MillanAlex and I agreed today that we will be taking Moon to his family mansion to meet with his parents and that's why I woke up so early today and Moon was excited he probably most have woken up, I have already taken my bath but right now I don't know why I'm being picky on what to wear, the usual me would have worn anything I wanted to wear but why am I being so hesitant or am I trying to look cool or good? “Honey?” My mum called as she walked into the room with a smile on her face, “Looks like you're excited just like your son”“Mum……” “Come on honey it's not a bad thing it's not like we can control our feelings and our heart”“Mum, I'm only doing this for Moon no other reasons”“Really? Are you sure about that?”“Of course mum you know how those people treated me and if it's up to me I wouldn't want to have anything to do with those people, but all because it looks like all of them has changed and there's no need for me to keep on clinging onto the past especially when Moon i
FreggoLife has been going good, who would have thought that a day would come when I would finally come when I would make peace with myself and accept the past, I have made so many mistakes in this lifetime and I have also learnt my lessons hoping that in the next life things would be better than this one, I gave already made so many mistakes in this life and could only depend on luck to keep me alive.As I stood up from my living room after being in thought for a very long time I made up my mind that today I'm going to tell my neighbor every truth about myself so if she's going to accept me that means she's also willing to accept my flaws.I came outside of my apartment only to see that he front doors were locked up, which is very unusual of her, if she was going somewhere she would have told me, or if she have something so urgent that she wanted to attend to she could have at least told me, but instead, she left on her own like our relationship meant nothing to her, I turned around
MillanI stretch my neck from both sides and also stretch my hands, i've been scrolling through my computer and writing down reports since morning and right now it's almost noon and I'm so tired. I'm getting ready for Rolland's surgery cause it's not done regular kind of surgery, everything has to be correct and if there's a single mistake it would be heavy and that's why I'm making sure that nothing goes wrong, I've been checking his reports over and over again to make sure that nothing is wrong, Currently Rolland is in the laboratory room and he's going through series of test which will help to determine his body system, I'm so fucking hungry and I'm also begining to feel sleepy as well but I dare not leave because there's so much I have to do and right now is not the time to sleep or think about hunger.“Doctor!”“Doctor!” Rose called as she ran into my office panting heavily“Rose, what's wrong?”“Emergency!” Immediately I heard that sleep quickly disappeared from my eyes as I g
DeonThe next day, Millan finally replied and asked me where I wanted us to meet and I gave her the address of the game house. It's the most lively game house here in Canada, it's the most luxurious as well. I made sure to get there early. I have to wait for them to arrive cause I have a flight to catch by 6PM so I scheduled for us to meet at 12PM so we can have enough time to spend before I leave. I've never been this anxious in my life maybe it's because I'm going to meet her son, or maybe it's because I'm his fan and I'm going to meet him for the first time, I don't know whatever it is but I know that I'm nervous, I was still pacing back and forth in the waiting room when I felt a tap on my back and I slowly turned and was blown away seeing the most handsome young man I've ever seen in my entire life, he has the brightest eyes and smile ever, he's Moon“Moon?” I called in surprise and raise my head to look around for his mum but I couldn't find her,“Are you looking for mum, she's
DeonI got back home that night and all I did was drink till I could not longer drink anymore, i can't believe that I lost yet another person that I love do fucking much, when I was talking with her earlier I saw in her eyes emotions just she didn't see herself and I knew instantly that even her is not going to accept it but I don't think I stand a chance anymore, she have a son with him, they have a past together and her son brings them together I think it's time I stop lying to myself that maybe there's still a way that a miracle will happen cause totally there's no miracle, nothing will happen not when her son already like him and he Rolland does not look like someone that will back down soon so what can I be fighting for I think I'm just fighting an empty fight cause it's not worth it and I might still lose at the end. After drinking so much I could barely walk and I ended up sleeping on the floor with so many bottles of alcohols around me, the annoying sound of someone's footste
MillanIt was another exhausting day from work cause today, I performed two major surgeries which required standing for almost ten hours each I'm not only tired but I'm so fucking hungry right now and cannot wait to eat cause it felt like I'm going to die anytime soon if I don't have anything to eat, work is over and it's time for me to go home, I just cannot wait to have something delicious cause I'm starving so bad.I opened my office door and began to leave the hospital, I was so tired that my feets were beginning to ache so bad, I got to the parking lot and was surprised to see Deon leaning on my car with smiles on his face“Deon?” I called in surprise and he smiled“Can I take you to dinner?” “Come on Deon I'm so tired from work today, I don't think I can”“Why? Is it because you don't want someone to see us?” He asked and walked closer to me, “What are you talking about?” I asked and he sighed “Are you still going to act like that with me, when are you going to tell me that y