Chapter 4

Julian didn’t come home that night.

He walked in the next afternoon smelling faintly of cedar and expensive perfume, the scent Clara always wore. He tossed his keys on the entry table and looked at the taped boxes in the living room. "Done throwing your tantrum?"

I kept sealing the last box.

He kicked it with the toe of his shoe. "What’s with all this junk?"

"Getting rid of things I don’t use."

His mouth twisted. "This hard-to-get act is getting old. You think if you ice me out, I’ll come crawling?"

"I don’t want you crawling."

"Then quit acting like I owed you an apology." He sat on the sofa, all righteous anger and bruised ego. "Clara cried for half an hour after your little performance. You should feel sorry."

"Then go comfort her."

"Unbelievable." He rubbed a hand over his face. "Fine. Since you’re so obsessed with being wronged, I’ll give you a way to make it right. Tomorrow, I’m scheduled on the aurora route to Reykjavik. If you stop acting like this, I’ll give you the family observer pass."

Aurora. Six years ago, when a doctor found a shadow on my breast scan and ordered an urgent biopsy, I was so scared I couldn’t stop shaking. Julian held my hand for ten minutes before rushing to a flight. He promised that when the results came back clean, he would fly me north to see the aurora from the sky.

He had postponed that promise for six years. Now he offered it like a treat for a well-behaved pet.

"That pass was for Clara, wasn’t it?" I asked.

His eyes flickered. "She begged for it, yeah. But I’m giving it to you. On our anniversary, by the way. You should appreciate that."

So he remembered when it suited him.

"Give it to her. I don’t need it."

Julian shot to his feet. "Don’t be stupid. Do you know how hard that pass is to get?"

"I said no."

His hand swept across the coffee table. A glass hit the floor and shattered.

“Fine. Don’t come crying later.”

The door slammed behind him.

Only after the apartment went quiet did I feel the sting on my calf. A shard of glass had cut through my skin, leaving a thin red line of blood.

I wiped it with a tissue and threw it away. It barely hurt. That was how I knew I was done. The next morning, New York was clear and cold.

Our eighth anniversary. My last day as Lina Vale. The day my resignation took effect.

I dragged one suitcase to the airport. My commercial ticket was under my false name, booked on a three o’clock flight out of New York. Dante had arranged the rest.

The aurora route was scheduled for two. Out of habit, I opened the airline app to check Julian’s flight. The captain’s name had changed. For one foolish second, I wondered if he was sick.

Then I saw him outside the first-class lounge. Julian wore a cashmere coat instead of his uniform. Clara stood beside him in a matching coat, her arm wrapped around his. Her pink suitcase rolled at his side like a trophy.

Two ground staff were chatting near the desk.

"Wasn’t Captain Hayes supposed to fly Reykjavik today?"

"Took vacation. Rumor is he’s taking Clara to Finland. She’s been bragging in the crew chat all morning. Said he ditched the aurora route just to buy seats and watch it with her."

"That’s insane. Romantic, though."

I stared at the lounge doors until they swallowed them both. So he hadn’t offered me Clara’s pass. He had never meant to fly me anywhere. He had used a six-year promise as bait while planning a private aurora trip with her.

My boarding call came over the speakers. Before I moved, my phone buzzed.

[Dante: Exit B. Black convoy.]

I turned away from the lounge and walked to Exit B. Three black SUVs waited at the curb. Men in dark suits stood by the doors. At their center was Dante, taller than I remembered, his expression hard until he saw me.

He opened the middle door. "Welcome home, princess."

I stepped toward him with one suitcase and eight dead years behind me. "Is Papa angry?"

Dante’s mouth twitched. "Furious. He also ordered the cook to make your favorite pasta."

For the first time that day, I smiled.

As the SUV pulled away, I took out my phone, removed the SIM card, and snapped it in half.

At the private terminal, a Valenti jet waited with its engines already humming. Julian’s world had always kept me outside the cockpit door. Mine had been waiting on the runway all along.

Behind us, commercial flights lifted into the sky one by one. Somewhere beyond those glass walls, Julian was taking another woman to see the aurora.

I walked up the jet stairs without looking back.