LOGINAubrey
I attempted to use work as a distraction from thinking about Everett, but it didn’t work. Why did he need to make an appearance once more? Why won’t he leave me be?
“Aubrey, are you okay? You have been somewhere else today?”
Hugo’s voice interrupts my thoughts. I raise my eyes to him and give him a smile. I can’t tell him what is wrong. If I do it, he will be furious.
“I’m good. I am tired, that's all. I didn’t sleep very well last night.” I lie.
I hate lying to him, but I refuse to cause an argument between them.
“Why couldn’t you sleep?”
I gesture with a shrug. “I’m not sure. Just one of those nights.”
“As long as you are okay. I will let you get back to work.” He smiles and disappears.
A sigh escapes me as I run my fingers through my hair. I have no idea what to do about tonight. Everett is going to show up, even when I told him not to. I know it. He must shift his focus to another person since it cannot be me. Perhaps the smartest choice is not to be at home when he is expected to be there. The issue is that I have no place to go. Showing up at Hugo and Erica’s place might lead to them asking questions. My family is not around, and I lost friends because of my previous relationship. He was controlling and abusive, and he made sure to sever all my connections. Thanks to Hugo and Erica, I was able to escape.
My phone buzzed on the table. I look down and notice a text from Everett. What does he want now? I open it.
I am outside. Come on down, and I will take you for lunch x
He’s just impossible to deal with!
No, I am busy.
It is my lunch break, but he doesn’t need to know that.
I could always come and get you, gorgeous. XX
Seeing the word “gorgeous” makes me blush. I don’t know what he sees, but I am not gorgeous, beautiful, or pretty. I still can’t grasp why he’s interested in me. With all the women he could choose from, why pick me? What is his game? Try to seduce a loser?
I can’t have him coming up here to get me. He isn’t going to go away, either.
Fine, but if I join you for lunch, it means you let me out of dinner tonight. I think that is a fair deal.
There’s absolutely no way I’ll be spending my lunch break and then dinner with him. It would not be in my best interest to do so. I can’t deny that I am attracted to him. I wish I weren’t.
We will see. Hurry up now. I know you don’t have long xx
Despite the likelihood of regretting my decision, I will go to prevent him from coming up here. I log off my computer and collect my belongings. I let Hugo know I would be out of the office for lunch. He seemed a little confused because I don’t usually. He didn’t ask any questions, though.
I rush outside and see Everett’s car. He is parked right outside the building. He couldn’t have parked down the street. It would have been less risky. I am not surprised; he seems like a risk-taker. I made my way over and swiftly climbed inside.
“Nice to see you again, angel.” He smirks.
“Like you gave me a choice? Why won’t you leave me alone? Any woman you choose can be yours. Why are you wasting your time on me?” I whine.
Laughing softly, he places his hand on my knee, causing me to shiver at his touch.
“Because I don’t want to leave you alone. You don’t want me to leave you alone. Yes, I can get whoever I want, but the only person who is piquing my interest is you.”
I roll my eyes. “Well, you need to find someone. This isn’t happening.”
“Look me in the eye and tell me you are not attracted to me. Tell me I haven’t been on your mind since we met?”
I stare at him, ready to talk, but silence fills the air as my mouth opens. I am really bad at lying.
“It’s irrelevant either way. This can’t happen.” I sigh and turn away from him, crossing my arms over my chest and huffing.
“You look adorable when you get all worked up. What would you like for lunch? Please don’t say you don’t want anything, as that won’t be acceptable. You are going to have a meal. You are very thin,” he says.
Who does he think he is to comment on my body like that? I did lose weight due to stress recently, and I might be a bit too thin, but it’s still nothing to do with him.
“Excuse me? Don’t talk about my body. You don’t have the right.” I snap.
I am incredibly self-conscious. Throughout my life, I’ve always felt uncomfortable when people comment on my appearance, whether the comments are positive or negative.
“Yes, you are right. I am sorry, it isn’t my place.” He sighs, pulling his hand away.
“No, it is not. As for food, we can eat wherever. I don’t care.”
