MasukALANA
They always say war turns boys into men. But no one talks about what it does to girls.
It doesn’t make us women. It makes us weapons. Then it uses us until we break.
It’s been sixteen hours since I delivered Zach into my father’s hands.
Sixteen hours since I sedated the only person I’ve ever loved and handed him over like a package. Sixteen hours of silence.
No updates. No word. No orders.
Which means one of two things:
Either the plan worked, or everything is about to go to hell.
I stare at my bedroom ceiling as the sun starts bleeding through my curtains. I haven’t slept. I couldn’t. My mind won’t stop spinning.
Zach is smart. He knows how to lie, how to play the part. He’s watching everything. Listening. I know he is. But even smart boys bleed when the wrong people get curious.
And my father is very curious.
A soft knock breaks the silence.
Three taps. Then two. The code.
Gia.
I sit up fast, cross the room, and unlock the door. My best friend slips in, eyes scanning the hallway before shutting it behind her.
She looks different this morning.
Sharper. Stiffer.
Dressed for war in a black blazer and leather boots instead of her usual lounge clothes.
“Your father’s in the sunroom,” she says without preamble. “He’s waiting for you.”
I nod.
“Did he say why?”
She shakes her head.
“But he doesn’t look happy.”
That chills me more than anything else.
Roman doesn’t show emotion unless it’s on purpose.
If he’s letting me see he’s angry, then something’s already gone wrong.
I grab a coat and follow Gia through the house. The halls feel tighter today. The marble colder. The portraits on the wall, paintings of my family going back generations, feel like they’re watching me.
Judging me.
I wonder how many of them were traitors too.
When we reach the sunroom, Gia stops and touches my wrist.
“Be careful,” she says. “He’s… different today.”
Then she disappears back down the hall, heels silent on polished floors.
Roman is sitting in a high-backed chair, facing the window. The sun cuts across him like a blade of gold.
He doesn’t look at me as I enter.
But I feel the weight of his silence like a noose around my neck.
“Sit,” he says.
I do.
“Tell me what happened.”
I swallow.
“I brought him. Just like you said.”
“No issues?”
I shake my head.
“None.”
“He was unconscious?”
“Yes.”
“You administered the sedative?”
I pause. Only a beat. But it’s enough.
Roman turns to face me, slowly, like a shark scenting blood in the water.
His eyes are darker than usual. Deadlier.
“Tell me exactly how it happened,” he says.
And just like that, I know I’m being tested.
I choose my next words carefully.
“I met him at the train yard. He didn’t ask why. He just came.”
Roman tilts his head.
“He trusts you that much?”
I nod.
“Interesting,” he murmurs. “Continue.”
“I gave him the sedative in a drink. He passed out within minutes. I drove him to the warehouse and handed him over to Vito.”
He nods, face unreadable.
“Did you see where they took him?”
“No.”
Another lie.
Roman would never tell me if Zach was dead. He’d let me suffer. Wonder. That’s his version of mercy.
“I assume,” he says, “you understand the consequences if you’re lying to me.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good.”
Then he smiles. But it’s not kind.
“Because I’ve already spoken to Vito.”
My blood freezes.
“He says the boy was far too lucid for someone who just took a full dose of the sedative.”
I scramble.
“Maybe it wore off faster than—”
He slams his hand on the table between us, and I jump.
“Don’t lie to me, Alana.”
I go still. My pulse roars in my ears.
Roman leans closer, voice low.
“You think I don’t know you? I raised you. Fed you. Trained you to lie better than this. If you’re going to betray me, at least do it with a little dignity.”
I open my mouth. No words come.
He exhales slowly. Then he stands and walks to the bar cart in the corner, pours himself a drink.
When he turns back around, he’s calm again. Too calm.
“Here’s what’s going to happen,” he says. “You’re going to fix this. Before I do.”
My throat tightens.
“Fix what?”
“You’re going to make him ours. Fully. Irrevocably. No more games. No more half-measures.”
I stare at him.
“How?”
He raises his glass.
“Make him fall for you completely. Make him believe you’re all he has. Then turn him.”
“Turn him into what?”
Roman’s smile sharpens.
“Into what you are.”
I leave the room with my stomach in knots.
Gia finds me in the hallway again. She takes one look at my face and pulls me into an empty guest room.
“What did he say?”
I shut the door behind us.
“He knows.”
She doesn’t ask how.
“What now?”
“He wants me to flip Zach. Turn him into one of us.”
“Can you?”
I shake my head.
“No. I won’t.”
Gia exhales.
“Then you better start figuring out what your next move is. Because I’ve seen what happens to the people he decides are liabilities.”
“I don’t care what happens to me,” I say.
“Then think about him.”
I look up. And that’s when I realize something terrifying:
Zach walked into this with eyes wide open. But he never stood a chance if I failed to hold the line.
I don’t go back to my room.
Instead, I sneak into the security wing. There’s a closet of servers there, linked to the internal surveillance system. I use my passcode. The cameras don’t flag me anymore.
I scroll through until I find the warehouse feed.
There. Zach. Sitting in a locked room. Leaning forward, elbows on knees, completely alert.
He’s still alive. Still okay. For now.
I watch as Vito enters.
He throws something on the floor at Zach’s feet. A folder.
Zach doesn’t even flinch. He picks it up, flips through it, expression unreadable.
Vito says something I can’t hear.
Zach nods. He’s playing along. I hope.
Then Vito leans in. Too close.
He says something else. Harsher this time. And Zach laughs.
My heart leaps into my throat. He’s poking the bear.
Don’t provoke him. Don’t. But Zach stands. And for a terrifying second, I think he’s about to fight.
But instead, he walks to the camera in the corner. Stares directly into it. And gives the smallest nod. To me.
My breath catches. It’s a signal. He knows I’m watching.
