LOGINI'd barely slept when the door opened and two women rushed in, startling me from my sleep. I sat on the bed which was more soft and comfortable than my bed at home and stared at them, pissed by their disrespect. The candle has barely burned past halfway.
Does the king need to sleep with me now? My eyes widened at the thought and my heart thumped slowly in my chest. " I am not ready, please," I blurted and they exchanged looks. " Can you tell him to wait till tomorrow? My visitor came and we cannot do it. Or can we do it with blood flowing? No. He wouldn't like it. The blood smells," I rambled on and they just waited for me to finish. " We have been ordered to bring you to the cleansing arena." One of the women said and I just stared at them in confusion. " Is that where we are going to do it?" I asked them, demonstrating with my hands. " Making babies," I added and they chuckled at my naivety. " No. A rogue touched you before you got here. The king needs to be sure you are still pure before breeding can start. " The first lady answered. " Rita is right. King Voidheart loves his women untouched. A rogue touching you is forbidden and only the revelation rites can change his mind about your purity." Selene chipped in and I couldn't help but scoff. Bulshit! " The rogue only touched my hand. I AM PURE. " I emphasized but they didn't budge. " Come with us or we will be forced to take you," Rita warned but I shook my head. I will not leave this room. What if they are trying to kill me? ' unless the king comes here by himself, I will not follow you to any stupid rites. " I say and fold my knees to my chest. Rita stepped forward and I yelled at her to stay away, not wanting her to come close. These women looked old and scary. Their grey hairs tells me they possess some dark powers. Every part of me repels them. I hate this place. Rita stopped and clasped her hands together, making me jump. Her voice was low and convincing as she spoke. " I assure you that you do not want the king to come here and get you to the arena by himself. Haven't you heard of him? He is ruthless. Cruel and heartless. You wouldn't want to get on his bad side, child. You wouldn't want us to be in danger for not performing our duties," I stared at her, lips pressed together. She is talking to me with some charms, right? I blinked and shook my head, trying to snap myself out of whatever spell I believed she had me in. " You said you are pure. What is there to be scared of? Those who are innocent are never afraid. Besides, the earlier you have a son, the earlier you can leave." Rita said. Now that is convincing. Because if I have an opportunity to leave right now, I wouldn't hesitate to grab it. She is right. The sooner I have a son the sooner I can leave and control my life. Just a son. Just when I was about to get out of bed, the door flew open, banging loudly that I had to cover my ear with my palms and there he stood, in his luxurious black robe, hair neatly combed backward, his eyes as cold as ice that it froze my heart. The women didn't hesitate to shoot me a look of displeasure before going on their knees and bowing. I just remained on the bed, my heart pounding, unable to move or think of anything. " Disobedient. Aren't you?" His voice was deep and I found myself shaking my head in response. He is so big and scary. " Get her change into the trial clothes." He ordered and the women scrambled to their feet. My heart pounded so hard in my chest that I could hear the beat in my ears. I know he can hear it too and I hate that he could hear and sense my fear. I am stripped off my garment and made to wear a long-sleeved white gown that covers my feet. All along, he didn't look away. He stared, devouring me with his eyes. It was the first time a man had ever seen me bare. I traced his eyes and they were fixed on my chest. I let out a sigh, knowing I was covered and no longer at the mercy of his eyes but it didn't stop the tingles and sensations in my sex, the wetness between my legs, and the heat flushing my face. I've never experienced this. This feeling is so new and embarrassing. I stood, waiting for his instructions but instead, he stepped closer, bridging the gap between us. I felt the air leaving my lungs as his piercing gaze landed on my face. His finger grazed my cheek, making me gasp softly as a hot lingering sensation ran through my face down my shoulder. The pin holding my hair made a clinging sound as it fell to the ground, my hair falling on my shoulders down my back. " You reek of rogue," he says, disgust evident in his tone and I felt a lump in my throat. " Take her to the arena." He says