LOGINALANA
They always say war turns boys into men. But no one talks about what it does to girls.
It doesn’t make us women. It makes us weapons. Then it uses us until we break.
It’s been sixteen hours since I delivered Zach into my father’s hands.
Sixteen hours since I sedated the only person I’ve ever loved and handed him over like a package. Sixteen hours of silence.
No updates. No word. No orders.
Which means one of two things:
Either the plan worked, or everything is about to go to hell.
I stare at my bedroom ceiling as the sun starts bleeding through my curtains. I haven’t slept. I couldn’t. My mind won’t stop spinning.
Zach is smart. He knows how to lie, how to play the part. He’s watching everything. Listening. I know he is. But even smart boys bleed when the wrong people get curious.
And my father is very curious.
A soft knock breaks the silence.
Three taps. Then two. The code.
Gia.
I sit up fast, cross the room, and unlock the door. My best friend slips in, eyes scanning the hallway before shutting it behind her.
She looks different this morning.
Sharper. Stiffer.
Dressed for war in a black blazer and leather boots instead of her usual lounge clothes.
“Your father’s in the sunroom,” she says without preamble. “He’s waiting for you.”
I nod.
“Did he say why?”
She shakes her head.
“But he doesn’t look happy.”
That chills me more than anything else.
Roman doesn’t show emotion unless it’s on purpose.
If he’s letting me see he’s angry, then something’s already gone wrong.
I grab a coat and follow Gia through the house. The halls feel tighter today. The marble colder. The portraits on the wall, paintings of my family going back generations, feel like they’re watching me.
Judging me.
I wonder how many of them were traitors too.
When we reach the sunroom, Gia stops and touches my wrist.
“Be careful,” she says. “He’s… different today.”
Then she disappears back down the hall, heels silent on polished floors.
Roman is sitting in a high-backed chair, facing the window. The sun cuts across him like a blade of gold.
He doesn’t look at me as I enter.
But I feel the weight of his silence like a noose around my neck.
“Sit,” he says.
I do.
“Tell me what happened.”
I swallow.
“I brought him. Just like you said.”
“No issues?”
I shake my head.
“None.”
“He was unconscious?”
“Yes.”
“You administered the sedative?”
I pause. Only a beat. But it’s enough.
Roman turns to face me, slowly, like a shark scenting blood in the water.
His eyes are darker than usual. Deadlier.
“Tell me exactly how it happened,” he says.
And just like that, I know I’m being tested.
I choose my next words carefully.
“I met him at the train yard. He didn’t ask why. He just came.”
Roman tilts his head.
“He trusts you that much?”
I nod.
“Interesting,” he murmurs. “Continue.”
“I gave him the sedative in a drink. He passed out within minutes. I drove him to the warehouse and handed him over to Vito.”
He nods, face unreadable.
“Did you see where they took him?”
“No.”
Another lie.
Roman would never tell me if Zach was dead. He’d let me suffer. Wonder. That’s his version of mercy.
“I assume,” he says, “you understand the consequences if you’re lying to me.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.”
Then he smiles. But it’s not kind.
“Because I’ve already spoken to Vito.”
My blood freezes.
“He says the boy was far too lucid for someone who just took a full dose of the sedative.”
I scramble.
“Maybe it wore off faster than—”
He slams his hand on the table between us, and I jump.
“Don’t lie to me, Alana.”
I go still. My pulse roars in my ears.
Roman leans closer, voice low.
“You think I don’t know you? I raised you. Fed you. Trained you to lie better than this. If you’re going to betray me, at least do it with a little dignity.”
I open my mouth. No words come.
He exhales slowly. Then he stands and walks to the bar cart in the corner, pours himself a drink.
When he turns back around, he’s calm again. Too calm.
“Here’s what’s going to happen,” he says. “You’re going to fix this. Before I do.”
My throat tightens.
“Fix what?”
“You’re going to make him ours. Fully. Irrevocably. No more games. No more half-measures.”
I stare at him.
“How?”
He raises his glass.
“Make him fall for you completely. Make him believe you’re all he has. Then turn him.”
“Turn him into what?”
Roman’s smile sharpens.
“Into what you are.”
I leave the room with my stomach in knots.
Gia finds me in the hallway again. She takes one look at my face and pulls me into an empty guest room.
“What did he say?”
I shut the door behind us.
“He knows.”
She doesn’t ask how.
“What now?”
“He wants me to flip Zach. Turn him into one of us.”
“Can you?”
I shake my head.
“No. I won’t.”
Gia exhales.
“Then you better start figuring out what your next move is. Because I’ve seen what happens to the people he decides are liabilities.”
“I don’t care what happens to me,” I say.
“Then think about him.”
I look up. And that’s when I realize something terrifying:
Zach walked into this with eyes wide open. But he never stood a chance if I failed to hold the line.
I don’t go back to my room.
Instead, I sneak into the security wing. There’s a closet of servers there, linked to the internal surveillance system. I use my passcode. The cameras don’t flag me anymore.
I scroll through until I find the warehouse feed.
There. Zach. Sitting in a locked room. Leaning forward, elbows on knees, completely alert.
He’s still alive. Still okay. For now.
I watch as Vito enters.
He throws something on the floor at Zach’s feet. A folder.
Zach doesn’t even flinch. He picks it up, flips through it, expression unreadable.
Vito says something I can’t hear.
Zach nods. He’s playing along. I hope.
Then Vito leans in. Too close.
He says something else. Harsher this time. And Zach laughs.
My heart leaps into my throat. He’s poking the bear.
Don’t provoke him. Don’t. But Zach stands. And for a terrifying second, I think he’s about to fight.