He’s still in this with me.
I close the feed and rush back to my room before anyone sees me.
Once inside, I lock the door and slide to the floor, heart racing.
He’s okay. He’s alive. And he still believes in us.
But I don’t know how long we have before my father takes that choice away.
Pretty girls don’t survive long in war. But maybe weapons do.
And if I have to become one again to save him…
Then God help the next person who tries to stand in my way.
ZACHThe house should have been silent.Instead, it breathed.Every shadow, every room, every corner felt like it was pulling in a breath it would never release. A house built on blood and loyalty, now hollowed out by the one thing even war couldn’t prepare me for.Grief.Real grief.The kind that doesn’t stab — it drags.It pulls you under, slow and suffocating, until drowning feels like mercy.I sat on the floor of our bedroom with my back against the wall, knees drawn up, Alana’s necklace twisted in my fist. It cut into my palm each time I squeezed, but I didn’t stop. I wanted the pain. Needed it. Needed something sharper than the emptiness eating its way through my ribs.Her blood was still under my fingernails.I couldn’t bring myself to wash it off.It wasn’t gore.It wasn’t horror.It was proof she’d been real.Proof she’d lived.Proof she’d died in my arms.I closed my eyes, and the memory spilled across the darkness like a film I couldn’t shut off.Her breath hitching.Her fi
ZACHThe storm rolled in fast.Not the kind that rattled windows or scattered branches across the lawn.The other kind—the quiet storm, the wrong storm, the one where everything goes too still before it breaks.We knew he was coming.Gia had felt it.Niko had sensed it.I’d felt it in Alana’s pulse, in the way her breaths had turned shallow as the night deepened, in the way she kept looking over her shoulder like someone was whispering her name from the dark.But when it happened, it was still too fast.Too sudden.Too goddamn inevitable.We were in the old courtyard, moving between dead ivy and broken stone, heading toward the west wing where our intel said L had funneled his men. Alana was ahead of me, steps sharp, shoulders drawn tight beneath her coat. She moved like she knew where he would be. Like she’d been here before—maybe in a dream, maybe in a nightmare, maybe in a destiny she never asked for.“Alana, slow down,” I murmured.She didn’t.She couldn’t.Her hand brushed the st
ALANAThe house felt different when we re-entered it.Not safer.Not familiar.Just smaller.As if every room was narrowing around us, funneling us toward a single collision point none of us could see but all of us could feel. Even the air felt thinner, like the walls had learned how to breathe—and were waiting for one of us to falter.Zach walked ahead of me, his hand wrapped around mine so tightly it should’ve hurt.It didn’t.His grip wasn’t possessive.It was protective.Desperate.A silent promise forced through the cracks of fear.Gia and Niko followed behind us. I could hear the shift of their weapons, the muted rustle of gear, the whispered tension riding the line between instinct and dread.Whoever L was—whatever he wanted—he wasn’t hiding anymore.He was circling.Watching.Choosing his moment.And every step I took deeper into the house, I felt him like a shadow slipping under my skin.Zach squeezed my hand once, sharply.“You’re quiet again,” he muttered without turning.
ZACHThe engine hummed beneath my hands, but it did nothing to ground me.Nothing could—not when the image of L standing in that chamber replayed behind my eyes like a sickness I couldn’t shake.Alana’s breathing beside me was the only steady thing in the world.Soft. Controlled.Too controlled.She stared out the window as we drove, her fingers tangled together in her lap. Not nervous. Not frightened.Thinking.And that terrified me more than anything L had said.She didn’t look shattered.She looked sharpened.Like the prophecy wasn’t crushing her—it was sculpting her. Into what, I didn’t fucking know. But every time she went quiet like this, I felt something slipping just out of my reach.“You’re too silent,” I muttered finally.She blinked out of her thoughts and glanced at me. “You want me to scream instead?”“I want you to talk to me.”“I am.”“No,” I growled, gripping the wheel tighter. “You’re talking around me. Skirting. Editing.”Her lips pressed into a thin line. She turned
ALANAL stepped out of the tunnel like he’d been waiting for this moment his entire life.Tall. Composed. Dressed in black that didn’t catch the light. His face still partly shadowed, but the ring—the one with that carved, impossible “L”—caught the glow of our flashlights in a way that made my stomach twist.He moved like a man who wasn’t afraid of dying.Like a man who believed he couldn’t.Zach shifted fully in front of me, body coiled with a violence that vibrated through his skin. Every line of him screamed lethal intent, but his voice—God, his voice—was low and controlled.“You stay back,” he murmured, not looking at me.“You don’t get to do this alone,” I whispered back.His fingers twitched behind him, brushing mine—just once. A silent admission. A tether.L’s gaze slid over us, unhurried, assessing, cold.“The bloodline stands before me,” he said, voice smooth as glass. “Both halves of it.”Zach’s jaw flexed. “Say what you want to say before I put you in the ground.”A soft la
ZACHDawn didn’t rise so much as bleed.A low red haze pushed across the horizon, staining the sky with a color too close to warning. I’d barely slept—two hours at most—but the lack of rest didn’t slow me. It sharpened everything. My senses. My instincts. The threat crawling underneath my skin.L was moving.The prophecy was tightening.And Alana…She was walking straight into the crosshairs with me.I didn’t know how to breathe around that.I stood in the hallway outside our room, leaning against the wall, hands braced on my hips, head down, trying to calm the storm building in my chest. But nothing settled. Nothing eased.The door behind me opened.Her.Alana stepped into the hall, hair tied back, dressed in tactical black. Beautiful and lethal in the same breath. Her eyes found mine instantly, searching me the way she always did—like she knew when something in me was breaking.And something was.Not for me.For her.“You didn’t sleep,” she said softly.“Neither did you.”She came c







