ANMELDENThe pizza arrived in a large cardboard box.
Jess spread newspaper on the floor. “In case we spill. My mom would find a way to know.”
Maya watched from her bed. Still half-unpacked.
“You just going to sit there?” Jess looked up. “Come down. Floor’s clean. I swept.”
“You swept?”
“I’m considerate and mysterious.” Jess patted the newspaper. “Sit.”
Maya hesitated, then slid off the bed and lowered herself cross-legged onto the floor. The box was warm between them.
“See? This is nice.” Jess grabbed a slice. “Roommates eating together, not secretly hating each other.”
“Do people usually secretly hate their roommates?”
“Have you met people?” Jess pointed her slice. “My cousin’s roommate in Ohio State used her toothbrush to clean the toilet. Didn’t tell her for three months.”
Maya’s slice stopped halfway to her mouth. “That’s illegal.”
“Right?” Jess shook her head. “Don’t worry. I’m a good person. I’ll even let you borrow my stuff. Just ask first. And don’t use my toothbrush for anything except teeth.”
“Noted.”
They ate in silence. Maya hadn’t realized how hungry she was.
Jess swallowed and leaned back. “So. Software Engineering. That’s intense.”
“I guess.”
“You guess? My sister did computer science. Cried every week. Said the coding almost killed her.”
“I like logic. Problems with clear solutions.”
“And English? Literature? All that ambiguous stuff?”
Maya thought about the books hidden under her mattress in high school. The novels she read late at night. Words that could mean ten different things.
“Not my strength.”
Jess studied her. Maya felt seen in a way that made her want to look away.
“What?” Maya asked.
“Nothing. Just… you’re interesting. Quiet, but interesting.”
“You can’t tell anything. We’ve known each other two hours.”
“Three. And I’m an excellent judge of character.” Jess grinned. “It’s my gift. I knew within five minutes my ex-boyfriend would break my heart. He did. Six months later. Right on schedule.”
“What happened?”
“He wanted someone who posted him on I*******m.” Jess rolled her eyes. “I post twice a year. He took it as a personal attack. Said I was hiding him. I was like… baby, I’m hiding everyone.”
Maya almost laughed.
“Sounds like his loss.”
“Right? Thank you!” Jess pointed at her. “See? You get it. We’re going to be great friends.”
The word hit something in Maya’s chest. Friends.
“We should finish eating.”
Jess’s eyes flickered,just for a second. But she didn’t push.
“Fine. But tomorrow we’re doing a full deep dive. Zodiac signs, love languages, trauma dumping.”
“Trauma dumping?”
“Essential roommate bonding.” Jess grabbed another slice. “You’ll thank me later.”
Morning came too fast.
Maya woke to sunlight through cheap curtains and Jess’s phone blasting what sounded like a pop playlist. She lay still, disoriented by the unfamiliar ceiling.
Then she remembered. University. Roommate. New life.
She sat up.
Jess was already dressed. Jeans and a bright yellow top, scrolling through her phone by the window.
“You’re alive.” Jess didn’t look up. “Good. I was starting to worry.”
“What time is it?”
“Seven-oh-three. Orientation at nine. I thought we’d go early, get good seats, scope out the situation.”
Maya rubbed her eyes. “The situation?”
“Hot guys, obviously.” Jess looked up, grinning. “Priorities, Maya.”
“I think my priorities are fine.”
“Your priorities are buried so deep they need GPS.” Jess tossed something onto Maya’s bed. A wrapped pastry. “Breakfast.”
Maya caught it. “Thanks.”
“See? Balanced ecosystem. I provide food, you provide quiet presence.”
Twenty minutes later, they walked across campus. Morning air cool. Students streaming in every direction. Backpacks. Voices. Conversations Maya couldn’t follow.
Jess talked the whole way.
“heard Engineering is mostly guys, so you’re welcome. Actually wait, that’s bad for me. If your classmates are all guys, who am I supposed to eat lunch with?”
“There’s you.”
“Exactly. But I need options, Maya. Backup friends. People to call when you’re coding and forget I exist.”