But instead, he walks to the camera in the corner. Stares directly into it. And gives the smallest nod. To me.
My breath catches. It’s a signal. He knows I’m watching.
He’s still in this with me.
I close the feed and rush back to my room before anyone sees me.
Once inside, I lock the door and slide to the floor, heart racing.
He’s okay. He’s alive. And he still believes in us.
But I don’t know how long we have before my father takes that choice away.
Pretty girls don’t survive long in war. But maybe weapons do.
And if I have to become one again to save him…
Then God help the next person who tries to stand in my way.
ZACHI didn’t remember falling asleep.One moment I was in the war room, half a dozen files spread across the table, eyes burning from hours of scanning coded messages and prophecy fragments, the next—A jolt.A sharp, metallic taste on my tongue.My neck snapping upright as if someone had dragged me out of a nightmare by the throat.I blinked, vision blurring before it sharpened again. My head throbbed, temples pulsing. My heartbeat pounded so hard it felt like it was trying to punch its way out of my ribs.I’d been out for an hour at most.Two if I’d really lost control.But the sun hadn’t moved much, shadows barely shifted across the room.Still—something was wrong.The air felt wrong.Too still.Too cold.Too tight around the edges.Like the house itself had stopped breathing.I straightened slowly, instinct coiling tight in my chest. The hairs at the back of my neck lifted. That jagged, electric pulse—the one that had saved my life too many times to count—spiked hard.Someone
ALANABy sunrise, the estate no longer felt like the home I had grown up in.It felt like a mausoleum waiting for its next body.The halls were too quiet. The air too heavy. Every shadow felt like the shape of a threat. And everywhere I turned, I saw the same thing—fear disguised as discipline. Guards standing a little too straight. Advisors speaking a little too softly. Staff averting their eyes as if looking at me too long might curse them.But the strangest part wasn’t them.It was me.Because somewhere deep beneath my ribs, something cold had settled.Not dread.Not fear.Recognition.Like I’d known this moment was coming long before it arrived.I just didn’t know why.Not yet.⸻Zach hadn’t slept. I heard him pacing long before I opened my eyes. When I turned my head on the pillow, he was standing near the windows, shirtless, arms crossed, jaw clenched so tightly the muscle ticked. Dawn light cut across his back, tracing the scars I knew by heart.My protector.My weapon.My ruin
ZACHThere’s a kind of silence that comes after a threat is made publicly.Not the silence of fear.Not the silence of strategy.The silence of a predator deciding which throat to rip out first.That silence settled over the estate after the card with the single letter—L—landed at Alana’s feet. Even hours later, after the power returned, after the guests fled, after the staff scurried through the halls pretending everything was fine, the air still vibrated with it.I felt it in the walls.In the floorboards.In the rhythm of Alana’s breathing beside me as we walked through the darkened hallway toward the war room.She had changed out of her dress, slipping into one of my shirts and a pair of leggings, her bare feet silent on the floor. Her hair was still pinned up from the event, wisps falling against her neck.She looked like war disguised as softness.And I wanted to throw her over my shoulder and lock her in our room where nothing could reach her.Where nothing could touch her.Whe
ALANAThe celebration was never meant to feel like a celebration.Not really.It was supposed to be a victory—our victory.Leone was gone. A major enemy eliminated. The estate was secure again, or at least that’s what everyone whispered to one another like they needed the lie to breathe.But every step down the grand staircase felt like descending into a room waiting to swallow me whole.The chandelier glowed too brightly, a thousand crystals catching the light like shattered glass suspended in the air. The murmur of voices swelled beneath it—soldiers, advisors, allies from old bloodlines I only half trusted. Their laughter felt brittle. Their smiles felt forced.And through all of it, Zach’s hand wrapped around mine.Grounding.Possessive.Warm.But even with his fingers locked between mine, his body was tense—every muscle on alert, his gaze tracking every unfamiliar movement in the room. He wasn’t celebrating.He was hunting.Gia intercepted us halfway down with a glass already in h
ZACHThere’s a moment after every major kill where the world feels a little too sharp.Too bright.Too alive.That moment usually fades.This time, it didn’t.Two days after we ended Leone, everything still felt wrong.Too still.Too controlled.Too easy.Like the universe was sucking in breath and holding it—waiting for the next move.I woke before dawn in the one place that should’ve felt safe: our room, Alana curled against my chest, her breaths warm and steady.And yet the first thing I felt wasn’t peace.It was the creeping sense that someone was watching us.Someone inside these walls.Someone waiting.My hand drifted toward the knife under my pillow out of instinct.Alana stirred, half-asleep, and pressed her face into my chest. I held her tighter, breathing in the scent of her hair, grounding myself in the one thing that still felt real.But the feeling didn’t fade.I slid out from under her quietly, careful not to wake her. She needed the sleep. She hadn’t gotten more than a
ALANAPower has a strange taste.People think it’s metallic like blood or intoxicating like victory.But to me—it tasted like breath finally filling my lungs after years of drowning.It tasted like waking.Leone’s fall wasn’t the end.It wasn’t even the beginning.It was the moment the world stopped pretending I was anything other than what I was meant to be.A ruler.A legacy.A weapon wrapped in silk and bone.But even queens bleed.And even queens get tired.⸻I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in our room just past dawn.The estate was quiet, the kind of quiet that feels intentional—as if everyone breathed softer in the wake of what Zach and I had done.My hair was down, wild from hours of running my fingers through it after the war-room meetings. My hands were steady now, but earlier, they hadn’t been. The adrenaline crash had hit hard. Too hard.I could feel the tremor beneath my skin, like I’d swallowed lightning and it couldn’t find a way out.Zach was asleep on t







