Sorry about yesterday guys! I had a medical procedure done and I thought I would be able to still knock out a chapter. Instead, I knocked out. It was a lovely nap. I wanted to just get out a late chapter but I was not feeling up to it. It was just all bad. I'm "okay" today. Better...but I'm still taking pain meds. :) I am going to try and make up for it by getting another chapter out to you guys today! <3 Thank you so so much. All your comments and support mean the world to me. Every time. And hopefully this will help me not be sick as often! More chapters! More Stories! Haha.
I wondered how long I could get away with ignoring Damian’s shouting in my head. We had another half hour or so to the end of the pack territory. If I could make it that long, then I would be fine.‘ANSWER ME! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?’This time I winced. Onan growled, it echoing just as loud for him. Winter must have caught my flinch since she looked over at me. I gave her smile, but winced again when Damian mind linked me again.‘YOU DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO TAKE HER! DO NOT MAKE ME REPORT YOU FOR KIDNAPPING, CASPIAN!’“Alpha, I’m assuming?” She looked back to see if the car was still following us.Nodding, I looked in the mirror as well. They hadn’t stopped, but they had backed off quite a bit. I wondered what Damian was thinking. It didn’t make sense to pull them only to yell at me. Not to mention that his accusation of kidnapping would be on shaky ground. At least within the pack laws.“I’m wondering if I can just ignore him until we get to the border. His mind
I couldn’t help the smile that filled my face as Winter looked up in awe. We had gone through the entrance and I was speaking with the front desk for a moment to get our badges. I’d contacted Carrie to get some strings pulled. Under the guise checking out their research facilities for my work, I wanted to show Winter more than just the museum exhibits. However, looking at the awe on her face, she might have been okay with that.“I remember it being big when I was little, but I didn’t realize they were this big even as I grew up. It almost seems impossibly big.”“It is, isn’t it? Sometimes we forget that there are things bigger than us. Especially being wolves. We are strong and it can seem like we are at the top of the food chain. Except in the face of something like a dinosaur.” I was waiting for the director to come out and confirm my identity. “You said you came here before though?”Winter nodded. “We were supposed to go to the water park. It started to pour and the school had to ch
Standing up from my lean, I cocked my head to the side. “I mean, it wouldn’t be a great travel time but I could do it. Probably not every day.”Winter frowned as she stopped, looking up at some of the books. “Wouldn’t it be easier just to move to the city? You wouldn’t need to commute as much. It would be less stressful.”Now I could see where she was going with this. Walking over to her, taking her hand in mine and kissing the back of her hand, I shook my head.“I’m not here to work, Winter. If I wanted to solely work, if I wanted to focus on this side, I wouldn’t have left England.” Her eyes widened but I smiled. “I’m here now for my mate. For my other half. I could move here. I could move back to England. I could do all these things to make it easier to do something that I love. I’m not here for that.”“But…this is your job.”I shook my head again. “This is something that I enjoy. A hobby. I could turn it into my full time job if I wanted. Not at the cost of losing my mate. I came
“What…what is going on?” Winter looked between her Alpha and her father.Onan was sitting just behind my consciousness. He was ready to take over and fight both of these wolves. The fact that one of them was our brother didn’t matter at this point. None of that mattered. These two were trying to take our mate away. I didn’t think they would try to go this far. It didn’t even register that this was an option.“No.”It was a single word from me. However, between Onan and I, the growl and the power that came with it, it might as well have been a right hook to the face of both of them. I was still holding Winter against me, her hand holding my arm. What’s worse is that I could feel her shaking.“You want to break an alliance, Caspian? We need to keep our alliances if we are going to survive. We break this, and we lose their support. Support we count on often.” Damian was struggling still under my anger. “We need this.”“Not. Winter.” I struggled not to shift, the only thing keeping me grou
*** Winter’s POV *** “You doing okay?”This had to be the fifth or sixth time that Krista had asked that today. It made me wonder if I really looked that miserable. Or if it was just the fact that there was more of a presence of the pack warriors than normal at the school. They were here to make sure everyone was safe but Krista, myself, some of the teachers, and Principal Miles knew better.“Krista, stop asking, please. You’re just making it worse by asking.” I closed my locker, staring at the front of the blue metal door. “I don’t know if I can be.”There was a good part of me that regretted my decision. Stepping out of Caspian’s arms, hurt so much more than I thought it would. The looked on his face broke me. I couldn’t believe what Alpha and Caleb had done. I couldn’t believe they would go that far or that they would think it was okay.Of course we would fight that! I didn’t care what Caleb said, Caspian was my mate. I knew it. I felt it. There was no way that Caspian wasn’t my m
We pulled into the pack house driveway and I was surprised to see quite a few cars around. The pressure on my chest felt heavier when I realized not a single one of these cars was Caspian’s. Getting out, I left my backpack behind and Caleb even waited for me to walk with him to the door. Did he think I would run? Looking around, I wondered if it would be an option.“Inside, Winter.”Nodding, I walked into the house. What used to be a safe place for me now felt slimy. It felt like I didn’t belong here anymore. Nor did I feel welcome. Stepping into the kitchen, Luna Ember smiled and started to pull me into a hug, but I stepped back. Caleb growled but I didn’t care. Not after everything.“Winter…I know it may not seem like it now…but we really just want the best for you.” She stopped trying to hug me, at least. “I know it’s hard to see now, but trust us.”All I wanted to say was no. I didn’t want anything to do with any of this. This was wrong. Everyone knew it and I didn’t understand why