softly but underneath the softness is a commanding tone that prompts the women to scurry up to their feet and grab my arms, pulling me after him. We descended stairs and after minutes of walking through the eerily quiet hallways, I finally had a breath of fresh air as my bare feet touched the cold fields. Nightbane kept walking and came to a halt where a woman in a white dress that reveals her thighs and boobs stood. Her lips were pale and her iris were as white as snow. She creeped the hell out of me. I felt chills in my stomach as the cold night breeze penetrated my thin garment. " Make it quick." He says as if running out of patience. The women didn't let go of me. My arms were starting to hurt from the way they gripped them. A creepy snow sorceress or whatever she is stepped forward, holding a calabash. She stood before me and tilted my face up with her long white nails that looked like the claws of an eagle. She leaned closer and sniffed me. She was cold. Her temperature was so cold that I was shivering from the nail under my chin. My heartbeat accelerated as she propelled the calabash up. " Open," She instructed, her voice like that of a small child. It was creepy that my chest rose and fell in fright. My lips parted slowly, leaving a small hole in my mouth. " Wider," she said and I widened my mouth, even though I didn't want to. I don't want them forcing my mouth open with their strong hands. She placed the calabash closer to my mouth, the foul smell filling my nose as I resisted the urge to throw the content in my stomach out. Between her mouth and the calabash, I didn't know which smell was worst. Liquid dropped into my mouth and I shut my eyes closed. It was tasteless or a little bit salty but it was difficult to swallow. " If you throw it out, you are guilty but if you swallow, you are innocent. If you swallow and develop rashes, you are guilty and if you don't, you are innocent," I struggled free from their hold and placed my hands over my mouth as I crouched to my knees. I've never tasted something so nauseating before. With a big gulp, I swallowed and rolled over on the ground, trying to suppress the urge to throw up. My eyes brimmed with tears as I lay chest facing up on the grasses and stared at the sky. I remained on the ground, counting the stars and the nausea started fading. I didn't know how much time had passed as I was pulled up to my feet. " She is innocent my king," I heard her say and at that moment, I almost passed out from the cold and the trauma I just went through. " Cleanse her of the rogue smell," Nightbane says and our eyes meet. His midnight eyes locked with mine and I saw something flash in them. Perhaps, I hallucinated it but I could swear I saw his lips spread. Rita and Selene grabbed my arms and led me to where a big pot filled with water sat. My heart pounded and I turned to him for help. The water was dark. I didn't know what was inside. Instead, he signaled her to go ahead and before I could react, I was carried and thrown inside the pot. The chilliness froze my body as they submerged me in the freezing liquid with invisible things crawling my body. I couldn't breathe. " It's only for three minutes," I heard her but her voice faded away slowly. " Get her out, Now!" As I slipped into darkness, I heard his frantic voice and felt something pull me out of the water.NYXORA The chamber smelled of foxfire and judgment.Whispers rippled through the gathered court, a tide of rumors too loud to drown out. My nails dug into my palms as I stood in the center, forced to face them.“They say she carries the pearl,” one elder whispered.“They say the goddess chose her,” another hissed.I lifted my chin, eyes hard, though my throat tightened. Felyndra. Always Felyndra. The whore with her false innocence, her baby, her glowing pearl.I would not kneel to her.The only mother I had known, the Fox queen sat high upon her throne, silver hair crowned in foxfire light. Her eyes cold, sharp — never left me. She didn’t look like the woman who always doted on me with affection.Nightbane stood beside her. Back from war. Armor still scarred, wolf still breathing though fading. His face was unreadable, jaw locked. When his gaze brushed me, it wasn’t even anger. It was nothing.That stung more than hatred.And behind them, the elders, draped in crimson robes. The hal
