LOGINWillow
At lunch, Ava and I are seated at our usual spot in the cafeteria, which is away from the jocks and the population, but we could see their tables from this angle. I'm pushing around the food on my plate as my mind races with different scenarios on how I would approach Jack. Am I overthinking too much just because I want to return a tracksuit? Maybe I am, but I can't help it. My eyes wander around the cafeteria, seeking the familiar mop of brown hair, but I sigh when I notice his absence. “What are you thinking so hard about?” Ava asks, shovelling a forkful of pasta into her mouth, and my eyes snap up to meet hers. I reached for my water and took a few gulps before setting it back down. “Nothing,” I mutter, shrugging nonchalantly, but she sees through my lie as her eyes narrow, but before she can comment on it, Chase slips into the empty seat close to hers and opposite from mine, his grin wide as he leisurely places his arm over the headrest of her chair. “Hey babe, I was looking everywhere for you,” he says sweetly, but Ava frowns while away from him while I watch the scene unfold before me with a straight face. He doesn't bother to acknowledge me, though, because all his attention is glued on Ava, which for some reason I don't mind. “What the hell are you doing?” she sneers, her eyes wide while confusion crosses his features like he wasn't expecting such a reaction from her. “What do you mean, babe?” he asks, hurt flashing on his face this time. Chase is a fucking douchebag. I thought I was a good judge of character, but it turns out I was wrong after all. First he says he has a girlfriend, then I find him kissing some girl at his party, but as if that wasn't enough, he decides to ask my best friend to be his girlfriend. It is laughable that I had a crush on him for years; I feel fucking stupid. Instead of being hurt, though, I'm angry, beyond livid even, as I watch him act that way with Ava. I should lash out and maybe claw out his fucking eyes just to sate my anger, but instead I swallow all those emotions and rise from my seat, my sudden movement making both eyes turn to me. “I'll see you later, Ava,” I say, ignoring her panicked expression and grabbing my tray where my lunch remains untouched and walking away before she has a chance to respond. *** The rest of the day goes by fast, much to my chagrin, as I have yet to run into Jack like I wished. The hallway is almost empty as I walk towards my locker. I sigh as I begin to shove some books into my leather backpack absentmindedly; just as I slam my locker shut, a text notification goes off on my phone. As I sigh, I fish it out of my bag to see a text from Owen that says he's already outside waiting to pick me up. I sigh and shove my phone back into my backpack only to turn and bump into someone, hard. I gasped; the force pushes me back, but they are fast to steady me by wrapping an arm around my waist. “Easy there, Blondie.” Jacks's usually playful tone makes me snap my head up to see him standing before me with that smug grin of his. I blink back the surprise that had me frozen in his arms for a moment and step away from him, sighing in disappointment as the warmth that his arm brought disappears as it falls to his side. “Uhm Hi Jack, I didn't see you there,” I mutter, looking away from him, and he chuckles, shoving his hands into the side pocket of his jacket as he tilts his head to look down at me. He is a full head taller than I am, and I am a tall teenager. “I figured," he mutters, trailing off as I bite my lips nervously, but he just stands there, his gaze digging a hole into the side of my face. “Y—your tracksuit,” I sputter like a fucking idiot, turning around quickly to put in my locker combination before grabbing the gift bag I'd stashed in there all day and turning back to see a ghost of a smile tugging on his lips. “It's... It's very pink,” he mutters, blinking in surprise as he takes the bag from me, and I blush hard. “I can change it if you want,” I offer, but he chuckles, shaking his head as he clutches the bag to his side, the colour a stark contrast to his dark male aesthetics. “It's okay, Blondie; I mean, it's cute, like you,” he smirks and turns even redder. God, why am I reacting this way over a simple compliment? My phone notification goes off again, and I sigh, smiling apologetically as I fish out my phone to see it's a text from Ava. She apologises for Chase's intrusion during lunch and promises that she has given him a piece of her mind not long before her text. I sigh and shove the device back into my bag as I try to mask my irritation at the mention of that douchebag. “Is everything alright?” Jack asks, concern flickering across his features, and for a moment I'm stunned that he feels such emotions for me, but then I shouldn't be surprised, not after how much he had helped me when he didn't have to. “I— “Willow! Thank God I found you.” Chase’s voice cuts me off, and Jack and I turn to see him standing a few feet from us. Jack's features harden at the sight of Chase, and I briefly wonder what it would be like for that simmering anger to be directed at me. “What the fuck do you want, Chase?” he seethes, and I fidget on my feet, feeling Jack's anger coming off of him in waves. Chase frowns, his eyes flashing between Jack and me, not to mention how close we had been standing to each other. “This has nothing to do with you, Jack,” he counters, taking a step towards me, but Jack takes a step in front of me, shielding me from Chase totally. “What's your problem, man? I just want to know if she's seen my girlfriend around,” I heard him say, and my brows furrow in confusion. “Your girlfriend?” I echo, and Jack turns to meet my gaze briefly as he grits his jaw, turning back to face Chase. “She doesn't have to answer that,” Jack responds before I can, but slowly I reach for Jack's arm, touching him through the sleeve of his jacket. He turns slowly, concern flickering across his features as he looks down at me. “I've got this,” I mutter, and he gazes searchingly into mine for the longest moment before he nods slowly, taking a step to the side so I could come face to face with Chase. “What are you talking about, Chase?” I ask, and he sighs, running a finger through his hair. “I've been looking everywhere for Ava, but I can't find her, so I figured she'd be with you.” His eyes flicker to Jack's briefly before meeting mine again. ”But clearly I was wrong.” I still stare at his words; he said girlfriend. Is Ava Chase his girlfriend, or is he obsessing over her like some psychotic person? Ava wouldn't do that. She's my best friend; she wouldn't. I