I gaze out the window. I feel his eyes burn into me for a moment before he starts the car. He better not take us far. My lunch break is only an hour long. We drive for about ten minutes before he pulls into a parking spot. I look around curiously and realize we are now outside an Italian restaurant. Yummy. One of my favourites. I would be satisfied with either Italian or Korean cuisine.
“Italian, okay?”
“Yes.”
We climb out of the car. He comes around to my side, taking my hand in his, interlocking our fingers. I know I should let go of his hand, but I can’t bring myself to do it. He guides us indoors and is quickly greeted by someone.
“It’s nice to see you, Mr. Amery. Let’s get you a table.” She says.
“Thank you.”
If he is known, I assume he comes here frequently. Then again, he and Hugo are well-known everywhere due to their numerous businesses. He maintains a strong grip on my hand until we get to our table, or rather, our booth.
“Ladies first.” He says, dropping my hand.
I slide in and expect him to sit across from me, but he takes the spot next to me instead.
“Um, why are you sitting next to me? Wouldn’t it be better if you sit across from me?”
It would make it less awkward.
“I am fine here, for now.” He winks.
I shake my head and take a menu to shift my focus. The staff members step away so we can make our decision. He casually glances at the menu while his hand lands on my thigh.
His constant touching is driving me crazy, and I wish he would stop. I can’t get involved with another man so soon. I am still in the process of healing and feeling fragile from my previous experience.
“What would you like?”
“Hmm, bruschetta and a pasta salad.”
“Good choice.” He smiles.
He signals the waiter nearby by snapping his fingers. How rude! He hurries over quickly.
“What can I get you, sir?”
Everett told him our orders before dismissing him with a wave of his hand. I roll my eyes once again. He and Hugo are definitely not the same. Hugo would never behave towards someone like Everett did. It is hard to believe they are brothers.
He positions himself sideways to look at me. I make an effort not to look at him.
“Eyes on me, Aubrey.” He commands.
I follow instructions obediently. He is staring at me.
“Yes?”
After considering it, I have decided that we are still having dinner tonight. We don’t need to go out. I will come to your place and cook for you.”
“No. I won’t answer the door.”
“You certainly will,” he says confidently before standing up and sitting across from me.
He can show up, but he isn’t getting in. What is he going to do? Break in? Even he can’t be that crazy. I wish he would give me space and stop bothering me, even though a part of me secretly desires his attention. I am so confused. Despite it being only the afternoon, I’m eager for the day to end.
AubreyI pull up outside of Everett’s place, where I have been staying for the last couple of nights. He’ll be home late tomorrow. I’m looking forward to seeing him; he knows I am here. To get ready, I want to make sure the place is clean and the fridge is stocked for his return. I’m happy I won’t have to sleep alone tomorrow. Hugo and I talked, and things are okay, but I came here because I’m still a bit mad at him and didn’t want to overstay my welcome. I need to find an apartment soon. Everywhere I’ve seen hasn’t felt right, or Hugo thought it wasn’t secure enough. We have more viewings next week. That’s stressing me out, but right now, that doesn’t matter. The important thing is that Everett will be home. We can reconnect. He’d better not leave for so long again, or I’ll insist on going with him. I don’t mean to be needy—but I can’t
EverettI wake with a pounding headache, groaning as sunlight slips through the curtains. Last night is a blur—I only remember ordering a drink at the bar. Somehow, I ended up back in my London apartment. Thank God—at least I didn’t do something stupid like cheat on Aubrey. I hope that’s not who I am, no matter how drunk I get. I can’t recall coming home. How did I get here? I search for my cell but can’t find it. Hopefully, I didn’t lose it in my drunken state. I shouldn’t have drunk so much, but it’s how I cope.I get out of bed to search for my cell. Each step makes my head throb, nausea rising. The taste of scotch lingers, churning my stomach. I need my cell—Aubrey has probably tried to reach me, and she'll worry if she can’t. I stroll into the living room and stop on my tracks when I see Hugo sitting on the sofa.“Why are you still here? Shouldn’t you be on your way home by now?”Hugo sighs and looks up at me. “I changed it to later today.”"Why? I thought you’d be desperate to g
