LOGINDetective Erik Johns’ POV
I stared intently at the photos on my desk: images of the crime scene at Miss Kim Blake’s home, and the pictures the doctor had taken of her injuries. As I examined them, my fists clenched involuntarily. How could a father do something like this to his own daughter? How does someone survive living in such a hell? I knew the wounds on her body would heal—sooner or later. But the ones on her soul... those would stay, bleeding on the inside for the rest of her life. I’ve been a cop for many years. I’ve seen horrors that would steal the sleep of any ordinary person. But this case hit differently. Her eyes when she asked me if her father was dead... they haunted me. It wasn’t a question born of fear—but of deep desperation, like she couldn’t believe her nightmare had actually ended. If that monster were still alive, I might’ve been the one to make sure he paid for everything. — “Sir, what are we doing with Kim Blake? It’s been two weeks since she was hospitalized, and the doctor has cleared her for transfer,” said the officer who had just stepped into my office. I turned to him, and the cautious expression on his face told me he was just as uncomfortable with what we were about to do. — “We’re bringing her in. She’ll stay under our supervision at the station until the case is closed,” I replied calmly, though my jaw was clenched. The idea of putting her in custody—even temporarily—filled me with a fury I couldn’t contain. This girl had been humiliated and abused her entire life, and now I had to lock her behind the bars of my own station. But protocol left no room for exceptions. I grabbed my coat and headed for the hospital. I didn’t want to send anyone else. I knew she was ashamed, fragile, and I wasn’t going to add to her burden. When I walked into her hospital room, Kim was sitting up in bed, propped against some pillows. She looked smaller than the last time I saw her. Her skin was pale, her gaze lost. It was clear she had stopped trusting anyone—or anything. I approached slowly, careful not to startle her. — “Miss Blake, it’s time to transfer you. The doctors said you’re stable enough to leave the hospital.” She lifted her gaze toward me, her wide eyes full of fear. — “Where… where are you taking me?” she asked, her voice faint. I sat in the chair beside her bed, trying to show her I wasn’t there to push or intimidate her. — “Kim, we have to bring you to the station. It’s standard procedure. You won’t be kept in holding any longer than absolutely necessary. I want to assure you of that.” She nodded slowly, but I could see how deeply disturbed she was by the thought. — “I don’t want to… to be behind bars. I didn’t do anything wrong,” she said, her voice trembling with the weight of unshed tears. — “I know, Kim. Believe me—I know. But it’s a necessary part of the legal process. I promise I’ll do everything I can to make sure you don’t stay there any longer than needed.” I saw the tears welling in her eyes, but she held them back, refusing to cry in front of me. — “Come on. Let me help you up.” I extended my hand, and after a moment’s hesitation, she accepted it. I could feel how fragile she was as she leaned on my arm. We walked slowly together, and when we reached the car, I opened the door and helped her in. When I saw her hesitate to fasten the seatbelt, I stepped forward. — “Let me help you,” I said softly. She nodded again, barely. I reached in carefully to buckle the seatbelt, keeping my movements slow and gentle so I wouldn’t frighten her. As I clicked it in place and felt the space between us shrink, I was surprised at how tender my own touch had become. I wasn’t the kind of man people usually found comfort in. But with her… it was different. I closed the door and walked to the driver’s seat. As I started the engine, I turned slightly to look at her. — “You’re safe, Kim. We’ll get through this together.” She didn’t say anything, but her face looked just a little more at peace. I pulled out of the parking lot, silently vowing to do everything in my power to get her the justice she deserved. Kim’s POV I stare at the bars in front of me—cold and impersonal. Even though I’m not in a real prison, just at Detective Johns’ police station, the feeling of captivity is the same. The detective promised I wouldn’t stay here longer than necessary, and so far, he’s kept his word. Still, the time I’ve spent here feels endless. It’s been three days since I was placed in this cell, and today is the day when they’ll decide if I’m free or not. I look down at my right hand, still wrapped in a cast, and I wonder what comes next. Freedom. What does that even mean to me? I can’t go back to the house I lived in with my father. Just thinking about those walls makes me tremble. I have no money, no place to go, not even a plan. My entire life has been a chain of beatings and humiliation, and people always avoided me—like my bruises