“Winter, do you know what you are asking for?”I stood in Mrs. St James’ office. She had stared at me a long time when I asked her to take me to speak to the Council of Elders. Luckily, she didn’t dismiss me immediately. Instead, she asked Krista to help me get dressed and then meet in her office. I expected that we would be alone, but Mr. St James was leaning against the wall behind her.“I do.”Mrs. St James leaned forward, her elbows on her desk as she rested her chin on her hands. “Winter, bringing the Council into this…it would get messy. It would also be leaving the decision in their hands. You might not like the outcome. They might not decide in your favor.”I looked down, clasping my own hands together. “I know. Thinking over this past week, I tried to think of what I could do. I felt, powerless, despite telling Caspian that we could figure it out. Leaving it all up to him, when the reason why I’m fighting so hard against this is purely selfish. It’s because I don’t want to le
I sat in the passenger seat of Mrs. St James giant black Wagoneer. We had left the pack territory a while ago as we drove north. Outside of telling me I looked lovely and asking me to buckle up, she didn’t say anything for the entire drive so far. There was some jazz playing lightly in the background and I looked out the window, everything outside being completely new to me.“Winter.”My head snapped to her. “Yes?”“You will be meeting with the entire Council. I will not be with you. You will be on your own and a few of them aren’t happy with an extra meeting today.”Nodding, I listened carefully to her. She wasn’t looking at me, her face serious as she watched the road. It was her in work-mode. A heaviness to her tone.“You cannot argue. You cannot treat them as you would your pack. While you might rebel against the Alpha, but you cannot do that to them. They would just as easily decide that you’re not worth it.”It wasn’t a matter of seeing me as a child wasting their time. She was
Sure enough, as if by clockwork, Hannah was dressed and slammed the door open. She ignored all of us, her head held high as she grabbed the boxes out of the truck. Taking them into the house, she slammed the door. There was some more shouting but for the most part it quieted down.Maddox showed back up at around eleven-thirty with a drink and a smile on his face. We came together, all of us leaning against the cars. Our police were nervously talking amongst themselves. They were worried that they would actually need to arrest their Beta if he decided to make a stand.The front door was thrown open and Hannah set out multiple boxes onto the porch. Maddox groaned as more and more boxes were stacked. Caleb came out and picked up the boxes, angrily throwing them into the truck. This continued for about ten minutes. Rebecca carried her own box out and she looked out at all of us.Her eyes landed on me and the box dropped out of her hands. “You fucking bitch!”Stalking across the lawn, she
I felt giddy as I watched the police move forward. Mr. Vaughn also went with them. One of the police was actually the head of the police for our main town. I knew he was called specifically because Caleb would probably fight this. However, this wasn’t a matter that leadership could take care of. This was all legal.“Anyone bring popcorn?”I chuckled, glancing at Maddox who was pulling a shirt of his head. “No. I’m not trying to make a spectacle out of this.”“Too bad. I brought some, but I need a microwave.”For a moment I thought he was joking until he held up a packet of microwave popcorn. I laughed, letting all the tension out of my body. He smiled and I didn’t realize how much I needed that. It was interesting because even though he joked, Maddox was still what I considered his normal self. Personally, I liked this better. It felt more like him, rather than the facade he put on.“Here they go.”The chief knocked hard on the door, and I sucked in a breath. Grabbing Caspian’s hand,
“Winter.”I groaned, shaking my head. “Five more hours.”The deep chuckle resonated through me, and I felt a hand brush my cheek. “As much as I would like to give it to you, we need to meet everyone at six.”“Who chose the time so early when the entire pack was out until one in the morning?”“You did, my sweet little mate. You chose the time. Also, I don’t think anyone outside of us were up past one. I think we might have killed the party and everyone went home early.”Chuckling, I peeled my eyes open. “Maybe that’s what we will be known for; party killing.”“I think we need to ruin a few more before we usurp Mad from that title.” Caspian smiled.“For someone telling me we need to get up, you haven’t even gotten out of the blankets yet, Mr. Mate.”His eyebrow rose. “Mr. Mate? How dare you.”Leaning over, he kissed me. It felt so incredible and I leaned into it. He, however, pulled back too quickly. Shaking his head, Caspian got out of bed and stretched. I enjoyed him shirtless, but he
