LOGINAubrey
We pull up outside my apartment. Hugo is dropping me off on the way home. It was he who got me the apartment. I had absolutely nothing when I finally left my ex. If it wasn’t for Erica and Hugo, I don’t even want to imagine where I would be. My ex took everything. The apartment, the car, all my money and told lies to my ex-boss, which got me fired—his way of getting me back for leaving and finally breaking free of his control.
“Aubrey, there is a chance my brother may start hanging around. Please, stay away from him. I know you're an adult, and I have no right to tell you what to do, but I'm looking out for you. He is both troubled and damaged. All he does is cause harm to others. He is my brother, and I love him. I owe him a lot, but you don’t need to involve yourself with him. It will end up in heartbreak.” He sighs.
“I promise to stay away from him. I have no interest in finding someone else. Thank you for the lift home. Thank you for everything.” I smile.
“You are family, Aubrey. You don’t need to keep thanking us.” He replies.
“Sorry, I can’t help it.” I chuckle.
We say our goodbyes, and he waits until I am inside before he drives off. I’ll keep my promise, but I can’t deny that Everett has been on my mind since I met him. He is unbelievably handsome. His confidence is alluring, but that has gotten me into trouble before with guys. The last one has made me swear off them for a while.
I let out a sigh as I step into my apartment. I’m still getting used to being by myself. I was with my ex for five years. I had become accustomed to having someone around. I know I’m better off without him, but I still feel lonely at times.
I collapse onto the couch and kick my feet up. I can’t stand wearing heels. I try to wear them as rarely as I can. I need to shower and make something for dinner, but I can’t be assed right now.
The sound of my cell phone signalling a message grabs my attention, and I take it out of my bag. A text shows from an unknown number. I’m worried that my ex has somehow obtained my new number, and it’s causing me to panic. I hesitantly open the text.
Tell me, Aubrey, did my brother warn you to stay away from me? –EA
Everett! How the hell did he get my number? Hugo would not have given it to him, I know. Did he get it from my personnel file? It’s the only place that comes to mind.
Yes, he did. Where did you get my number?
Hugo did say he would start hanging around. I never thought he would text me tonight.
I thought so. And what did you tell him? Where I got your number doesn’t matter.
I promised him I would stay away.
Oh, and you think you are going to manage to keep that promise, beautiful? X
I don’t understand. Why is he interested in me? Women like me are not the type that men like him are interested in. My cousin Erica is the kind of woman they pursue. She is beautiful, confident, intelligent and feisty. I am plain, shy and still trying to work out what I want in life.
Yes, I am. Hugo and Erica have done a lot for me. I would never betray their trust. Please delete my number and leave me alone.
That isn’t going to happen. I always get what I want. I can tell you’re attracted to me. You will only be able to fight it for so long, sweetness xx
I sigh and toss my cell away. I don’t reply. Ignoring him will make him move on, I’m certain. I pull my ass off the sofa and head for a quick shower. Leaning against the wall, I close my eyes and allow the warm water to ease my muscles. It feels good. I am so tense these days. It is not quite as bad as it was at first, but it is taking its time to ease.
It takes me twenty minutes to shower before getting into my pyjamas. Pasta sounds good for dinner tonight. Fast, simple, and delicious. It doesn’t take long to prepare, and I soon sit down with it and a small glass of wine. It’s time to relax and unwind. My new job is great, but I easily get worn out. I take benzodiazepines for anxiety, which also causes fatigue. I hope I can stop taking them someday, but I’ve been on them for quite a long time.
I snuggle up in a blanket and search for something to watch while enjoying my meal. I only manage a couple of bites before a loud knock on the front door steals my attention. Who the hell is at my door? If it were Erica or Hugo, I’d have heard from them by now. I stop the TV, set my bowl aside, and quietly make my way to the door. I peer through the hole and am shocked by the identity of the person on the other side.
Everett! What is he doing here? A part of me wants to ignore it, but my gut tells me he won’t go away. In order to calm myself, I take a few deep breaths before opening the door. He’s wearing jeans and a hoodie. I make an effort not to let his dark eyes and perfectly squared jaw distract me. His smile, combined with those irresistible dimples, is almost too much for me. No! I refuse to let him do this to me.
“Everett, what are you doing here?”
“I wanted to make sure everything was alright with you because you ignored me. People don’t ignore me unless something is wrong.”
Intensely, he gazes down at me from his towering height of six feet something, while I stand at five feet five.
“I-I-I am fine. You shouldn’t be here. It is a step too far.”
I must be firm because I have a feeling he won’t back down easily.
As he approaches, I retreat a few steps into my apartment. He saw it as his chance to enter. He closes the door behind him, and it makes me feel a little uneasy.
“Why not?”
“You already know the reason,” I reply.
He smirks. “Or you are using my brother as an excuse.”
“It doesn’t matter either way. I made a promise to stay away from you, and I always keep my word. You have no idea what they have done for me and what I have been through.”
He seems to be inching closer with every word I say. “You are a grown-ass woman. They can’t tell you what to do. Plus, they would never know.” He smirks.
I swallow hard, ignoring his intoxicating scent. I inhale deeply. It is time to take charge again because I refuse to let another man make me give in to him.
“No! Get out! Now.” I state firmly.
He doesn’t look pleased with me standing up to him. He falls silent and continues to stare down at me. I ignore the pounding in my chest.
“Your loss, baby doll.” He laughs, turns and walks out, closing the front door behind him.
