LOGINCAIN POV
Not once in all the sex I’ve ever had, have I ever shot my load deep inside a woman’s pussy, no matter what contraceptives they’ve been using. Commitment scares the shit out of me. But here, still catching my breath with my cock throbbing between Moona’s spread thighs, there’s nothing more thrilling than watching my cum dribble out of that tight little cunt of hers. The fact that Brian’s is in there too, and certainly smeared all over my dick, matters to me surprisingly little. I feel like I’ve conquered the fucking world. I don’t know what the fuck is happening to me – fuck, to either of us – but I like it. I just hope Brian does too. “Are you okay?” I ask Moona as her breathing calms. She nods. Smiles. Giggles a giggle that barely sounds like her. It’s light. Free. “I’m great,” she says. She slides a hand down her belly, palming her swollen clit before dipping a finger inside herself. “I’m full of you,” she says, piercing eyes right on mine. She looks up at Brian after me. “Both of you.” I’d stare at that dripping pussy forever, but she lifts herself up to sit between us. I was fucking livid when she traipsed mud all over my cushions, but cum smears I can live with all day long. I feel surprisingly mute on the topic of contraception. The urge to dash out to the chemist for a morning after pill is non-existent. The Moona Avii effect. Brian wasn’t joking when he said she sucks you in deep. I look over at him, focusing on his face and not the dick he’s holding absentmindedly. He looks as spaced out as I feel. “You alright?” I ask, and his eyes clear. Moona reaches out for him, tugging on his arm until he settles at her side. She nestles into the crook of his shoulder, her cheek against his clammy skin. “I’m fine,” he says. “As fucked up as this is, and it is fucking fucked up, I feel like a cloud’s lifted.” I get it. I’ve been feeling it too. Days of tension as this cart veered off the rails. Now it’s crashed and toppled, we at least know what we’re dealing with. Moona’s voice is timid when she speaks. “You’re not going to run off now, are you?” She snakes an arm around his waist as though she’ll fight him every step. What she means is she doesn’t want him to leave her, and I get that, too. I don’t want him to walk off into the night with a head full of regrets, any more than I want to erase what happened here. I have no regrets. Not a single one. I don’t regret taking Moona Avii and filling her full of my cum, and I don’t regret sharing her with Brian, either. One of us was going to lose out big time, I didn’t want it to be him, and I sure as fuck didn’t want it to be me. “I’m not going to run off,” he tells her. “I’d never run off from you. I’m the one who came running after you, remember?” “Nobody’s running off anywhere,” I say. “Not us, and not you.” She nods. “So, what happens now?” I meet Brian’s eyes and he is as clueless as mine. “We go to bed,” I improvise. “Sleep on it, see what we work out in the morning.” “Bed?” she says. “All of us?” I hadn’t even thought about the logistics. The prospect of me in an empty bed with Moona in the guest room and Brian roughing it on the sofa seems less than ideal. The prospect of Moona choosing to share a bed with either of us individually seems a recipe for jealousy and nothing more. “I’m happy to bunk up if you are,” I tell him. He’s quiet for a minute. “Three of us in one bed?” “Unless you’ve got a better idea?” “I like that idea,” Moona chips in. “Please can we go with that idea?” Brian shrugs. “I have no better option to counter.” “Bed buddies it is,” I laugh, hoping the humour carries through to all of us. Moona laughs along with me, Brian manages a smile at least. She winces as I reach out a hand and pull her to her feet. “You got me good,” she says, laughing as cum drips down her thighs. We did that, alright. I wrap my arms around our beautiful dirty girl and squeeze her tight. I breathe in her hair and she melts against me, her warm fingers clammy against my back. “You’re not such a bad little bitch as you like to make out,” I whisper. “I think, in fact, you’re a good girl, you just hadn’t found the right guys to bring it out of you.” Her eyes are mischievous as she stares up at me. “You think?” I smirk and then I kiss her to answer her question, long past caring that she’s had another guy’s dick in her mouth. Her kisses are sweet, genuine, without even a hint of the hissing banshee who railed on me for letting a crow fly out over my head. “How about you grab us all a coffee while Brian and I clean up in here?” “Sounds good,” she says, padding away from the living room with that delightful little ass of hers swaying every step. I’m gonna ride the fuck out of that asshole, but not tonight. Soon, but not tonight.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







