LOGIN“Hahaha.”
“Hahaha.” “Heeheehee.” I’m not laughing. I’m crying. Positively sobbing. Maybe both. Are my tears ducts broken? Possibly. But no— these are tears. The big, ugly kind. I’m right at the edge of a breakdown. And why, in all the cold corners of hell is there an AC blasting in this restroom. The toilet seat feels like a frozen tombstone. My face is numb. My dignity? Long gone. Can a man not cry in peace? Why the hell are the walls gold-plated? I can see my miserable reflection staring back at me . I look like I just buried my cat, then I found out on G****e that it wasn’t dead, just sleeping. Sleeping deeply, like cats tend to do at times. Honestly, I’d take that disaster over what happened tonight. As for what led to this— I think I might’ve signed that contract. ⸻ “I think there might be a mistake somewhere,” I speak my mind loud and clear in confidence. “Speak up,” the devil behind the desk commands, voice as smooth as silk. Oh, great. Apparently, I wasn’t as confident as I thought. Is it so wrong for a man to mumble? “Speak clearly so I can understand you,” he repeats, those lilac eyes pinning me like a butterfly under glass. Why do evil people always look so goddamn good? Beautiful people give me performance anxiety. “I couldn’t have signed that document. I wasn’t even in the right state of mind,” I say, trying to sound sane while avoiding eye-contact. “Surely you can terminate it…” My words trail off as I feel his gaze sharpen. Or maybe that’s just his pheromones pressing down on me like invisible hands. Either way, my brain is scrambling for something to say. “What I mean,” I bow deeply, “is that I’m terribly sorry to have disturbed you sir. I wasted your precious time with my…ignorant, useless self”. Please just accept my apology and let me go. “Raise your head,” he says, voice cutting clean through the air. Cold and crisp. Nope. I’m not doing it. I’m not making eye contact with a dominant alpha. “Please,” I plead again, bowing lower, “allow me to apologize again sir. I deeply regret—” “Would you like me to lift your head for you?” “No, sir!” My head shoots up so fast my neck pops. Eye contact achieved. I can feel my soul leaving my body. My knees wobble. Looking at him now, how did I think this man was just another alpha?— not like I would willingly go ahead to challenge alphas normally. But how could I not tell that he was something more? If I get out of this in one piece, I will never drink alcohol again. Ever. “You’re right,” he says calmly. “You didn’t sign the contract in the right state of mind, so technically, it’s void”. My brain lights up. This is it! He might let me go— “But…” He smiles. Oh no. “…it doesn’t matter.” He stands,walking around the desk like a predator circling prey. Every step is deliberate. Measured to heighten all feelings of danger. And it’s working. All omegas are taught never to hold an alpha’s gaze. It’s rule number one of ‘How to Not Die Before 30’. I learned that one the hard way—back in middle school, face first against a dumpster, courtesy of some teenage alpha with a superiority complex. Broken nose, bloody lesson. You don’t forget things like that. But right now? I can’t look away. I physically can’t. “…Because even if you wanted to reverse this,” he says, stopping right in front of me, “you don’t have the means or the power to take me to court.” And don’t I know it. He’s close enough now that I can see every detail—grey suit, honey-brown hair tied neatly at the nape of his neck with a silver ribbon, lilac eyes gleaming like something unholy. He smiles like the cat that got the cream. Smug and satisfied. Then his hand—smooth, pale and deceptively gentle—tilts my chin up. My throat tightens. He’s a dominant alpha. He’s strong. Stronger than anyone has a right to be. ‘He won’t kill me’, I tell myself. He’ll just…make me wish I were dead. Comforting thought, Sora. Really helpful. He’s staring down at me. I can’t breathe. And even with scent blockers lining the walls, I can smell him. That rich, intoxicating alpha scent cutting through the sterile air like it owns the place. His pheromones are restrained, but still strong enough to make my instincts curl up and whimper. Oh, God. Please stop looking at me. Please don’t use your pheromones. Please. “…Even if you did go to court,” he whispers, his breath brushing against my lips, “you’d never win.” I know. I know so please just let me go. My heart pounds, loud enough to echo in my ears. He smiles again—slow, deliberate and fanged. Actual fangs. Then, unexpectedly—he steps back. “You can breathe, Sorahiko,” he says softly. “I’m not going to hurt you.” Liar. I’m not falling for that. He studies me with that predatory calm, head tilted. I stay still, hold my breath in anticipation. I shut my eyes, bracing for whatever comes next—pain, humiliation, maybe even death. After all, I did offend a dominant alpha. A quick death would be kind. Instead, pain does come. Just…not how I expected. “ACK—!” I double over, clutching my throat. This bastard just jabbed his finger into my neck. “You can’t die yet,” he says casually, sounding almost amused. “I haven’t even had any fun with you.” I’m wheezing. I think my throat’s broken. Is that even medically possible? “Let’s start again,” he continues smoothly. “I’ve reviewed your application, and I’ve decided you’re a perfect fit for my company.” Application? This man’s delusional. “You’ve signed the contract agreeing to serve as my secretary,” he adds with an infuriatingly smug smile. Secretary?! I didn’t apply for shit!. “You’ll report to my CFO for your salary and schedule,” he says, straightening his tie. “Am I clear?”. I’m too busy choking to answer, so he grabs me by the collar and yanks me upright. My feet barely touch the ground. His scent spikes, rich and commanding, rolling over me like thunder. Even while I’m coughing out my lungs, he’s not giving me an inch. “I said, am I clear, Sorahiko?” Every instinct screams at me to run. Every cell in my body trembles. But logic outweighs reason. “Yes,” I croak. “Very clear… sir.”