I breathe a sigh of relief and secure my door. Hugo shouldn’t find out about this. He would be so mad, and I don’t want him fighting with his brother because of me. Is this the end of it? Or does he have a plan up his sleeve?
I let out a groan and took a seat to finish my meal. Tomorrow, I can handle it as long as he doesn’t contact me tonight.
Aubrey I arrive home after a long flight, exhausted and sad. I wish I could have stayed longer, but I am glad I found the courage to tell him how I truly felt. I didn’t expect him to feel the same. Smiling at the thought, I go to unlock the door—and realize it’s already open. What the hell? I’m sure I locked it. I push it open. An eerie feeling overtakes me. My apartment is trashed. Everything is smashed. I freeze, fear gripping me. Who did this? What if they’re still here? Only Benji would do this—but how did he get in? How did no one hear it?I turn and sprint back out, scared in case Benji is still here. I dart downstairs and out into the street. My heart pounds in my chest, and my hands shake. I glance around, making sure he is around somewhere. Did he come to get me? And when he realised I wasn’t there, he got mad and took it out on the apartment. Either that or he has been watching me and knew I was away.With my shaky hand, I take my cell from my bag and call Erica.“Hey, swee
Everett Our weekend has passed too quickly! I didn’t want her to leave, but she needs to. I wish I could fly back with her, but I am stuck here for another couple of weeks. We need to leave in an hour to get to the airport. Aubrey is now just packing her things. She decided to leave it to the very last minute, so she wasn’t reminded too early that she would be leaving. She is huffing and cursing as she does, throwing everything in. If the situation didn’t lead to Aubrey leaving, then I would laugh, but I am not really in the laughing mood. “You can still stay longer, Aubrey.” She sighs loudly and turns to me. “I can’t. I need to get back to work. I can’t stay in London without telling Hugo and Erica the truth.” I draw in my breath and run my fingers through my hair. “I know, wishful thinking, I guess.” “You will be returning home in no time,” Aubrey replies, trying to put a positive spin on it. I know it is hard for me, as it is for her. Once packed, she closes her bag with forc
Aubrey It feels good to be wrapped in Everett’s arms once again. Two weeks have felt like six months. I dance my fingers over his bare, warm chest from the hot sex we just had. I nuzzle my face in his neck. “I have missed being wrapped in your arms.” Everett places a kiss on the top of my head. “I have missed you in my arms, angel. I was worried there for a while. I thought my leaving had ruined everything for us.” He sighs. He wasn’t the only one. I meet his sigh. “I know, I am sorry. That was my fault.” I let everything get on top of me, and the worst thoughts ran through my head. Everett strokes my hair. “You have nothing to be sorry for, Aubrey. I understand it. I almost became unreachable after promising you things wouldn’t change.” I just hope when I return home on Monday, the next couple of weeks don’t go the same way. I can’t deal with it. I hate myself for it, but due to my past, I worry about things more than most, more than I should be. “It is okay, but promise me i
EverettI am both nervous and excited as I wait at the airport for Aubrey to arrive. It was touch-and-go there for a while; she only decided two days ago that she was coming. A part of me truly thought she was going to cancel. I tried my hardest to do better, but when Hugo was here, it made it harder. I can only hope that things won’t be off between Aubrey and me. I am eager to see her, but I have that doubt in the back of my mind that things aren’t going to be the same between us.I am waiting at the entrance for her, an iced coffee in my hand for her. Her flight should have landed, and she’ll be here soon. I shouldn’t be this nervous about seeing my girlfriend. Tell that to my racing heart, churning stomach and sweaty palms. I don’t know how I will react if Aubrey isn’t too happy to see me. I sigh. The thought of it is like a stab in the heart. I don’t want to mess everything up before we have had a real chance.Five minutes later, I notice her coming through. Aubrey seems anxious,
EverettI barely slept last night. I am annoyed at Aubrey for not responding last night. Now, it is morning and still nothing. It is two here, which means it will be nine in New York. Aubrey should be awake by now. I know things haven’t been easy in our first week, but I just got here and need time to get things sorted and get myself into a routine. I will make time for her. I will cancel everything, and I thought she would have known that. Clearly not, which makes me think Aubrey still has some doubts about us, which I hate. I don’t want that. I don’t want her to have any doubts about us. I’d better hear from her soon because I need to leave in a couple of hours to head to the airport and pick up Hugo. He got an early flight from New York. It takes me over an hour to drive from here to the airport. I stop pacing and take a seat at my desk, trying to calm myself down. I rest back, sighing and just as I do, my cell rings. I grab it quickly, hoping it will be Aubrey. It is, thank God.
AubreyIt has been a week since Everett left. We haven’t been in contact as much as we planned. We text every day, but talking on calls and video calls, not so much. Twice since he left. He is a lot busier than he thought he would be. I am trying to be patient because I understand it is business, but I am getting annoyed. We made a plan, one that is failing, even if it can’t be helped. I don’t want to seem like some needy girlfriend. I don’t want to scare him off, but it is on my mind and getting under my skin. We have arranged a video call later, but I will need to wait and see what his plans are. Between getting the business up and running, getting to know the employees and potential clients, he is not only at the new office but also at dinner and drinks. He has a lot going on, and I really do understand that, but is it so bad of me to want him to fit me into that busy schedule? I am not one who asks for much. I sigh and rest back on my desk chair. I need to focus on work, not Ever







