LOGINAubrey
I attempted to use work as a distraction from thinking about Everett, but it didn’t work. Why did he need to make an appearance once more? Why won’t he leave me be?
“Aubrey, are you okay? You have been somewhere else today?”
Hugo’s voice interrupts my thoughts. I raise my eyes to him and give him a smile. I can’t tell him what is wrong. If I do it, he will be furious.
“I’m good. I am tired, that's all. I didn’t sleep very well last night.” I lie.
I hate lying to him, but I refuse to cause an argument between them.
“Why couldn’t you sleep?”
I gesture with a shrug. “I’m not sure. Just one of those nights.”
“As long as you are okay. I will let you get back to work.” He smiles and disappears.
A sigh escapes me as I run my fingers through my hair. I have no idea what to do about tonight. Everett is going to show up, even when I told him not to. I know it. He must shift his focus to another person since it cannot be me. Perhaps the smartest choice is not to be at home when he is expected to be there. The issue is that I have no place to go. Showing up at Hugo and Erica’s place might lead to them asking questions. My family is not around, and I lost friends because of my previous relationship. He was controlling and abusive, and he made sure to sever all my connections. Thanks to Hugo and Erica, I was able to escape.
My phone buzzed on the table. I look down and notice a text from Everett. What does he want now? I open it.
I am outside. Come on down, and I will take you for lunch x
He’s just impossible to deal with!
No, I am busy.
It is my lunch break, but he doesn’t need to know that.
I could always come and get you, gorgeous. XX
Seeing the word “gorgeous” makes me blush. I don’t know what he sees, but I am not gorgeous, beautiful, or pretty. I still can’t grasp why he’s interested in me. With all the women he could choose from, why pick me? What is his game? Try to seduce a loser?
I can’t have him coming up here to get me. He isn’t going to go away, either.
Fine, but if I join you for lunch, it means you let me out of dinner tonight. I think that is a fair deal.
There’s absolutely no way I’ll be spending my lunch break and then dinner with him. It would not be in my best interest to do so. I can’t deny that I am attracted to him. I wish I weren’t.
We will see. Hurry up now. I know you don’t have long xx
Despite the likelihood of regretting my decision, I will go to prevent him from coming up here. I log off my computer and collect my belongings. I let Hugo know I would be out of the office for lunch. He seemed a little confused because I don’t usually. He didn’t ask any questions, though.
I rush outside and see Everett’s car. He is parked right outside the building. He couldn’t have parked down the street. It would have been less risky. I am not surprised; he seems like a risk-taker. I made my way over and swiftly climbed inside.
“Nice to see you again, angel.” He smirks.
“Like you gave me a choice? Why won’t you leave me alone? Any woman you choose can be yours. Why are you wasting your time on me?” I whine.
Laughing softly, he places his hand on my knee, causing me to shiver at his touch.
“Because I don’t want to leave you alone. You don’t want me to leave you alone. Yes, I can get whoever I want, but the only person who is piquing my interest is you.”
I roll my eyes. “Well, you need to find someone. This isn’t happening.”
“Look me in the eye and tell me you are not attracted to me. Tell me I haven’t been on your mind since we met?”
I stare at him, ready to talk, but silence fills the air as my mouth opens. I am really bad at lying.
“It’s irrelevant either way. This can’t happen.” I sigh and turn away from him, crossing my arms over my chest and huffing.
“You look adorable when you get all worked up. What would you like for lunch? Please don’t say you don’t want anything, as that won’t be acceptable. You are going to have a meal. You are very thin,” he says.
Who does he think he is to comment on my body like that? I did lose weight due to stress recently, and I might be a bit too thin, but it’s still nothing to do with him.
“Excuse me? Don’t talk about my body. You don’t have the right.” I snap.
I am incredibly self-conscious. Throughout my life, I’ve always felt uncomfortable when people comment on my appearance, whether the comments are positive or negative.
“Yes, you are right. I am sorry, it isn’t my place.” He sighs, pulling his hand away.
“No, it is not. As for food, we can eat wherever. I don’t care.”
I gaze out the window. I feel his eyes burn into me for a moment before he starts the car. He better not take us far. My lunch break is only an hour long. We drive for about ten minutes before he pulls into a parking spot. I look around curiously and realize we are now outside an Italian restaurant. Yummy. One of my favourites. I would be satisfied with either Italian or Korean cuisine.
“Italian, okay?”
“Yes.”
We climb out of the car. He comes around to my side, taking my hand in his, interlocking our fingers. I know I should let go of his hand, but I can’t bring myself to do it. He guides us indoors and is quickly greeted by someone.
“It’s nice to see you, Mr. Amery. Let’s get you a table.” She says.
“Thank you.”
If he is known, I assume he comes here frequently. Then again, he and Hugo are well-known everywhere due to their numerous businesses. He maintains a strong grip on my hand until we get to our table, or rather, our booth.
“Ladies first.” He says, dropping my hand.
I slide in and expect him to sit across from me, but he takes the spot next to me instead.
“Um, why are you sitting next to me? Wouldn’t it be better if you sit across from me?”
It would make it less awkward.
“I am fine here, for now.” He winks.
I shake my head and take a menu to shift my focus. The staff members step away so we can make our decision. He casually glances at the menu while his hand lands on my thigh.
His constant touching is driving me crazy, and I wish he would stop. I can’t get involved with another man so soon. I am still in the process of healing and feeling fragile from my previous experience.
“What would you like?”
“Hmm, bruschetta and a pasta salad.”
“Good choice.” He smiles.
He signals the waiter nearby by snapping his fingers. How rude! He hurries over quickly.
“What can I get you, sir?”
Everett told him our orders before dismissing him with a wave of his hand. I roll my eyes once again. He and Hugo are definitely not the same. Hugo would never behave towards someone like Everett did. It is hard to believe they are brothers.
