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Jaden's POV

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It was 7:30am when I glance at my watch yet again for the seventh time in a roll. The doctor was only in there for like thirty minutes before he left and Simon and his mom went in to check on him while I stayed back by the hallway, not sure if Ryder wanted to see me.

I was afraid my presence by his bedside earlier was what triggered his reaction the first time and can't have him react the same way again. Waiting outside for now seem like the best move until am sure it's totally safe to go in again.

I kept fidgeting the whole time. Just pacing around and thinking about all the damn reasons why he wouldn't want to see me. 

When the door crack open and I saw Mrs. Steward face, I almost ran for it. I asked her if he wanted to see me but she said no, she seem rather in a hurry so she didn't pay much attention to anything I had to say. She simply told me, she was heading home to prepare his meal before she quickly rushed down the