I stood next to Gamma Maddox. We were both in the rear of the room, by the fireplace. I’d never seen this many people inside the Alpha’s office before. It was a miracle that we even fit. There was also a clear line drawn in the room itself. All four Councilors were in the room, but they were standing in front of Alpha Damian’s desk at the moment. Being the line that was drawn between our two sides.Caspian was off to the side by the windows, his eyes glancing at me every so often. I gave him a small smile when I caught him. Mr. Anderson and Principal Miles were here as well, both sitting on the couch. Mrs. St James was standing behind an empty chair, but Mr. St James had taken Krista and Dee home. All of them were mulling about on this side of the room.On the other side, were Caleb and Hannah. Both of them argued in hushed tones every so often but I didn’t think it was about this with how Luna Ember glared at them when they did. She was standing right behind Alpha Damian, who was sit
Alpha Damian’s eyes widened as there was a murmur that rippled through the pack. He growled, silencing everyone. Luna Ember looked absolutely livid at me and I had never seen her face twist that way. Never had she looked at me like that. It was so much that it felt like maybe she hated me from the beginning. That everything had been a lie. Even me thinking that she was helping me out of guilt for everything they had done.“Winter Cyprus, you have no proof of your accusations. How dare you try to pin things on me that…”I shook my head, cutting him off. “I am proof of that. I am the minor who you performed forbidden magic on. I was supposed to receive my wolf when I shifted. Even if I didn’t, I should have received my wolf tonight.”“You are broken, then.” Luna Ember spoke up. “You do not get to pin the fact that you don’t have a wolf on your Alpha, child.”Caspian wanted to step up to defend me, but I tightened my hold on his hand and held him back.“Except that forbidden magic leaves
Caspian growled low, probably hearing my whisper. Pinning me to my spot, I watched as he stalked forward. Everything around me disappeared. As though it blurred out of focus. There was only him. He was the only thing in my view, in my world, at this moment.My heart threatened to burst out of my chest and leave me behind. Tears of all the emotions running through me fell, even without me daring to blink. All the worry and stress and fear and doubt that had been running through me. Now all turning to complete joy and elation. Flipping back to worry but then happiness. I was a mess. Yet, he still stepped closer.He stopped close enough to where I could reach out and touch him. I don’t know why I didn’t. I wanted to, but I worried that this all wasn’t real either. It didn’t feel real. Neither of us broke eye contact. His shoulders rose and fell with how fast he was breathing as well. What did I do now? No one said what you do at this point. No one prepared me for this.Slowly, after a lo
Leaning my shoulder against him, I sighed. “For so long, I was waiting for this night. All while pushing it out of my mind at the same time. That I would finally get my wolf tonight. That I wasn’t broken. Being able to shift at the time leadership usually does, but never receiving my wolf has been horrible. I kept thinking…what if my wolf didn’t think I was worthy of her. Or that…I really was a defect. A less than nothing Gamma.”Dee sighed as he leaned his head against mine. “None of that is true.”“Sure. We know that now. Except that the truth is so much worse in a way. Part of me hopes that I turn eighteen and she can break through the magic. If not…”“You’ll be disappointed?”Humming, I watched the tips of the fire lick the night sky. It didn’t so much crackle as roar, but at the very top, it was easy to get lost in it. The way the darkness behind it seemed to make the fire look surreal.“I don’t think disappointed is the word for it. Maybe? I don’t know. I just…there are only a
“Did you think running away to the St. James would change anything? Or throwing that little fit in the office?” Alpha Damian looked disappointed. “An alliance was made, Winter. It’s important that keep these alliances. I know it’s not what you were wanting but…it is for the best. We don’t want you getting hurt.”“We only want you safe, Winter. It seems mean now, but…” Luna Ember tried to add.I barked out an awkward laugh. “Mean? What if you didn’t get your fated mate? What if they were dangled in front of you, only to have it ripped away by someone else? How would you feel? Mean doesn’t even come close to how I feel. Betrayed by the people I considered my family is more like it.”The two of them looked taken-aback. I don’t know how much they felt like reading into my words but after a moment, it looked like they convinced themselves it was only on the surface. Gamma Maddox pulled me closer, his hand on my shoulder. Turning, he pulled me away from them.“He won’t come, Winter.”I stop
As Mrs. St James pulled into the parking area, I pressed my hand to my chest. It was beating so fast. I was worried about running into not only Caleb but also Alpha. If either one of them tried to take me away tonight, I wouldn’t get the chance to see Caspian. My nerves started to show as I rubbed my hands over my pants.“Winter, stop. You’ll be fine.”Everyone turned to me in the car and I groaned. “I’m fine.”“Dee is going to be by your side, Winter. At least until Caspian gets here. Just to make sure. We will be around as well. We just don’t want to look like we are hovering.”“And I’ll be there!”I snorted. “Until you see Jackson.”“He can join us! Come on. You’ll be alright. We got you. Remember, it’s your pre-birthday! Enjoy it! You’ll officially be an adult.”“With your own home.” Dee smiled and waggled his eyebrows. “All while enjoying the look on your father’s face as he ends up homeless.”Mr. St James chortled. “I’m not going to say that’s the reason I’m going…but the look o