LillyTwo weeks.I had another two weeks before my trial period with Chance expired. We’d gotten into a routine. Our passion burned hotter, my feelings deeper and his walls stronger. He gave me everything when he kissed me and fucked me. Tender moments fed my love for him, but once our hunger was sated, I could see his guard falling firmly back into place.He was building his empire. Like it wasn’t vast enough already. But if it made him happy, it made me happy. Every day, we’d sneak in moments, whether with a kiss or hard core fuck. I was so far gone. So deep into this thing, whatever this was, I knew there was no coming back from it. It would end in heartbreak. Mine. Maybe his. Ours.But this wasn’t enough for me. I needed something more than stolen moments during work hours. Soul-destroying animalistic desire was sure to shatter me into a million pieces. And I feared one day, he’d no longer be here to put me back together.The reality would eventually set in. We’d been ignoring it
Chance“I didn’t expect you here today,” I told Byron as I sat down behind my desk and he took a chair opposite of me.He handed me a folder. “Fuck, Byron. I hope this is not information you missed on the merger. We are closing today.”“It’s not about the merger,” he responded. “It’s about your ex-wife and Lilly.”I instantly tensed. “What do you mean?”“Your ex is digging into Lilly, slipping information to tabloids.”I tightened my fists, anger boiling in my chest. If there was a woman that deserved to be fucking eliminated, it was that bitch. There wasn’t a single bone in that woman’s body that worried about anyone else but herself. Her son was lucky to have his father, because he certainly didn’t get his manners from his alcoholic mother. For all my disagreements at Jonathan’s betrayal, I couldn’t take that from him.“What does she know?” I questioned him, as I ran through the folder. It seemed there were only facts there.“Not much,” he responded. “Facts only. It doesn’t prevent
LillyA knock on the door startled me and I quickly pulled away from Chance’s embrace. I already missed his arms around me - strong, warm, and protective. It was so easy to rely on him to make everything better.“Come in,” Chance called out. The door opened and a man walked in. Gray beard. Frown on his face. One hand in his white coat, a black bag in his other. A doctor?The memory of the last time I saw a black doctor’s bag resurfaced, and I quickly pushed it out of my mind. This wasn’t the time to remember those ghosts.“What is this emergency?” he asked, concerned as his eyes traveled around the room. When he realized there was nobody else, his eyes came back to Chance and me. “You realize I walked out on two other appointments to come see to this emergency.”Chance didn’t even flinch. “Dr. Craven, this is Lilly Walker. She has a bad headache.”If there was paleness to my skin tone until this point, it was certainly gone now. Heat climbed up my neck and into my cheeks. Chance call
ChanceThe dinner with the Ridley men was fucking annoying as shit. Especially the younger one. Junior’s face fell the moment he realized Lilly wouldn’t join us. I wanted to smash his face into the dinner table and make him forget ever seeing her.Overboard? Yes, just a bit.Did I care? Fuck no.The young prick was closer to her age, but he was a playboy through and through. He changed women like underwear, and he’d be bad for Lilly and her girls.Wonderful. Now I was pretending to be a knight. Lilly had been consuming my thoughts in the most unhealthy, obsessive way. My mind had been whirling for weeks, that goddamn contract hanging over us.I wanted something to tie her to me. A bit obsessive but fuck it. I couldn’t help it. It was the only way to control the outcome. For Lilly to remain with me.She had been giving me her body freely, I knew she wasn’t seeing anyone. Not that she had time between her kids and me. Yet, it wasn’t enough. I wanted to lock her in my house and throw awa
LillyTalking on the phone with my boss was a completely different experience than talking to him in the office. It was like flirting with a man.Not my boss. Not an intimidating billionaire. Not a controlling, obsessive man.It was just him.His soft chuckle over the phone had me smiling with happiness. The only other people on this planet that made me melt with their happiness were my children.“What are you wearing?” I asked, ignoring all the things he made me feel. I was in so damn deep with this man, there would be no getting over him.“I’m still in the same suit you saw me in earlier,” he purred. I could picture him, sitting in the back seat comfortably, his legs spread. If he was in his limo, maybe his partition was closed, and he stroked himself.I started fanning myself with my hand. Just the thought of his big hand over his length had me nursing flames and heat pooling in my lower belly.“Are- are you,” I cleared my throat, my voice breathy, “... are you in a limo with a par
LillyBefore I even opened my eyes, I sensed the pounding headache. The memories of Jack haunted my dreams. Self-doubt that my judgment was skewed. Just as it had been with my late husband.It was sheer luck that the fuck up with Jack hadn’t left a lasting impact on my daughters. Saoirse and Sierra were too young. And my eldest… well, she lucked out. Thank God. But if my judgment failed me again, my girls would be hurt. They’d already grown attached to Chance.“Two days in a row with a headache,” I muttered to myself as my feet touched the soft carpet.After a quick shower, I eyed my closet, wondering if Chance would fire me if I showed up in sweats. I scoffed in my head. Probably. So I continued going through possibilities until my eyes stopped on an emerald, tailored dress.Green like Chance’s eyes.Dress it is, I decided. Courtesy of the billionaire boss.My youngest two dressed, I ran around the house finishing the weekend bags.“Toiletries, check,” I muttered to myself. “Play sho
ChanceIt took me exactly ten heartbeats to realize what an ass I was and rush after Lilly. This jealousy around her had turned me into a fucking monster. I didn’t like it; she didn’t deserve it. Except, knowing she could have so much better than me made a wimp out of me.Approaching my fifties and I had lost my fucking shit. Not even finding my best friend in bed with my ex-wife impacted me like this. My thoughts drifted to the past.The machine guns and bombs blazed all around. Ambush. We fell right into it. I had one more day and I was out. One more fucking day.Screams filled the air. The scent of blood invaded my lungs. Hot desert sun burning my skin, along with the flames of the burning compound.My eyes roamed the area, death surrounding me. Nobody was supposed to know this location. Nobody but us. Yet, here we were. Getting attacked by the enemy.I made my way towards my men, cornered, shooting back at the enemy who was closing in on them. The desert sand felt heavy under my b
LillyI stood in the street unsure where to go or what to do. An angry tear rolled down my face, and it was like a floodgate opened. I probably looked just as messy as my two-year-old when she cried.I walked aimlessly, barely seeing where I was going. The streets were busy with people ready for the weekend. There were a few curious glances thrown my way, but I ignored it all. My argument with Chance playing on repeat in my mind.I need a signed contract. I was a contract to him. Nothing more; nothing less. Maybe if I felt nothing for him, I’d be able to evaluate his words rationally. Instead, this hurt like a bitch. There was no chance in hell I could sign that contract. I was protecting him as much as myself. It’d destroy his carefully constructed life if my secret came out. And officially connecting myself to him opened the door to strangers digging into my past.I tilted my head upwards to see that the clouds turned gray. The sky opened and the rain broke through the clouds, match