“…Yes, I am Yamato Eiji, the CFO of Rohai Corp and I am speaking on behalf of Mr Aronohai…”. Eiji struggles to remain calm while fighting back the urge to curse, but this particular business mogul has a very annoying habit of asking stupid questions. “Yes, Mr Aronohai is currently indisposed and will not be able to attend official events for the time being”. He still does his best to reply calmly. Being on his best behavior is a must— Misa left the running of the company to him. Miyamura can’t be depended on to handle company affairs, because— “No sir, you cannot speak to Mr Aronohai”. He has to regulate his breathing so he doesn’t snap. “And, you do not have the right to ask about Mr Aronohai’s rut patterns because you are also an alpha…”. “I can understand you wanting to look out for him, but Mr Aronohai’s business is private and you should refrain from prying into it”. Like hell this bastard cares about Miyamura. Alphas are like a ragtag group of vu
When Aronohai Misa opened her front door and saw Sakura, she was overjoyed. Her pheromones flooded the room with the scent of happiness…just from seeing Sakura. But now— “I’m not t-the kind of omega for someone like you…I’m not what you think I am…I’m worthless…so please…”. Misa stares down at her for a full minute, saying nothing. Then she pulls away from her. “You’re not the kind of omega for someone like me? Who exactly do you think I am, Sakura?”. Sakura takes a step back from her too. Her gaze doesn’t leave the ground. “You’re Aronohai Misa”. That's all she says, and all she feels she needs to say. “And?”. Misa turns away from her and walks over to the sofa. She lets her question hang in the air as she waits for Sakura to walk up to her. “A-And…?”. Misa’s question confuses her. Her steps are shaky, but she walks up to her. “Am I really so great that you feel like you’re not worth anything in my eyes?”. She places her hands on Sakura’s shoulder and pushes
BACK TO PRESENT DAY… ‘And I heard the nurses talking about some ORC officials coming to the hospital’. ‘They’re here for an assaulted omega; A young one’. Sakura doesn’t understand— it’s been seven years. Seven freaking years! So, why are they coming now?… Why would they choose to come after her now?. She’s changed her name, dyed her hair, and even changed the way she walks and talks. She’s learnt how to exist in the background so no one ever really notices her. “I need to leave…I’ve got to get out of here….”. The ORC has somehow found its way to her, so she runs. And she doesn’t look back. Her strides don’t break. She faces forward as she runs— she only pauses for a second to put her phone to her ear. “Please pick up…”. “Get her! Don’t let her get away!”. Someone— no, some people— run after her. She can hear their feet slap against the ground as they get closer to her. They’re all wearing dark green uniforms, with bright red armbands showing their affiliatio
FLASHBACK TO SEVEN YEARS AGO… The room is silent…too silent. Her head swims, her stomach growls, but she pays it no mind. She lies quietly on the bed, letting her thoughts drift. ‘I don’t understand why you’re being so difficult, Hana! I’m doing this for your sake!’. That woman really believes that what she’s doing is right. She honestly thinks that Hana would appreciate her help in setting her up with her rapist. ‘Do you want to get sent to the ORC? Do you want them to come pick you up? Because they come to places like this, searching for omegas like you’. ‘Do you really want to be rehabilitated?… I’m doing this for you! I’m trying to help you!’. ‘Get your head out of the clouds, Hana! The world isn’t going to wait for you to heal!…mate with Yuga and keep yourself safe’. Maybe the woman has a point— the world isn’t kind…not to omegas. But her stitches haven’t even begun to heal properly. She hasn’t had a full meal in days because she can’t keep it down. She can’
FLASHBACK TO SEVEN YEARS AGO… Hana wakes up in the hospital. There are no blinding bright lights, no feeling of weightlessness, and no sense of confusion— she remembers exactly what happened to her. And in clear detail too. “These are the right flowers”. Her mother hums. She blissfully ignores Hana’s dead-eyed silence and busies herself with running her fingers over the flower petals. “That Yuga boy has good taste”. Hana flinches into herself. She eyes the vibrant bouquet as if it holds a deadly poison. “You accepted that from h-him?”. She hates it— the way her voice shakes— but she can’t stop it. Her voice isn’t the only thing that shakes…her hands haven’t stopped shaking since she opened her eyes. And if she didn’t have morphine flowing into her bloodstream, her legs would be shaking too. “Of course, dear”. Sickly sweet…that’s the only way she can describe her mother’s tone. “He came to apologize; How could I not accept his gift?”. Hana’s vision whiten
FLASHBACK TO SEVEN YEARS AGO… “So, Hana…what are we doing for your birthday this year?”. “We?”. Hana Shiozaki— now Sakura Hoshino— scoffs lightly. “It’s my birthday not yours, Mei”. She gathers her books in her hands and rises from her seat. “What’s wrong with saying we? Have you forgotten that our parents are both teachers?…I’m going to be invited to your birthday party, whether you like it or not”. If Hana could smack Mei, she would. She would smack the shit out of her, but she can’t…because well-behaved omegas don’t act violently. If she hits Mei and her mother hears about it, it would be bad for her. Really bad. “My mother might not throw a party this year”. She settles back into her seat with a sigh. “I doubt she’ll even give me the time of her day”. “Why?…”. Mei groans as she slams her head on Hana’s desk. “You’re turning seventeen! You only turn seventeen once, Hana… don’t you want it to be huge?”. “You know that this isn’t something I can decide on, Mei







