เข้าสู่ระบบAubrey
I attempted to use work as a distraction from thinking about Everett, but it didn’t work. Why did he need to make an appearance once more? Why won’t he leave me be?
“Aubrey, are you okay? You have been somewhere else today?”
Hugo’s voice interrupts my thoughts. I raise my eyes to him and give him a smile. I can’t tell him what is wrong. If I do it, he will be furious.
“I’m good. I am tired, that's all. I didn’t sleep very well last night.” I lie.
I hate lying to him, but I refuse to cause an argument between them.
“Why couldn’t you sleep?”
I gesture with a shrug. “I’m not sure. Just one of those nights.”
“As long as you are okay. I will let you get back to work.” He smiles and disappears.
A sigh escapes me as I run my fingers through my hair. I have no idea what to do about tonight. Everett is going to show up, even when I told him not to. I know it. He must shift his focus to another person since it cannot be me. Perhaps the smartest choice is not to be at home when he is expected to be there. The issue is that I have no place to go. Showing up at Hugo and Erica’s place might lead to them asking questions. My family is not around, and I lost friends because of my previous relationship. He was controlling and abusive, and he made sure to sever all my connections. Thanks to Hugo and Erica, I was able to escape.
My phone buzzed on the table. I look down and notice a text from Everett. What does he want now? I open it.
I am outside. Come on down, and I will take you for lunch x
He’s just impossible to deal with!
No, I am busy.
It is my lunch break, but he doesn’t need to know that.
I could always come and get you, gorgeous. XX
Seeing the word “gorgeous” makes me blush. I don’t know what he sees, but I am not gorgeous, beautiful, or pretty. I still can’t grasp why he’s interested in me. With all the women he could choose from, why pick me? What is his game? Try to seduce a loser?
I can’t have him coming up here to get me. He isn’t going to go away, either.
Fine, but if I join you for lunch, it means you let me out of dinner tonight. I think that is a fair deal.
There’s absolutely no way I’ll be spending my lunch break and then dinner with him. It would not be in my best interest to do so. I can’t deny that I am attracted to him. I wish I weren’t.
We will see. Hurry up now. I know you don’t have long xx
Despite the likelihood of regretting my decision, I will go to prevent him from coming up here. I log off my computer and collect my belongings. I let Hugo know I would be out of the office for lunch. He seemed a little confused because I don’t usually. He didn’t ask any questions, though.
I rush outside and see Everett’s car. He is parked right outside the building. He couldn’t have parked down the street. It would have been less risky. I am not surprised; he seems like a risk-taker. I made my way over and swiftly climbed inside.
“Nice to see you again, angel.” He smirks.
“Like you gave me a choice? Why won’t you leave me alone? Any woman you choose can be yours. Why are you wasting your time on me?” I whine.
Laughing softly, he places his hand on my knee, causing me to shiver at his touch.
“Because I don’t want to leave you alone. You don’t want me to leave you alone. Yes, I can get whoever I want, but the only person who is piquing my interest is you.”
I roll my eyes. “Well, you need to find someone. This isn’t happening.”
“Look me in the eye and tell me you are not attracted to me. Tell me I haven’t been on your mind since we met?”
I stare at him, ready to talk, but silence fills the air as my mouth opens. I am really bad at lying.
“It’s irrelevant either way. This can’t happen.” I sigh and turn away from him, crossing my arms over my chest and huffing.
“You look adorable when you get all worked up. What would you like for lunch? Please don’t say you don’t want anything, as that won’t be acceptable. You are going to have a meal. You are very thin,” he says.
Who does he think he is to comment on my body like that? I did lose weight due to stress recently, and I might be a bit too thin, but it’s still nothing to do with him.
“Excuse me? Don’t talk about my body. You don’t have the right.” I snap.
I am incredibly self-conscious. Throughout my life, I’ve always felt uncomfortable when people comment on my appearance, whether the comments are positive or negative.