were contagious. A police officer opens the cell door. — “Miss Blake, please follow me,” he says politely. I follow him in silence, my steps heavy and uncertain. He leads me to Detective Johns’ office, then leaves, closing the door behind me. The detective is seated at his desk, his expression serious. He looks at me for a few seconds, then gestures for me to sit down. — “Miss Blake, your case has been closed,” he says calmly. My heart pounds so hard I’m sure he can hear it. — “W-What does that mean?” I ask, my voice trembling. — “It means the judge has ruled you innocent. You’re free to go. You’re free to start your life,” he says, folding his hands together and looking at me with a trace of compassion. Tears stream down my face before I can stop them. I try to thank him, but my voice is choked with emotion. — “Thank you, Detective,” I manage to say at last, wiping my eyes with my sleeve. He stands up from his chair, avoiding my gaze for a moment. — “Are you going home?” he asks directly, catching me off guard. — “I can’t,” I whisper. “It would be too... hard.” There’s a strange silence, until his voice cuts through my thoughts. — “You can stay with me until you get back on your feet,” he says simply. I stare at him, stunned. — “I don’t want to be a burden… We barely know each other. I can’t accept that,” I reply quickly, almost in panic. — “I’m rarely home anyway, so you won’t be a burden. You need a safe place, and I can offer you one,” he says in a tone that leaves no room for argument. — “Okay... Thank you, sir,” I murmur, still unsure. The ride to his apartment is quiet. The detective drives calmly, and I stare out the window, trying to keep my emotions in check. When we arrive, he opens the door for me and helps me out. — “Come on, I’ll give you a quick tour,” he says, unlocking the apartment door. The space is simple but comfortable. A living room with a gray couch and a glass coffee table. A small, tidy kitchen. A bedroom at the end of the hallway, seemingly untouched. — “You can use the bedroom. I usually sleep on the couch. The closet’s empty, so you have space for your things,” he says. I look around, overwhelmed by his kindness. — “Thank you, sir. You really didn’t have to do this.” — “Kim, stop calling me ‘sir.’ You can call me Erik,” he replies, giving me a faint smile for the first time. — “Alright... Erik,” I say softly, testing the sound of it. — “Good. Now I have to head back to the station. I’ll check in from time to time to make sure everything’s okay. Take care of yourself,” he says, then leaves, shutting the door behind him. I remain still for a few moments, looking around. For the first time in my life, I feel safe. And that... means more than anything else.Erik Pov. I manage to keep it together all the way home. My hands are shaking as I lock the door behind me, like I’ve just been out in the cold for too long. Her notebook is still in my backpack. I can’t even bring myself to put it down. It feels like it weighs more than anything I’ve carried lately. I sit on the couch. Stare at nothing. I miss her. God, I miss her. It’s been weeks, but the sound of her laugh still lives in my head. The way she’d curl into my chest like she belonged there. How she’d always run her fingers down my arm absentmindedly while we watched something—like even when her mind was somewhere else, she wanted to touch me. I miss the weight of her in my bed. Her breath on my neck in the middle of the night. The way she used to kiss me in the morning, still half-asleep. I feel the tears sting behind my eyes, and I grit my teeth to stop them—but it’s too late. They come fast, hot, and heavy. I press the heels of my hands against my eyes like I can block it a
Kim Pov. I spend the entire night thinking. Not just about the pain or the guilt. But about him. What makes Erik who he is? What he hides behind those long silences and low, tired sighs? What’s sacred to him, even if he never says it out loud? I go back through everything. Our late-night talks. His hand slipping into mine when we crossed the street. The way he once looked at me when I said I felt safest with him—and how he couldn’t even speak after. And then I remember it. That day in November. The rain hadn’t stopped in hours and we were curled on the couch with coffee, his old leather-bound journal in his lap, something he rarely showed anyone. He’d told me then that it wasn’t just for work. That when he needed to clear his head or ground himself, he wrote everything down. Sometimes even his dreams. “You can’t solve your own case if you don’t understand your own mind,” he’d murmured, brushing his thumb along the edge of the page. And then he'd smiled, just barely. “It’s stupi