“I won’t forget you exist.”
“You say that now.” Jess bumped her shoulder. “Wait until you fall in love with some fine boy and disappear into couple world. I’ll be here alone, eating my feelings.”
Maya shook her head. “Not going to happen.”
“What? The eating feelings or the boy?”
“Both.”
Jess stopped walking. Maya took two more steps before turning.
“What?” Maya asked.
Jess’s expression shifted. Less playful. More curious. “You really believe that?”
“I don’t believe anything. I just know.”
“Know what?”
Maya looked away. Across the lawn, a group laughed, their voices carrying.
“I know people leave,” Maya said quietly. “Or they use what you give them and turn it into something ugly. Either way, it’s safer not to give anything.”
The words hung.
Jess didn’t laugh. Didn’t make a joke. Didn’t call her dramatic.
She walked back to Maya and looped her arm through hers.
“Okay.” Jess said simply. “Then I’ll stay until you’re ready to give something. And if you’re never ready, I’ll stay anyway.”
Maya’s throat tightened. “You don’t know me.”
“I know enough.” Jess started walking, pulling Maya along. “Now come on. We’re going to be late, and I refuse to sit in the back where I can’t see the fine first-years.”
Maya let herself be pulled.
The auditorium was half full.
Jess scanned like a general. “There. Third row, center, near the aisle. Move.”
They slid in as a professor took the stage. He tapped the microphone.
“Good morning. I’m Professor Anderson, Dean of Student Affairs. For the next hour, I’ll tell you everything you need to survive here.”
Someone behind them groaned. Jess elbowed Maya.
“Survive,” Jess whispered. “Dramatic.”
Maya hid a smile.
Professor Anderson launched into academic integrity, campus resources, “finding your community.” Maya listened with half her attention. The rest tracked the room—students on phones, whispered conversations, Jess bouncing her leg.
“and finally,” Professor Anderson said, “I want to introduce someone you’ll see a lot of. Final-year Architecture student, Debate Society president, recent winner of the National University Championships. Idris Vaughan, please stand.”
Heads turned.
Near the front, a figure rose.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark sweater, jeans. Carried himself like he owned the room. Deep brown skin, sharp jaw, expression calm and slightly amused. Used to being looked at.
“Idris will speak at orientation events this week.” Professor Anderson continued. “If you’re interested in debate, public speaking, or want to see what excellence looks like, find him.”
Laughter rippled. Idris raised a hand in casual acknowledgment, then sat.
Jess grabbed Maya’s arm.
“Maya.”
“What?”
“That’s him.” Jess’s voice was barely a whisper. “Idris Vaughan. I’ve followed his debates since first year. He’s…” She shook her head, laughing softly. “He’s literally perfect. Have you ever seen anyone that fine?”
Maya looked toward the front. Idris leaned to say something to the person next to him, his profile sharp against the lights.
“He’s fine,” Maya said evenly. “If you like that type.”
“That type?” Jess stared. “Tall, gorgeous, intelligent, accomplished? Who doesn’t like that type?”
Maya shrugged. “He knows everyone’s watching. You can see it in how he moves.”
“So? If I looked like that, I’d want everyone watching too.”
“Exactly.” Maya turned back to the stage. “He’s used to it. Probably expects it. That’s not interesting.”
Jess was quiet. Then she laughed, low and impressed.
“You’re impossible.”
“I’ve been told.”
Professor Anderson kept speaking. But Maya felt eyes on her,not Jess’s, someone else’s. She glanced toward the front.
Idris Vaughan had turned slightly in his seat.
He was looking directly at her.
