เข้าสู่ระบบSierra’s POV
Grandma’s house was quiet. Too quiet. At home, there were always little sounds. The hum of the fridge. The creak of the floor. Here, there was just… nothing. It made my ears ring. Katie liked it at first. Grandma Vivienne had a whole room of old toys from when Louis was a kid. Wooden blocks. A tin robot. Katie thought they were cool and weird. But at night, she got scared. The wind off the ocean made a howling noise around the big old house. She climbed into my big canopy bed. “Mommy, I want to go home,” she whispered. “Me too, baby,” I whispered back. “Just a few more days.” I didn’t sleep. I stared at the fancy patterns on the ceiling. I thought about Louis. Alone in our house. Was he sleeping? Was he eating? Or was he just sitting in the dark, staring at screens, waiting for a shadow to move? My phone buzzed. A text from Louis. It was just a photo. A blurry picture of our basement wall. Then another text: **Found it.** My heart jumped. I typed back: **Found what?** **The way in. A old coal chute. From when the house was first built. Sealed up in the 50s. Someone reopened it from the outside. Very small. But big enough.** A coal chute. Like for shoveling coal into a basement a hundred years ago. A secret door no one remembered. **Did you see him?** I texted. **No. But I know how he’s getting in now. I’ve sealed it from the inside. With metal. He won’t use it again.** That was good. It was one door closed. But it didn’t make me feel better. It made me feel worse. He knew about a door in our house that *we* didn’t know about. How? Did he study old blueprints? Did he just… know? The next day was long. Vivienne tried to be nice. She made pancakes. She asked Katie about school. But her eyes kept flicking to me. She was worried. I could tell. In the afternoon, my phone rang. It was Louis. “Hey,” I said, walking out to the big stone terrace for privacy. “Hey.” He sounded tired. Really tired. “The house is clean. I’ve been through every inch. No more bugs. No more secret doors. The coal chute was the only one.” “So he’s locked out?” “From that way, yes.” He paused. “Sierra… I found something else. In the basement. Behind the water heater.” “What?” My throat felt tight. “A little camp. A blanket. A bottle of water. An empty chip bag. And a notebook.” A camp. He wasn’t just visiting. He was *living* down there. Sometimes. “What was in the notebook?” I asked. “Pictures. Drawings. Of the house. Of the garden. Notes about our schedule. When the garbage goes out. When the security change shifts.” Louis’s voice got lower. “And there were older notes. About me. About my habits from… years ago.” “What do you mean?” “He knows things. Personal things. What brand of coffee I used to drink in my old office. The license plate of my first car. It’s… it’s not just about watching us now. This is about me. From a long time ago.” A seagull cried over the ocean. The sound was lonely. “Who is he, Louis?” “I don’t know.” He sounded frustrated. “But he’s not a stranger. He can’t be.” We were quiet. The wind blew my hair around. “Come get us,” I said. “Please. If the house is clean, come get us. I don’t want to be here. I want to be home. With you.” “Is it safe?” he asked. “Is anywhere safe? At least we’ll be together.” He was quiet for a moment. “Okay. Tonight after dark. I’ll have Martin bring you back. But we have to be careful. The story is that we’re still fighting. So you come home, but we keep pretending. No one can see us together.” “Okay,” I said. I didn’t care about pretending anymore. I just wanted to be under the same roof. I told Vivienne we were going home. That Louis was coming back from his trip early and we needed to be there. She just looked at me with her sharp eyes. “You’re going back to the battlefield.” “It’s my battlefield,” I said. “I have to be there.” She didn’t argue. She just hugged me. It was a quick, stiff hug, but it was real. “Then fight well.” The drive home in the dark felt like going back into a cave. Katie slept the whole way. I just watched the city lights get closer. We pulled into the garage. The house was dark and quiet. We went inside. It felt different. Empty and full at the same time. I put Katie to bed in her own room. She was so happy to be in her own bed she fell asleep in two minutes. I walked out into the hallway. And there he was. Louis. Leaning against the wall, waiting. He looked older. He had shadows under his eyes. We didn’t say anything. We just hugged. I buried my face in his shirt. He smelled like home. Like coffee and his soap. I didn’t let go for a long time. “I sealed the chute,” he whispered into my hair. “I set up new sensors. Nothing is getting in unseen now.” “Good,” I mumbled. We finally let go. He took my hand and led me to the kitchen. He made tea. We sat at the island. “Show me the notebook,” I said. He got it. It was a small, black notebook. The pages were filled with messy writing and little sketches. I saw my name. I saw Katie’s name. I saw times written down. *S. leaves for school run – 7:45am. Gardener arrives – Tuesday 10am.* It was our life, written down by a stranger. Then I flipped to an older page. The writing was different. Neater. It had a list. *– Black coffee, two sugars (like the old days)* *– Drives the black Audi (sentimental)* *– Still wears the silver watch (gift from father)* *– Checks the west gate lock last (habit since ’08)* I looked up at Louis. “This is you. From a long time ago.” “I know,” he said quietly. “The silver watch… my father gave it to me the day I took over the company. I only wore it for a few years. How would a stranger know that?” “A stranger wouldn’t,” I said. The word hung in the air. *Not a stranger.* The ghost was someone from Louis’s past. Someone who knew him when he wore that watch. Someone who knew about a coal chute in a house built a century ago. “We have to find out who,” I said. “Before he writes the ending to his play.” Louis nodded. He looked at the notebook like it was a poisonous thing. “We will. Now that you’re home, we will.” We went to bed. Together. In our own room. Louis held me so tight it was almost hard to breathe. But I didn’t mind. For the first time in days, I felt my body start to relax. My eyes got heavy. Just as I was drifting off, my phone buzzed on the nightstand. Once. Twice. Louis felt me tense. “Don’t look at it,” he murmured. “I have to,” I whispered. I reached for it. It was a text. From another new number. **Welcome home, Sierra. Did you have a nice visit? Tell Louis I said hello. And tell him… the watch is still ticking.** I showed Louis. In the glow of the phone, his face went pale. He wasn’t outside the house. He was inside. With us. Right now.Sierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







