Veda's eyes fluttered open, the morning sunlight streaming through the windows. She felt exhausted, her emotions raw from the previous night's revelations. The memory of Adyant's words still lingered, piercing her heart like a sharp knife, making heart bleed with unshed blood and tears.
"Hate, disgust, and contempt. I feel them every time I see your face." The words still echoed in her mind but she tried her best to shake them away. She looked over at the bed, his side was empty indicating that Adyant had left for the office earlier in the morning and for some reason she didn't feel upset. It was as if her love for him was eating her up slowly and now even his absence wasn't that painful anymore. Her heart was thawing slowly and she had a feeling that the love she had for Adyant would fade away soon into the hurt he had inflicted on her over all these years. "What are you doing Adyant? Everything will be ruined." She whispered to herself. The fear of forgetting him forever was visible in her eyes as pain gripped her heart. He's pushing her away and she's drowning herself inside the mirth of this nightmare called marriage. She dressed mechanically, her mind consumed by questions and hurt. As she descended to the breakfast hall, her heart heavy, she was greeted by her in law's warm smiles. "Good morning, child," Advith said, offering a gentle pat on her hand. Veda forced a smile, hiding her pain. "Good morning, Papa, Maa." She smiled at everyone, creating the perfect facade of a happy marriage in front of the family and ignoring the hurt which gnawed inside her chest like a plague. After breakfast, Veda excused herself, seeking solace in the garden. The fresh air and tranquility might calm her racing thoughts or so she thought. As she strolled, she noticed a small, unassuming door hidden behind a bush. Curiosity piqued, she pushed the door open, revealing a cozy art studio. Canvases, paints, and brushes filled the space. The scent of turpentine and oil paints wafted through the air, transporting her to a different world of colors. She remembered this was the art studio which Aadita used to use before she left for London to study further before joining the family business. She had heard about this place but never had the chance to see this exquisite place with her own eyes before. A small smile tugged at her lips as she looked over at the colors and paintings surrounding her. A thought danced inside her mind and her heart skipped a beat. A sense of tranquility washed over her and she felt overwhelmed with emotions. This could be her escape. Her passion for art, long forgotten, stirred within her. Veda loved painting since her childhood. Her hands ache to touch the canvas and feel those colors in her finger tips. She had once dreamed of becoming an artist, but life had taken a different turn. With trembling hands, she picked up a paintbrush and canvas, feeling the familiar feeling of the paintbrush in her hand, the canvas warm and rough under her touch. Colors began to dance on the canvas. Vibrant hues of red and multi colors merged, creating a serene image of a woman sitting alone, waiting for a glimmer of hope, her eyes searching for someone with a yearning inside of her. It looked like as if she had drew her own inner turmoil. For the first time in years, Veda felt alive. As she painted, her thoughts drifted to her childhood. Her father had encouraged her creativity, and she would spend hours sketching and painting. Her father used to appreciate all of the arts she created. Though they didn't have much money to buy expensive colors and canvases, he would always try to get the best for her. She was the apple of her parents and younger brother's eyes. They had always dreamt of a happy future for her but sometimes we don't always get what we want and some dreams are bound to be shattered. Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes as she remembered her life before marriage. Her parents were no longer there to guide her and her brother was in Delhi, studying in a prestigious IIT university. The studio became her sanctuary, a place where she could express herself freely. Hours passed, and Veda lost track of time. The sun began to set, casting a warm glow over the garden. As she cleaned her brushes, a sense of determination emerged within her and she felt a hint of confidence stirring inside her. She would continue painting, she decided. It's the only way to make her alive despite the suffocating darkness surrounding her. Adyant's words still lingered, but Veda had found a way to rise above them, to forget them and start anew. For now, art would be her solace, her escape from this painful reality. Her salvation. *** The night descended, casting a dark shadow over the Rathore mansion. Veda lay in her bad, her eyes fixed on the ceiling. The pain and agony was still echoing inside her chest but she still felt a glimmer of hope within her after spending time in the art studio. As Adyant emerged from the bathroom, his gaze swept over Veda's fragile form. To him, she looked different than before. She didn't had that hurt in her eyes which he was used of seeing every other day. For an instant, their eyes met. Veda's heart skipped a beat as she gazed into Adyant's onyx eyes. In that fleeting moment, she thought she saw something. A flicker of recognition. A glimmer of affinity. But it vanished within the next second. Adyant's expression hardened and he turned away pretending as if she didn't exist in his world at all. Veda felt the sting of rejection and she closed her eyes hurt and pained from his actions. Tears pricked at the corners of her eyes. Unshed. She wondered painfully Was this her life now? A loveless marriage? A prison of loneliness? The silence between them grew severly oppressive. Heavy with unspoken words. Veda's thoughts swirled. Memories of their wedding day flooded her mind. The promises he made during those seven pheras infront of the holy fire. The vows he shattered The pain her inflicted on her and the heart he broke. Adyant's words echoed in her mind. "Hate, disgust, and contempt." The pain sliced through her. Like a sharp knife. Veda's gaze drifted to Adyant. His back was turned. His shoulders tense. Was he fighting his own demons, just like she does? Or is he simply indifferent? She didn't know. Couldn't know. The