“Yes, you are right. I am sorry, it isn’t my place.” He sighs, pulling his hand away.
“No, it is not. As for food, we can eat wherever. I don’t care.”
I gaze out the window. I feel his eyes burn into me for a moment before he starts the car. He better not take us far. My lunch break is only an hour long. We drive for about ten minutes before he pulls into a parking spot. I look around curiously and realize we are now outside an Italian restaurant. Yummy. One of my favourites. I would be satisfied with either Italian or Korean cuisine.
“Italian, okay?”
“Yes.”
We climb out of the car. He comes around to my side, taking my hand in his, interlocking our fingers. I know I should let go of his hand, but I can’t bring myself to do it. He guides us indoors and is quickly greeted by someone.
“It’s nice to see you, Mr. Amery. Let’s get you a table.” She says.
“Thank you.”
If he is known, I assume he comes here frequently. Then again, he and Hugo are well-known everywhere due to their numerous businesses. He maintains a strong grip on my hand until we get to our table, or rather, our booth.
“Ladies first.” He says, dropping my hand.
I slide in and expect him to sit across from me, but he takes the spot next to me instead.
“Um, why are you sitting next to me? Wouldn’t it be better if you sit across from me?”
It would make it less awkward.
“I am fine here, for now.” He winks.
I shake my head and take a menu to shift my focus. The staff members step away so we can make our decision. He casually glances at the menu while his hand lands on my thigh.
His constant touching is driving me crazy, and I wish he would stop. I can’t get involved with another man so soon. I am still in the process of healing and feeling fragile from my previous experience.
“What would you like?”
“Hmm, bruschetta and a pasta salad.”
“Good choice.” He smiles.
He signals the waiter nearby by snapping his fingers. How rude! He hurries over quickly.
“What can I get you, sir?”
Everett told him our orders before dismissing him with a wave of his hand. I roll my eyes once again. He and Hugo are definitely not the same. Hugo would never behave towards someone like Everett did. It is hard to believe they are brothers.
He positions himself sideways to look at me. I make an effort not to look at him.
“Eyes on me, Aubrey.” He commands.
I follow instructions obediently. He is staring at me.
“Yes?”
After considering it, I have decided that we are still having dinner tonight. We don’t need to go out. I will come to your place and cook for you.”
“No. I won’t answer the door.”
“You certainly will,” he says confidently before standing up and sitting across from me.
He can show up, but he isn’t getting in. What is he going to do? Break in? Even he can’t be that crazy. I wish he would give me space and stop bothering me, even though a part of me secretly desires his attention. I am so confused. Despite it being only the afternoon, I’m eager for the day to end.
EverettWe walk in silence. An awkward silence. How did we become like this? You would think we were strangers who had only met, and it couldn’t be further from the truth. Aubrey is in a little world of her own. She isn’t watching where she is going, not really. It is why I am keeping a close eye on her. It is a good thing because the next thing she trips over something and nearly face plants to the floor. I grab her quickly from behind, pull her up straight and bring her back against my chest, slipping my arm around the front of her body.“Easy, sweetness,” I whisper in her ear.Aubrey shudders, and a soft moan escapes from her lips.“Thank you.”I turn her to face me, her arms automatically going around my neck. “You ned to be more careful.”Aubrey doesn’t say anything. She stares at me. I swallow hard. It is an intense stare and is doing strange things to me. The beat of my heart quickens, and butterflies gather in my stomach.“Why do you always seem to be around to save me, Everet
AubreyI am getting ready for dinner. It is exhausting me. My entire body is exhausted, mentally and physically. A part of me doesn’t want to go, but I will. Having the kids and the dogs around will be a good distraction for me.A knock comes at the bedroom door. “Aubrey, can I come in?” Everett asks.“Yes.”He pushes the door open and steps inside. “Are you okay? You have been in here a while. If you don’t want to go, I can cancel.”“No, I will be fine. I don’t have much energy. It is taking me longer than normal to get ready.”“Can I help in any way?”“Unless you can do make-up or braid hair, no.” I laugh.“I can’t do make-up, but I can French braid.”“You can?” I ask, shocked. Where would he even learn that?“Yes, I dated a woman a while ago who taught me.”“Do you want me to do your hair?”I find myself nodding. It is one less thing for me to do. I can put on some mascara and lip gloss. I don’t need a full face of make-up to go to Erica and Hugo’s place. Everett strolls over to my
