came to a jarring halt as it struck a deep rut in the road. The impact was so violent that another woman was thrown against Lara, who had been submerged in a deep, weary slumber..."I'm sorry... I'm so sorry," Lara stammered, her voice fragmented as she regained consciousness.The woma
The prisoners were forced back into the carriage, and the grueling journey resumed. Lara was in a state of childlike dissociation; the violence she had just witnessed and the guard’s roaring threats had left her trembling. She felt the danger as a looming, nameless shadow, but it wasn’t because of