exhale a slow, shaky breath as I feel my hands trembling by my side, but I clench my fist to hide the fact that his words shook me to my core. “No, I haven't seen her since lunch,” I mutter in a hoarse tone, and he nods, turning around and walking down the hallway until he turns a corner, going out of sight. “Are you good, Blondie?” Jack asks, snapping me out of my thoughts, and I snap my gaze to his that were already on me, mustering a forced smile to hide the turmoil inside of me. “Yes”, I whisper in a breathless tone, “I—I have to go; thanks for your help, Jack.” I don't bother waiting for his response as I slam my locker shut and head for the exit without a backward glance.WillowIt's been almost two weeks since I said yes to being Jack's girlfriend, and it has been a whirlwind of emotions that had me on cloud nine.We've been on countless dates; the thrill of sneaking off with him to the movies, the arcade and so many other places my parents wouldn't approve of gave a rush I didn't know I craved.We've kind of settled into a routine that would seem mundane to any other person, but it isn't for me.Ever since his outburst at Jessica when he walked in on me getting bullied, it's almost like everyone backed off. I no longer had glares burning into the side of my head or even snide remarks thrown my way.It is somewhat peaceful now, and I couldn't be happier.The sound of the warning bell has me rushing in the direction of my social studies class for second period.As I approach the door, I immediately notice Jack, who is leaning against the wall beside the open door.He perks up when he notices me and pushes off the wall. He smiles, a sweet smile that tur
WillowI'm stunned into silence at his raw confession in the presence of Jessica and her minions. I don't utter a single word when he grabs my hand and leads me out of the classroom and out of the school.He helps me into the passenger seat of his car, shutting the door behind me and jogging to the other side before slipping in.“Here,” he murmurs, handing me a handkerchief before turning away from me.I grip the soft material of the handkerchief, dabbing slowly at the slimy egg mixture on my face, my eyes still glued to him.He starts the car, pulling out of the school's parking lot, and I'm shaken out of my silence.I swallow, filling my throat; it becomes parched like I haven't had water in so long. “Y—you didn't have to do that,” I say quietly, licking my lips as he glances at me quickly before focusing back on the road with creased brows.“What?”, “Yes, I had to, Willow; this only happened because of me,” he sighs, and I blink in surprise.It's the first time he has called me by
JackHours PriorI pull into the parking lot of our apartment building a few hours after I took the twins out to have dinner.I slip out of the driver's seat of my car, going to the back to help them out. Just as I shut the door behind Brandon, I noticed someone approaching out of the corner of my eye.I furrow my brows as a small frown tugs at my lips, turning to see who it is,, only for my frown to deepen in realisation that the unprecedented visitor is fucking Ava.“Hi Jack, can we talk for a second? she asks in that sickly sweet voice I have come to hate as she stops a few feet from us.I ignore her, turning to the twins instead,, who both have curious expressions etched on their faces as they stare at her.I wouldn't blame them;them; this is the first time they've seen a girl come to to visit me,, and I could see the questions riddled in excitement swimming in their eyes.“You two go on in; I'll be there in a minute,” I murmur softly,, and they nod simultaneously, thankfully skip
WillowI stare at Jack's retreating figure until he walks out of the restaurant exit and disappears out of sight. Slowly I turn to Ava, whose eyes are still glued to where Jack had been seated as her chest rises and falls quickly.She is livid.I don't blame her for feeling that way, not when she had hoped that things were starting to work out, especially when Jack accepted to go on a date.This is all my fault; I should have realised my feelings sooner, then at least she wouldn't have to go through this.Yet I don't feel a shred of guilt. I know I should, but the fact that somehow I can't bring myself to makes me feel like a horrible friend.I should tell her about Jack and me, but I realise that now isn't the right time, not when she is this emotional and still overwhelmed by Jack's admittance.“Ava”, I call softly, and her eyes snap to mine, malice twisting her lips into a sneer.“I—I’m sorry—I'm cut off when she rises to her feet quickly, knocking her chair to the ground before s
JackAs soon as those words leave my mouth, Ava's expression darkens, but I couldn't pretend to give a fuck about what she thinks.“Who is she?” she grinds out, and I barely held back from rolling my eyes at her entitled question.Instead, I turn to her with a raised brow. A humourless chuckle leaves my lips as my eyes flash back to Willow, who is sitting quietly across from me, fiddling her thumb nervously.I hate that she has to pretend in front of her friend, but I am yet to understand the dynamics of their friendship, so for her sake I am willing to play along, just until she musters up the courage to tell Ava how she truly feels about me.If she doesn't, though, then I have no qualms telling the whole world that she is mine.Mine.The thought leaves a tingle of excitement running down my spine, although a part of me still doesn't understand why I am drawn to the loner Willow Henderson, who has managed to become wallpaper, but I see her – no, I've seen through her – since the firs
WillowI'm numb.Too fucking numb to think or feel the shame and resentment that is threatening to devour me from the inside out.It was supposed to be a simple deal, yes, but I should have known that there is nothing remotely simple about Jack Carter.“Omg, Willow!” Ava's gasp pulls me out of my reverie, and I turn slowly to see her jogging towards me.I swallow hard, schooling my features as she approaches, and when she does, she's breathing hard, swiping a bead of sweat that rolled down her forehead.“What took you so long?” she admonishes while I just shrug.“Never mind that; did you talk to him?” she asks, her eyes wide with anticipation while I stare back with unfeeling eyes as thoughts raced in my head.Should I lie to her about what his condition was? No. Wouldn't it be easier to lie that he said no to her proposal?Surely even if she were to find out it was the contrary, she'd forgive me.“Well”, I start avoiding her probing gaze and bit down on my lips hard; it was a miracle