EverettI didn’t have a call to make. Aubrey probably knows that. I should have asked. She would be better with Erica, Hugo, the kids and the dogs. At least there, she won’t have to worry about me changing like the damn weather around her. My behaviour must be confusing her. I stopped seeing her because we were spending too much time with one another, now I am inviting her to stay for as long as she needs. I need to stop and stick to one thing.Sighing, I pour a single scotch and swallow it down all at once. I am tempted for a second one, but I won’t. It is still only early afternoon. I have no need to get wasted at this time of the day to stop myself from thinking. I disappear to my office, hiding out. I rest back on my office chair, running my fingers through my hair. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. Aubrey was supposed to be another conquest, nothing more, nothing less. How did I end up here? Yes, my anger when I found out stems from my childhood, but it is more than that. The t
AubreyI’ve been anxious since waking up, unsure what's happening with Hugo and Everett during their visit to Benji. I don’t want them to get in trouble.“Aubrey, relax, they will be back soon. Have you taken your medication this morning?” Erica asks.I shake my head. “I don’t have it.” It is probably why my anxiety level is so high.“Why didn’t you tell me to pick it up?” she asks softly.“It was the last thing on my mind.” I sigh, flopping down on the sofa. I’ve been pacing for the last ten minutes.“I will go and pick it up for you once the guys return. Please try to calm yourself down, okay? Everything will be fine. They will give him a warning.”I nod, but I won’t relax until they return. I rest back on the sofa, closing my eyes and taking a few deep breaths, hoping to calm the racing of my heart down before I end up having a panic attack. I don’t need one of those. I have enough going on. The sound of the front door opening grabs my attention, and I jump to my feet, waiting for
EverettHugo and I are on the way to pay a visit to Aubrey’s ex. Hugo found his address.“Everett, I know you are angry and a part of you wants to kill him, but I need you to keep yourself calm the best you can, okay? The last thing Aubrey or anyone ones is for you to lose it and end up arrested.” Hugo says from the driver’s seat.“I can promise to try.” I don’t know how I will react when I see him. Something may snap in me. I hate nothing more than a man who thinks it is okay to abuse any woman or child.Hugo sighs and nods, knowing there is no point in talking to me. He is probably regretting bringing me with him. He pulls up outside a row of apartment buildings. How does he plan to get inside?“Please try and keep your cool, Everett,” he repeats as we climb out.He tries the entrance to the building, and luckily, it is open. I follow his lead up to the second floor, where the bastard’s apartment is. I clench my fists, trying to control the anger coursing through me.We come to a st
AubreyI have been trying hard to sleep, but I can’t. Every time I close my eyes, memories flash in my head and not good ones. I have been doing so well recently, and then that bastard had to show up and open old wounds and bring my trauma to the surface. Something, I guess, I need to talk to my therapist about. I have an appointment in a few days. I am not going any sooner, even though it would probably be better if I got an earlier one.Sighing, I sit up and run my fingers through my wet, messy hair. I am sweating more than I would like. I need a cold shower, which usually helps. I climb out of bed, trying to find the light. I am not family with the layout of this room. His bedroom, yes, but not the spare one. I finally find it and head into the on-suite in the room. I shouldn’t wake Everett up that way. I check there are towels, thankfully, there are. I take a moment to work out the shower. I don’t want to break it, but soon the cold water comes through.I strip down, step in and c