The Fox court glittered with gold and deceit. I had learned to stop staring at the jeweled mosaics on the ceiling or the foxfire lanterns in the corridors. Pretty things here were dangerous things.That morning, a maid came. Her name was Mara.She bowed low, her hands cradling a small wooden chest, lacquered red and carved with fox sigils.“From the Queen’s cousin in the South,” she said. “A token of allegiance.”Her eyes didn’t meet mine. Her voice was too smooth.I looked at the chest. “What’s inside?” I asked.“A charm for protection, Princess.” She answered.I felt Roses stir at my hip, wrapped against me in her sling. Her tiny fists clenched as if she knew something I didn’t. A faint glow around my neck gave a faint pulse, like a heartbeat answering hers. I was told it was a pearl and it could pulse anywhere in my body.Mara stepped forward. Too close.And then, Roses cried. Not a soft whimper but a shrill, panicked scream. The pearl flared, white-hot light spilling from it, so b
AURONLies. All of it. I had stopped being a listener to my own heart. I had started being an arsonist of my own conscience—burning things so others would not see my cowardice.When the camp went still and the wolves slept fitfully, I walked the perimeter. The moon was a thin nail in the sky. I pressed my forehead to the rough wood of the palisade and breathed.I had not chosen right. But at least I moved. At least I tried to balance. The fracture inside me split the deeper for it.Night passed with fever in my bones. By the time the sun clawed out of the black, the rumors had reached us. They called me a hero. They spoke my name as if praise could stitch a wound. It did not. Praise is just sound. It does not fill the hollow spaces guilt digs.I sat alone with a wet palm pressed to my mouth and decided, with a clarity that hurt, I would stop doing only half the right thing. I would sabotage Bowman where I could, but I would not let Snow be taken by him. If she chose Bowman willingly,
AURONThe smell of smoke had a way of clinging. It burrowed under skin, into hair, into the throat. It never left, not even after rivers of blood and weeks of battle. Tonight it pressed down like a curse, curling from the ruins of the vanguard village we had reclaimed. Wolves dragged Bowman’s corpses into heaps, torches cracking them to ash. But for every body we burned, Bowman made sure to leave us ten more.He was everywhere. A shadow with teeth. And with him was my sister, Snow. Swollen with his baby.I saw her again tonight.Not the sister who used to climb apple trees and smear jam on her cheeks, but someone sharpened by grief into a blade. Bowman had wrapped her in his cause as tightly as he’d wrapped his cloak. She stood in their war council like she belonged there, silver braid coiled like a crown. She didn’t look at me. She didn’t need to. I could feel when her gaze slid past my shoulder; I knew the way she could still read me …. like an old bone.My throat tightened. Nails b
The fox court was nothing like Grithim’s shadowed throne room.Where Nightbane’s halls thrummed with the scent of blood and iron, this place glittered with foxfire lamps that cast the marble in shifting shades of gold and violet. Courtiers in flowing silks drifted like smoke, their sly eyes following me wherever I moved.I hated it.They bowed too deeply. Smiled too sweetly. And behind every greeting, every reverent murmur of princess, I heard the truth: they had not wanted me before. I was a ghost they had not looked for. A daughter stolen, abandoned to wolves.And now, suddenly, I was everything.The fox queen, my mother, sat high upon the throne. Her presence alone commanded the chamber. Regal, terrifying, every inch a ruler. Her gaze found me, pinned me like prey.“Felyndra,” she said, her voice carrying like steel over water, “step forward.”My feet obeyed before my mind did, carrying me across the marble until I stood at the center of the court, Roses strapped to my chest. The w
NYXORA The shards of the mirror still glistened at my feet, tiny slivers of my own face staring back at me. Mocking me.“The true fox princess.”The words wouldn’t leave me. They echoed in my head like bells tolling for my funeral.I sat there in silence for a long while, blood dripping from my knuckles, chest rising and falling with uneven breaths. My rage trembled inside me, wild, dangerous, hungry.“She thought she had won” I breathed.“She think because she had the wolves whispering her name and the foxes calling her princess that she had stripped me of everything.”But she was wrong.I wasn’t a woman who accepted defeat. I was a woman who burned the ones who stood in my way.I stood slowly, wiping the blood from my fist across my gown, smearing the fabric with dark stains. A queen’s gown ruined, but it didn’t matter. None of it mattered, except her.“Felyndra.”I hissed her name, the syllables sharp on my tongue.The guards outside my chamber jumped when I pulled the door open,







