Bianca
The fundraiser was nothing short of extravagant. The venue, a sprawling glass tower overlooking the city, was filled with the most influential people in the tech world. The soft hum of polite conversations mingled with the clink of champagne glasses and the occasional laughter, and I couldn’t help but feel out of place. I’d never been to an event like this, and the sleek, perfectly-dressed guests made me feel like I was wearing a neon sign that read newbie. As I stood next to Dean, I tried my best to blend in, but my nerves were starting to show. I could feel the eyes of several people flicking toward me, whispering behind their hands. Dean, however, was unfazed. He looked every bit the part—tall, impeccably dressed in a sharp tuxedo, his posture straight, exuding an effortless aura of authority. He’d been introduced to several donors, most of them nodding in acknowledgment of his presence, but he didn’t seem to care much about any of them. His focus remained on me. “You look good tonight,” he said casually, his voice low as he offered me a glass of champagne. I couldn’t help but let out a small laugh, trying to mask my nervousness. “Thanks. You clean up well, too.” His lips twitched into something almost resembling a smile. “Let’s mingle. I need you to meet a few people.” I followed him through the crowd, trying to ignore the feeling of all those eyes on me. He led me to a small group near the back of the room, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw a familiar face—a strikingly beautiful woman with dark hair that cascaded in waves down her back. She was effortlessly stunning, exuding an air of grace and confidence that I could barely comprehend. This was Evelyn. Dean’s ex-wife. “Bianca, Evelyn,” Dean said smoothly, his voice low and controlled. Evelyn’s gaze flicked over to me, a flicker of recognition in her eyes. There was a polite smile on her face, but the air between us was thick with an unspoken tension. She extended her hand toward me, and I took it, trying to steady my shaking nerves. “It’s so nice to finally meet you, Bianca,” Evelyn said with a sweet smile, though there was a hint of something sharper lurking behind her words. “You too,” I replied, my voice much smaller than I wanted it to be. She studied me for a moment, her gaze lingering just a little too long. “I’ve heard so much about you.” The way she said it, I couldn’t tell if it was genuine or laced with something else. Dean glanced between us, the slight flicker of tension in his eyes barely noticeable. “Well, it’s nice to meet you, Evelyn,” I said, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach my eyes. “I didn’t realize Dean’s personal life was such a hot topic around here.” Evelyn raised an eyebrow, and I could feel the heat rise in my cheeks. Her gaze was sharp, piercing, and I could tell she was sizing me up. Dean seemed to sense the slight shift in the air and stepped in. “Ladies, no need for any tension. Let’s enjoy the night.” He motioned to the rest of the group, attempting to steer the conversation into safer waters. But the damage had already been done. I could feel the unease spreading through me, a cold chill creeping down my spine. Evelyn, despite her friendly exterior, didn’t seem all that thrilled to meet me. And that made me nervous—more than I cared to admit. After a few more forced pleasantries, I could feel the weight of the situation crushing me. The tension between Evelyn and me was palpable, and I wasn’t sure how much more of it I could handle. “I’m going to step outside for a minute,” I said, excusing myself from the conversation. Dean looked over at me, brow furrowing slightly, but he didn’t question me. He nodded, and I walked away, trying to put some space between myself and the uncomfortable atmosphere. As I stepped outside onto the balcony, the cool night air hit me like a splash of cold water, and I sucked in a breath, letting the crisp air clear the fog in my head.It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I shouldn’t have felt like I was on display, but meeting Evelyn—the woman Dean had been married to—had thrown me off balance. She was everything I wasn’t. Graceful. Elegant. Beautiful in a way that made me feel small in comparison. I leaned against the railing, watching the city lights twinkle below me. “Bianca.” I turned at the sound of Dean’s voice. He was standing in the doorway, his eyes scanning me with a mixture of concern and curiosity. “Dean,” I said quietly, trying to act casual, even though my heart was pounding. “Just needed a break from all the… tension.” He stepped closer, his gaze softening just a little. “You okay?” I nodded, though I wasn’t entirely sure I was. “I’m fine. Just needed some air.” Dean leaned against the railing beside me, his presence oddly comforting. For a moment, there was a strange quiet between us. I could feel the tension easing, the chaos of the event fading into the background as we stood there together, surrounded by the cool night air. “I didn’t expect Evelyn to be like that,” I confessed, my voice barely above a whisper. “She’s… intimidating.” Dean let out a low laugh, the sound deep and genuine. “She’s got that effect on people. Don’t let it bother you.” “I don’t know how you did it.” He raised an eyebrow, glancing over at me. “What do you mean?” “Stay married to someone like that. She’s perfect.” Dean looked at me for a long moment, his expression unreadable, before he gave a slight shrug. “We weren’t perfect. But we made it work for a long time.” “I can’t imagine what that must’ve been like,” I muttered. “Don’t think about it,” he said quietly. “You don’t need to. She’s not a part of your life.” It was comforting, hearing him say that. For a brief moment, I felt a little bit of the weight lift off my shoulders. “Thanks,” I whispered. Dean gave me a small smile, a genuine one this time, before stepping closer and turning to face me fully. “Let’s go back inside, yeah? I don’t want you to get stuck out here alone.” I nodded, pushing away the last remnants of my nerves. I wasn’t going to let Evelyn or anything else ruin my night. Dean’s presence