Kim Pov.I don’t cry on the street. I don’t cry in the elevator. I don’t cry when I reach Erik’s apartment, where I’ve been staying alone for weeks, surrounded by memories and silence. But the second the door clicks shut behind me and I lean back against it, it all comes out.Hot, bitter tears.He kissed someone.He kissed someone and told me like it didn’t cost him anything. Like he hadn’t once told me he couldn’t get enough of me. And I get it—I do. I hurt him first. I betrayed the trust I kept begging him to give me.But still, it burns.I don’t know how long I cry. Long enough for my sweater sleeves to be soaked from wiping my face. Long enough that when my phone buzzes with a message, I almost don’t check it. But it’s from Maja.You home? Got donuts. Need girl talk.I text her back a weak yes, and not ten minutes later, she’s knocking on my door with a box of chocolate donuts and two coffees. I open the door, looking like hell—eyes red, lips trembling—but she just gives me a look
Erik Pov.It’s been two weeks since she kissed him.Since I saw her body melt against another man’s… mouth, hands—hell, I don’t even know how far it went. I never asked. I never wanted to know. The image of that moment is branded into my skull anyway. It plays behind my eyelids when I try to sleep. It crawls into my chest when I hear her laugh—her laugh, that I used to think was mine.And still… she keeps showing up.Every day, she comes to Maja’s apartment, carrying some kind of hope in her eyes. She talks to me like I’m still hers, like the space between us isn’t filled with all the things she broke. And I let her talk. I let her sit beside me on the couch, quiet or rambling—whatever she needs to do, I let her. But I never look at her.Because when I look at her, I don’t see Kim.I see him.I see them.And it makes me sick.Today is no different. She’s next to me again, close enough that I can feel the heat of her thigh just brushing mine. She’s in one of my old hoodies—God knows sh
Kim Pov.The silence is the worst part. Not the kind that lingers after a fight or a long day. This is the kind that hollows out your chest. It seeps into everything—the walls, the sheets, the spaces where his laughter used to echo.I’ve called him. Texted him. Begged him to talk to me. Nothing.It’s been a week.Seven days of waking up in his bed alone. Of walking through his apartment like I don’t belong anymore. I touch his things—his shirt draped over the chair, the half-empty mug he forgot in the kitchen, his aftershave in the bathroom—and every object feels like a goodbye I never saw coming.I want to scream. I want to go back in time and slap myself across the face before I ever leaned in toward Luca. What was I thinking?I wasn’t.I was caught in the moment—feeling seen, feeling wanted—and I forgot. I forgot what it meant. I forgot Erik. I forgot myself.I sit on the couch, Erik’s hoodie wrapped around me like armor, and scroll through our old photos. Us cooking pasta. Us cudd
Erik Pov. The sky begins to bleed into gray as I finally turn the key in the ignition. Every part of me feels like lead—my limbs, my chest, my thoughts. I’ve never known heartbreak like this. Never thought I’d feel it from her. The girl I swore to protect. The one I let in when I thought I never would again. I drive on instinct, barely aware of the roads. I can’t go home. I can’t walk through the door and smell her perfume on the pillows or see the sweater she left on the couch or the half-finished cup of tea by the sink. I’m not strong enough. So I go where I always go when I’m lost. Maja. Her apartment is still quiet when I park in front of the building. She’s probably asleep. It’s not even 6 a.m., and I feel guilty before I even knock. But I don’t have anywhere else to go. No one else who knows me like she does. When I knock, I hear rustling and then footsteps. The door creaks open and Maja appears, wrapped in a thick hoodie, blinking against the early morning light. Her br
Erik Pov.The apartment was dark when I stepped in.Late sunlight spilled through the curtains, casting long shadows across the living room. I dropped my keys into the bowl by the door with a little more force than necessary. The sharp clink echoed too loud. I didn’t care.I was tired.Not from wor
Kim Pov.The sun was too bright.Not painful—but too… visible. It laid everything bare: the way my fingers fidgeted with the hem of my blouse, the way I scanned every face in the crowd like they might suddenly turn dangerous. But Maja was beside me, radiating that breezy confidence I didn’t know ho
Kim Pov.Maja came again.With donuts.That’s how she always shows up—like a storm wrapped in sugar and teasing smiles. I heard her at the door before I even made it out of the bedroom. That knock-knock-knock rhythm, followed by her voice calling, “I brought reinforcements, open up!”I liked it. Th
Erik pov.Maybe Kim feels all those things just because I'm the only man who hasn't treated her wrong.The thought has been eating at me all day—quietly gnawing at the back of my mind as I try to focus at work, pretend everything is fine. But it’s not fine. Not when every time she looks at me like