darkness closed in. Veda felt suffocated. Trapped. In this loveless marriage. In this mansion. In her own skin. She yearned for escape. For freedom. For love. But it all seemed distant dream now. Unattainable. Veda's eyelids drooped as exhaustion claimed her. Sleep. A temporary reprieve. From the agony. From the loneliness. From the pain. From Adyant. ━━━━━━━━━━ So how was the chapter today yall? xoxoAdyant's eyes slowly opened, his face still buried in Veda's neck. The warmth of her skin and the gentle rise and fall of her chest lulled him into a peaceful state the whole night. He breathed in deeply, inhaling the sweet scent of her hair.As he lifted his head, Veda stirred, her eyes fluttering open. Their gazes met, and for a moment, they just looked deep at each other. The desire between them was undeniable."Good morning, Veda," Adyant whispered, his voice husky and laced with emotion.Veda's gaze locked onto his, and Adyant saw the faintest glimmer of vulnerability in her brown orbs. Her voice was barely audible. "Good morning."Adyant's eyes roamed her face, taking in the gentle curves and the faint blush rising to her cheeks. Without thinking, he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear, his fingertips grazing her soft skin.Veda's pulse quickened, her heart racing as she felt the touch deep within her, stirring all those emotions which she had been trying hard to bury insid
The pure passion and madness was taking place inside his heart as his eyes loomed over Veda's disappearing figure. At this moment all Adyant wanted was to give chase, pull her small body in his dark embrace and claim her as his for eternity to come.He did not know what was happening to him. He had never thought anything this crazy for even Mehek.I've gone mad. How can I think like this about Veda? How can I talk to Veda like this? I should hate her. I love my Mehek. I only love Mehek! How can I think about anyone other than Mehek Like this? What the hell has happened to me!The thoughts haunted Adyant as he suddenly felt suffocated from inside but what was more shocking was the fact that the word My Mehek only left a bitter taste in his tongue.It felt wrong.It felt disgusting to even think about Mehek now.He didn't know what his heart wanted anymore.He felt like a betrayer for even talking to Veda like that?He was always supposed to love Mehek, since his childhood!How can he
Veda walked alongside Adyant, the garden's serene atmosphere contrasting with the turmoil inside both of them.His proximity stirred enormous anger which she'd rather forget.She didn't want his closeness to affect her.She didn't want to be shattered by him yet again.As they strolled together, Adyant held her hand in a tight grip. Veda froze but didn't say anything. Adyant wasn't speaking either. He just continued to walk around with her, entwining their hands together aa if he didn't want to let go.She had a feeling that he wanted to say something but was hesitating and changing topics in front of her.He pointed at the areas needing attention for the wedding. Veda listened intently, her responses neural though her heart thudded inside her chest from Adyant's close proximity.Their conversation flowed like a delicate dance, each step carefully choreographed. But beneath the surface, tensions simmered.Adyant's gaze drifted to Veda's hands, her fingers brushing against the flower
The next morning it dawned bright and early. Veda woke up feeling refreshed and replenished, memories of the previous night's celebrations still etched in her mind and she remembered the way she had danced with Adyant. The way his body had moved against hers.She thought and unknowingly a little blush crept up in her apple cheeks.As she entered the dining hall, Adyant already sat at the table along with the members of Gehlot family, sipping his coffee.Their eyes met, and for a moment Veda's heart fluttered."Good morning," Veda replied, taking her seat.“Good morning," Adyant said, his voice low and husky as he looked at her intently from top to bottom as if scanning her whole self.The tension between them was palpable, but neither spoke of the previous night's events. Though the family members kept teasing Adyant about how the man’s eyes never leave his beautiful wife even for a moment.“Bhaiya, go get a room for you two.” Arya, Adyant's cousin spoke teasing him and all the young
Days passed, and Veda's silence grew thicker than ever. Adyant tried to break the ice, but she remained distant.The tension between them remained palpable until one morning, when Adyant's mother burst into their bedroom with a wedding card in her hand."Good news! Your Aarti aunt's son, Anant, is getting married, and we're all invited! We all have to leave for Malabar hills next week and be there until the wedding. Your mausi wants us to attend all the functions there. Adyant's mother beamed.Adyant's expression remained neutral and uninterested but Veda sensed a flicker of interest.She had always loved weddings and functions while Adyant had never been fond of them."When is the wedding?" Veda asked, trying to sound enthusiastic."In two days. We'll leave tomorrow morning," Adyant's mother replied, beaming with joy.Adyant groaned inwardly.A wedding. Forced proximity with Veda, and he wasn't sure if he was ready to face her again.In the past he never wanted to spend any time wit
Adyant woke up, feeling an unusual sense of lightness. He turned to his side, expecting to see Veda's beautiful smiling face, but she was already up and getting ready in the bathroom."Veda?" he called out, trying to sound casual.The bathroom door opened slowly, and Veda stepped out, her expression neutral."Good morning," she said, her voice lacking the warmth from the previous night as if she had forgotten everything which had happened last night Adyant felt a pang of disappointment, but couldn't quite put his finger on why."Good morning," he replied back, trying to gauge her mood.Veda began to get ready, her movements swift and efficient with no expression on her face.Adyant watched, sensing a distance he couldn't explain but all he felt was a sense of emptiness inside him again."Veda, can we talk?" he asked, sitting up in bed.She paused, her eyes meeting him for a brief moment as he looked at him for a minute, her expression unreadable."Not now, Adyant. I have to get the k