AubreySomeone shakes me awake in my sleep, causing me to groan.“Aubrey, please wake up?” I hear Erica ask, and at the sound of her voice, I shoot awake.“Erica, what is wrong? Are you okay? Are the kids and dogs okay?” I ask in a panic.It is the middle of the night. Erica wouldn’t wake me up for no reason.“Yes, they are all fine. Hugo just called, they are both fine too, sort of. Their conversation didn’t go well. Hugo said some things he shouldn’t have, and upset Everett, who left. That was a couple of hours ago, and he can’t get hold of him. You should call Everett and make sure he is okay. He will answer your call,” she sighs.What the hell did Hugo say to him to make him leave and ignore him? I check my cell and notice a text from a couple of hours ago from Everett t
EverettHugo and I are back at the apartment after a long day of work. We ordered in because we were in no mood to go out or cook, which works because it allows me to talk with him. Things have been hectic since his arrival, so he really hasn’t brought up Aubrey. We have pizza and beers, watching a football match on the TV.“Hugo, we need to talk,” I say, getting straight to the point.He mutes the TV and turns to me. “Yes, we do. I want the truth about you and Aubrey.”There is no point in prolonging it. “Aubrey and I are together. We have been for months.”His brows furrow and his face turns red. “I fucking knew it. What the hell were you thinking? I told you to stay away from her. She is vulnerable, Everett. She doesn’t need another man lying and hurting her. Can you not listen for once in your damn life? If you had any decency, you would end things before she ends up falling, because we both know you don’t do commitment or long-term relationships. You could have any woman you want
AubreyI am nervous as I wait for Erica to return from dropping the kids off at school. I am going to tell her about Everett and me. He plans on telling Hugo tonight. Hugo left for London yesterday afternoon. Everett didn’t want to tell him the first day he arrived. I am more worried about them than me telling Erica. Hugo is going to act worse than Erica. My gut tells me so.I am sitting out in the yard with my morning coffee. Erica will be here soon. I am staying here for a little while since we haven’t found a new place for me, quite yet. I insisted I would be fine to return the other one, but of course, they never agreed. I sigh, taking a sip of my iced coffee and just as I do, I hear Erica calling out for me.“I am outside,” I call back.Erica appears at the door. “I was going to ask if you wanted a coffee, but I see you have one.” She laughs.“I do.”“Okay. I am going to make one, and then I will come out to join you.”I do some breathing exercises before she comes out to calm my
EverettThe last couple of days have been hell. I shouldn’t be in London! I should be home with Aubrey after everything that happened, but she told me to stay put. I wasn’t going to listen because I know she needs me, but my return will add to her stress because of Hugo and Erica not knowing. They would know there was something, but by what Aubrey said, Erica would be fine with it. We are still on the fence about Hugo. I don’t want to make things worse for Aubrey.My focus has been nearly nonexistent. My worry levels have been sky-high. Work is the last thing on my mind, but I am stuck here, and I hate it. I have been staying out of everyone’s way because I have been taking my mood out on them, and I don’t want to do that. I can do that, not with this being a new business. We can afford for everyone to quit. I only deal with them if I really need to.All I want is to jump on the next flight, and it is taking everything in me not to do that. Hugo will be here in a couple of days. I kno
AubreyI open my eyes, and it takes me a moment to remember where I am. The space next to me, where Everett was when I fell asleep, is now empty. How long have I been asleep? Searching for my cell, I check the time. I’ve been asleep for two hours. I didn’t mean to sleep so long. It takes me a momen
EverettI’m exhausted by the time I arrive home. I don’t know how Hugo and Erica do it every day. I love my nieces and nephew, but I couldn’t do it all the time. It is a good thing I don’t plan on having any of my own. I would be a shit father. I would worry in case a part of me is like the bastard
EverettFifteen minutes have passed since I sat down. Aubrey hasn’t spoken a word to me or even looked in my direction. She must be pissed at me for disappearing and ignoring her. I had to. I needed to put some space between us. I was spending too much time with her. I couldn’t have her thinking we
Aubrey“Auntie Aubrey, wake up! Uncle Everett is making teddy bear pancakes.” Heath’s excited voice shrieks, waking me from my slumber.“He is?” I ask, meeting his excitement.“Yes, so come on.”I chuckle. “Yes, boss. I will be down in a minute.”He hurries out of the room and back down the stairs.