He positions himself sideways to look at me. I make an effort not to look at him.
“Eyes on me, Aubrey.” He commands.
I follow instructions obediently. He is staring at me.
“Yes?”
After considering it, I have decided that we are still having dinner tonight. We don’t need to go out. I will come to your place and cook for you.”
“No. I won’t answer the door.”
“You certainly will,” he says confidently before standing up and sitting across from me.
He can show up, but he isn’t getting in. What is he going to do? Break in? Even he can’t be that crazy. I wish he would give me space and stop bothering me, even though a part of me secretly desires his attention. I am so confused. Despite it being only the afternoon, I’m eager for the day to end.
Aubrey I arrive home after a long flight, exhausted and sad. I wish I could have stayed longer, but I am glad I found the courage to tell him how I truly felt. I didn’t expect him to feel the same. Smiling at the thought, I go to unlock the door—and realize it’s already open. What the hell? I’m sure I locked it. I push it open. An eerie feeling overtakes me. My apartment is trashed. Everything is smashed. I freeze, fear gripping me. Who did this? What if they’re still here? Only Benji would do this—but how did he get in? How did no one hear it?I turn and sprint back out, scared in case Benji is still here. I dart downstairs and out into the street. My heart pounds in my chest, and my hands shake. I glance around, making sure he is around somewhere. Did he come to get me? And when he realised I wasn’t there, he got mad and took it out on the apartment. Either that or he has been watching me and knew I was away.With my shaky hand, I take my cell from my bag and call Erica.“Hey, swee
Everett Our weekend has passed too quickly! I didn’t want her to leave, but she needs to. I wish I could fly back with her, but I am stuck here for another couple of weeks. We need to leave in an hour to get to the airport. Aubrey is now just packing her things. She decided to leave it to the very last minute, so she wasn’t reminded too early that she would be leaving. She is huffing and cursing as she does, throwing everything in. If the situation didn’t lead to Aubrey leaving, then I would laugh, but I am not really in the laughing mood. “You can still stay longer, Aubrey.” She sighs loudly and turns to me. “I can’t. I need to get back to work. I can’t stay in London without telling Hugo and Erica the truth.” I draw in my breath and run my fingers through my hair. “I know, wishful thinking, I guess.” “You will be returning home in no time,” Aubrey replies, trying to put a positive spin on it. I know it is hard for me, as it is for her. Once packed, she closes her bag with forc
Aubrey It feels good to be wrapped in Everett’s arms once again. Two weeks have felt like six months. I dance my fingers over his bare, warm chest from the hot sex we just had. I nuzzle my face in his neck. “I have missed being wrapped in your arms.” Everett places a kiss on the top of my head. “I have missed you in my arms, angel. I was worried there for a while. I thought my leaving had ruined everything for us.” He sighs. He wasn’t the only one. I meet his sigh. “I know, I am sorry. That was my fault.” I let everything get on top of me, and the worst thoughts ran through my head. Everett strokes my hair. “You have nothing to be sorry for, Aubrey. I understand it. I almost became unreachable after promising you things wouldn’t change.” I just hope when I return home on Monday, the next couple of weeks don’t go the same way. I can’t deal with it. I hate myself for it, but due to my past, I worry about things more than most, more than I should be. “It is okay, but promise me i
EverettI am both nervous and excited as I wait at the airport for Aubrey to arrive. It was touch-and-go there for a while; she only decided two days ago that she was coming. A part of me truly thought she was going to cancel. I tried my hardest to do better, but when Hugo was here, it made it harder. I can only hope that things won’t be off between Aubrey and me. I am eager to see her, but I have that doubt in the back of my mind that things aren’t going to be the same between us.I am waiting at the entrance for her, an iced coffee in my hand for her. Her flight should have landed, and she’ll be here soon. I shouldn’t be this nervous about seeing my girlfriend. Tell that to my racing heart, churning stomach and sweaty palms. I don’t know how I will react if Aubrey isn’t too happy to see me. I sigh. The thought of it is like a stab in the heart. I don’t want to mess everything up before we have had a real chance.Five minutes later, I notice her coming through. Aubrey seems anxious,
EverettI barely slept last night. I am annoyed at Aubrey for not responding last night. Now, it is morning and still nothing. It is two here, which means it will be nine in New York. Aubrey should be awake by now. I know things haven’t been easy in our first week, but I just got here and need time to get things sorted and get myself into a routine. I will make time for her. I will cancel everything, and I thought she would have known that. Clearly not, which makes me think Aubrey still has some doubts about us, which I hate. I don’t want that. I don’t want her to have any doubts about us. I’d better hear from her soon because I need to leave in a couple of hours to head to the airport and pick up Hugo. He got an early flight from New York. It takes me over an hour to drive from here to the airport. I stop pacing and take a seat at my desk, trying to calm myself down. I rest back, sighing and just as I do, my cell rings. I grab it quickly, hoping it will be Aubrey. It is, thank God.
AubreyIt has been a week since Everett left. We haven’t been in contact as much as we planned. We text every day, but talking on calls and video calls, not so much. Twice since he left. He is a lot busier than he thought he would be. I am trying to be patient because I understand it is business, but I am getting annoyed. We made a plan, one that is failing, even if it can’t be helped. I don’t want to seem like some needy girlfriend. I don’t want to scare him off, but it is on my mind and getting under my skin. We have arranged a video call later, but I will need to wait and see what his plans are. Between getting the business up and running, getting to know the employees and potential clients, he is not only at the new office but also at dinner and drinks. He has a lot going on, and I really do understand that, but is it so bad of me to want him to fit me into that busy schedule? I am not one who asks for much. I sigh and rest back on my desk chair. I need to focus on work, not Ever