was oddly reassuring, and as we walked back into the event, I couldn’t help but feel the heat between us simmer just beneath the surface. This was just the beginning, and I had no idea where I was headingBiancaParis was quieter in the mornings.Not because it lacked sound there were always birds, distant honking, the gentle hum of scooters but because it wasn’t New York. It didn’t roar. It breathed.I sat by the window in Dean's apartment with a mug of cofee, I barely stayed in the one front the company knees tucked to my chest, Lily and Vegas snuggled at my feet. The streets below curved like soft brushstrokes, and the sunlight spilled into our living room like it was hand delivered.Dean was still asleep, somewhere under the soft linen sheets of our low bed. I could hear the faint rustle of him turning. We’d slept in today. Well… more like we just didn’t set alarms anymore.It had been a month.A whole month since we arrived in Paris.He was still technically based in New York Andrews Tech wasn’t moving its headquarters anytime soon but he spent more and more time here. Enough that the board had started whispering about opening a branch in France. A European expansion. We laughed
BiancaIt had been a week. Seven days since that morning in Dean’s hotel room. We didn’t say much when I left that afternoon. I lingered longer than I meant to, finishing the fruit bowl he’d ordered and watching the light shift through the hotel windows like it was trying to tell me something. He didn’t try to hold me there. He didn’t ask me if I wanted to stay. He just kissed my forehead and told me to text him when I got home, and I did. Since then, everything had been… easy. Not awkward. Not overly romantic either. Just… steady. Regular check ins. A few teasing texts. One or two FaceTimes where we didn’t talk about anything important just exchanged smiles and shared random little stories about our week. But the one thing we hadn’t touched? That night. That morning. We were circling it like two people staring at the same closed door, pretending we didn’t want to open it first. So when HR called me in that morning, I wasn’t thinking about Dean. Not at all. I was thinking,
BiancaThe office light flickered for a moment before settling. It was early too early. My coffee hadn’t even kicked in yet, and my inbox was already disrespectful. Still, I picked up my phone and stared at his name, thumb hovering. Before I could overthink it, I pressed “Call.” He answered almost immediately. "West?" His voice was thick with sleep or maybe just his usual morning rasp. It still did something to me. "Hey," I said quietly, twisting the phone cord between my fingers. "Hope I didn’t wake you." "No, you didn’t. Just… surprised." He chuckled softly. "What’s up?" I hesitated. “I wanted to apologize for snapping at you about the Chad thing. I know you were trying to help.” A pause. Then, “You don’t have to apologize.” “I do. I was defensive. But you were looking out for me… and others too. So thank you. Seriously.” “I’d do it again, Bianca,” he said, voice softening. “I’ll always protect you. No matter how far away you are.” I don’t know why that made my chest ache
BiancaThe morning felt different. Not in some cosmic, the universe just shifted kind of way… just a subtle hum beneath my skin. Like I had my feet planted a little firmer on the ground. I got up early thirty minutes earlier than usual, actually and made myself some oatmeal and a smoothie not the usual cofee and bagels on the run , took my vitamins, fed Lily, all of that grown up crap. I didn’t reach for my phone first thing. Didn’t check if Dean had texted again. I just breathed. By the time I got to the office, the building felt more alive than it usually did on a Monday. Like the air was buzzing. It wasn’t until I stepped out of the elevator and walked toward my office that I started to feel it the eyes. Glances. Pauses in conversation. Whispers. Subtle, but unmistakable. I kept walking, ignoring the lump in my throat, pretending not to care until I got to my door and slipped inside like I was escaping something. I exhaled. Avery walked in a few minutes later, holding her i
Bianca I woke up to a dull ache in my head and the sun blinding me through my curtains like it had beef. I groaned, rolled over, and peeked at my phone. 11:35am.Fuck.I stretched slowly, limbs heavy, and lay there for a few more seconds, letting my body catch up with my brain. Last night’s party came back in flashes Avery’s venomous one-liner, Sheila’s scandalous confession, Chad’s ugly little face when I clapped back. I smiled into my pillow. Worth it.Eventually I dragged myself to the kitchen, hair a mess, stomach growling.Pancakes. Waffles. Why not both?I threw on some music soft, chill jazz and started whipping up my hangover cure. As I cracked the eggs, I glanced at the stove and a memory hit me like a slow, warm wave.Dean. In my kitchen. That one weekend he’d stayed over because of the rain, back when everything was still soft between us. I’d woken up to the smell of maple syrup and cinnamon. He was standing there in gray sweats, barefoot, flipping pancakes with that dumb
BiancaOhio greeted me with heat, noise, and the dull ache of knowing my vacation from reality was over.The flight back wasn’t long, but it felt heavy. I spent most of it with my cheek pressed to the window, earbuds in but nothing playing, just staring at the clouds and trying not to think about how quiet it had been when I left Dean’s apartment.He didn’t text. I didn’t either.Back in my apartment, everything looked the same half drunk wine bottle still on the kitchen counter, Lily’s toys scattered across the rug, my jacket tossed over the arm of the couch like I’d just stepped out for lunch instead of an emotional walk through New York. It should’ve felt like home. It mostly did. But something buzzed under my skin, like I’d left something important behind.Still, I had work the next morning and no time to spiral. So, I unpacked, took a long shower, and let myself shut it all down the feelings, the memories, the damn scent of his cologne that wouldn’t leave my skin even though I d