Chapter 17

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

Feyre’s POV

I shut the book in my lap and dumped it with the rest of my finished pile with two pages to go. I couldn’t suffer through it anymore, my consciousness and will overwhelmed by the barrage of memories that assaulted my every waking moment.

I’d spent the last two days after the gruesome execution of Alpha Landon trying my best to forget. I was having no such luck.

I’d been allowed back to my room, Xaden releasing me from my torture and calling for one of his favored girls before the end of the night. As incredibly traumatizing as it was, I’d had the best outcome out of all the girls. I could only thank the goddess that I wasn’t yet ‘experienced’ because I would have bore the same fate as them otherwise staying up with the men until early the next morning and doing god knew what sort of debauchery before dragging their exhausted selves back.

Every time I thought about it, my stomach churned. Every time I remembered that soon that would be my own