The library courtyard became a habit.Three days in a row, Maya walked the path between Helena Hall and the old oak tree. Three days in a row, Idris was already there, waiting.They didn’t talk about anything important.The first day, he asked about her major. She told him Software Engineering. He asked why. She said she liked problems with clear solutions. He said, “Must be nice.”The second day, she asked about architecture. He talked for twenty minutes about light and space and how buildings could make you feel small or safe. She listened more than she spoke. When he finished, he looked at her strangely.“You actually pay attention,” he said. “Most people just wait for their turn to talk.”“I am most people.”“No.” He shook his head. “You’re really not.”The third day, they sat in silence for almost an hour. Students passed, glanced at them, whispered behind hands. Maya ignored them. Idris seemed to too.When she stood to leave, he caught her wrist.“Tomorrow?”She looked down at h
Maya woke to Jess hovering over her bed."Explain. Everything. Now."Maya squinted at the ceiling. Her phone said 6:47 AM. "It's too early.""It's never too early for answers." Jess dropped onto the foot of the bed. "I barely slept. I kept replaying it. You stood up. You called him a performer. He came over. He asked your name. And then you just walked away like you hadn't detonated a bomb."Maya pulled the blanket higher. "Can we talk after coffee?""I brought coffee." Jess produced a styrofoam cup. "Now talk."Maya sat up slowly, taking the cup. Too sweet. Too milky. Exactly what she needed. She took a long sip.Jess waited."There's nothing to explain," Maya finally said. "He asked a question. I answered.""You answered by telling him his entire personality is fake.""I said his confidence looked performed. There's a difference."Jess stared. "Maya. Babe. Sweetie. You don't tell the most popular person on campus they're performing. That's like telling the sun it's too bright.""The
The eye contact lasted exactly two seconds.Maya looked away first.“Did you see that?” Jess whispered, voice high. “He looked back here. Maya, he literally looked at us.”“He looked at the room. It’s called scanning.”“No, that was specific. That had intent.” Jess fanned herself with the orientation booklet. “I’m not okay.”Professor Anderson moved on to the library system. Maya focused on his words like they mattered more than the heat still prickling her skin.He was just looking. It meant nothing.“You should talk to him,” Jess said.“What?”“At the debate thing. He’s speaking at orientation events. You should go. I’ll come for moral support.”Maya turned. Jess’s eyes were bright, her smile hopeful. Something in Maya’s chest shifted.“You like him,” Maya said.“I…” Jess’s face flushed. “What? No. I mean, yes, obviously, look at him, but it’s not… I don’t like him like him. I just appreciate excellence from a distance.”“Jess.”“Okay, fine.” Jess dropped her voice. “I’ve had a tiny
The pizza arrived in a large cardboard box.Jess spread newspaper on the floor. “In case we spill. My mom would find a way to know.”Maya watched from her bed. Still half-unpacked.“You just going to sit there?” Jess looked up. “Come down. Floor’s clean. I swept.”“You swept?”“I’m considerate and mysterious.” Jess patted the newspaper. “Sit.”Maya hesitated, then slid off the bed and lowered herself cross-legged onto the floor. The box was warm between them.“See? This is nice.” Jess grabbed a slice. “Roommates eating together, not secretly hating each other.”“Do people usually secretly hate their roommates?”“Have you met people?” Jess pointed her slice. “My cousin’s roommate in Ohio State used her toothbrush to clean the toilet. Didn’t tell her for three months.”Maya’s slice stopped halfway to her mouth. “That’s illegal.”“Right?” Jess shook her head. “Don’t worry. I’m a good person. I’ll even let you borrow my stuff. Just ask first. And don’t use my toothbrush for anything excep
The taxi driver glanced in the rearview mirror. "You sure this is the place?"Maya pressed her palm against the car door. Outside, Crestview State University sprawled—red-brick buildings, sprawling lawns, students who already knew where they belonged."Yes."The driver pulled up to Helena Hall, a white three-story building with blue railings. Maya paid with cash from an envelope her mother had pressed into her hands that morning."You need help with them bags?""No."The trunk released with a groan. Two suitcases. One cardboard box. Everything she owned.Move.She carried the first suitcase toward the entrance, wheels catching on cracks. A group of girls sat on the steps, their laughter loud. One looked up, scanned her, returned to the conversation.Maya kept her gaze forward.The reception area smelled like lemon cleaner. A woman with silver glasses sat behind a counter. "Name?""Maya Chen."The woman ran a finger down the page. "Room 204. Up the stairs, end of the hall. Your roommat







