Bianca
It had been weeks since the fundraiser, and things at work had settled back into a kind of routine. Dean and I still danced around each other, exchanging small flirtations, but nothing more. He was a professional—his sharp, cool demeanor remained as always. And I? I did my best to keep things strictly professional, even as the temptation to break that boundary grew stronger by the day. I couldn’t deny the heat that simmered between us whenever our paths crossed. The subtle glances. The way he always seemed to be just a little too close. But neither of us had crossed the line—at least not yet. It was late on a Friday afternoon when I decided to take a break. The office was quiet, the buzz of conversations in the background had faded, and the sky outside had started to darken. I needed a pick-me-up. So, I grabbed my coat, slipped out of the office, and made my way to my favorite coffee shop a few blocks away. It was a small, cozy place—dimly lit, with mismatched furniture that gave it a homey feel. The kind of place you could lose yourself in for hours without feeling like you were being watched. The kind of place I could sit, order my usual, and just... breathe. I had just stepped inside, shaking off the evening chill, when I saw him. Dean. Standing in line at the counter, looking as effortlessly perfect as always. His jaw was slightly sharp, his eyes scanning the menu above the barista, but he looked out of place—like a wolf among sheep in the warm, casual atmosphere of the shop. Of course, he wasn’t the type to hang out in places like this. I hesitated for a moment, debating whether to turn around and leave before he noticed me, but it was too late. The moment my eyes met his, a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. “Bianca,” he said, his deep voice carrying across the room. There was an amused note in it, like he was surprised to see me here. “Fancy running into you.” My heart skipped a beat, but I masked it with a cool, casual smile. “Dean. Didn’t expect to see you here.” “Neither did I.” He stepped toward me, his gaze never leaving mine. “What’s your order? I’ll get it for you.” I raised an eyebrow. “You don’t need to buy me coffee.” His smile grew wider, his eyes twinkling with something dangerously close to mischief. “I insist. Consider it... a break from the usual.” I shook my head, trying not to smile. “Fine. A caramel macchiato, extra hot.” Dean nodded as he turned back toward the counter, ordering without hesitation. There was something about watching him—his confident, almost commanding presence even in such an ordinary setting—that made my chest tighten. I decided to take a seat by the window, trying to distract myself from the growing tension in my gut. The last thing I needed was to get lost in thoughts about him. But when Dean arrived at the table, his coffee in hand and that same playful glint in his eyes, I couldn’t help but feel that familiar fluttering. He slid into the chair across from me without asking, as if he had every right to be here, in my personal space. Maybe he did. We sat in silence for a few moments, both of us sipping our drinks, but the quiet wasn’t uncomfortable. It felt... easy. Like we could talk for hours without needing to fill the space with words. “Nice place,” he said, glancing around. “I didn’t take you for the ‘cozy coffee shop’ type.” “Everyone has their secrets,” I replied, a playful edge to my voice. “What about you? This doesn’t seem like your scene.” Dean’s smirk deepened. “Maybe I like surprising people.” I laughed softly, more out of nerves than anything else. “Well, it’s definitely a surprise.” There was a brief pause. I could feel the weight of his gaze on me, like he was studying me, reading me in a way that made me feel both exposed and safe at the same time. “I’ve been meaning to ask,” he said, his voice lower now, like he was about to ask something important. “How have you been?”I blinked, caught off guard by the question. It wasn’t casual small talk—it felt real, like he genuinely wanted to know. “I’ve been... okay,” I said, unsure why I was surprised. “Busy. You know how it is.” He nodded, but there was something in his expression that made me feel like he wasn’t buying it. “Anything else?” I paused, meeting his eyes. There was something strangely intimate in the way he was looking at me, like he could see right through the professional facade I’d been so careful to maintain. I opened my mouth to respond, but just then, the barista called out my name. I stood quickly, eager to escape the weight of the moment. “Thanks for the coffee,” I said, gathering my things. “But I should probably get going. Got work to do.” Dean followed suit, standing up from the table, and as I turned to leave, he reached out and gently touched my arm. “Wait,” he said, his voice softer than before. “You don’t have to go so soon. We could just... sit for a little longer. Talk. Get to know each other better.” My heart hammered in my chest, and I could feel the tension rising between us again. We were so close now—too close. The air between us was thick with unspoken words. “I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I replied, my voice tight. He didn’t pull away. Instead, he stepped just a fraction closer, his eyes locked on mine. “Why not?” I swallowed, unsure how to answer. Because I was scared? Because the chemistry between us was so strong, I wasn’t sure I could handle it? Before I could speak, he leaned in slightly, his lips brushing my ear. “You don’t have to be afraid, Bianca. I won’t bite.” His words sent a shiver down my spine. I turned to face him, but instead of taking a step back, I stood my ground. The tension was palpable, and for a moment, I felt like we were suspended in time. But then, just as quickly, Dean pulled back, his usual cool smile back in place. “Next time, then.” I nodded, trying to regain some composure. “Next time.” I walked out of the coffee shop, my mind racing and my heart still pounding. I had no idea what was happening between us, but it was dangerous—and thrilling. And I wasn’t sure how much longer I could keep pretending I didn’t want more.BiancaI got off work early that Friday, thank God. The week had dragged, every second heavier than the last, and all I wanted was to do nothing. I showered. Made something spicy and heavy. Let Lily nap at the foot of my bed while I climbed in with my smoothie and scrolled through my phone like it owed me peace.Dean and I had been… there. Not perfect, not even close. But after his last visit, after the late night dinner and the heated, aching way he’d touched me things had felt a little less broken. The vibe had been weird, sure. Off. Like there was something unsaid between us. But we still texted. Still called.I thought we were trying. I thought he was trying.My plate was half finished when I opened Instagram. First, the usual scroll. Then the celebrity gossip blog I follow the one that always has too much tea and just enough truth to keep you addicted.And that’s when I saw it.My thumb froze.Dean. Evelyn. Sitting across from each other at some candlelit table, wine glasses
Dean's POV New York hadn’t changed. Same skyline. Same headlines. Same cold that cuts through your coat and somehow straight into your bones.But something was missing.Her. Bianca WestThe city always felt alive, but lately it just felt loud. Too loud. And empty in all the wrong places.Ever since Bianca moved to Ohio, the edges of my life had gone soft. Not in a romantic way more like numb. She used to be here. In my space. On my couch. Sleeping in my bed, sometimes in my shirt. Vegas still sniffed around for her like he expected her to walk in any second.I think I did too. She was colour in a place of black and whiteI tossed my coat on the chair, kicked off my shoes, and unbuttoned the top of my shirt. The newly hired secretary had rearranged my schedule again. Third time this week. Her pink lipstick stained coffee mug sat on her desk like a declaration of something I never agreed to.She tried too hard. Always in my face, always chirping about how she color coded the company ca
BiancaIt’s been a couple of weeks since that... Trevor moment. Nothing major's happened between us. Just casual “hey"s in the hallway. And even those feel rare. Which is wild, considering he lives just across from me. But when I do catch a glimpse of him, he’s always a bit of a mess shirt half stained with paint, hair like he just rolled out of bed. I try not to stare. I really do. But there’s something about him that makes my stomach tighten. Things with Dean have been... smooth. Maybe too smooth. Late night texts. The occasional call. He even sent flowers once, said he was planning a trip out here to visit me. He hasn’t made time though. Something about the fiscal year and a new expansion project. I get it. I really do. I don’t mind. His distance gives me space to settle in to find my footing here. I’ve started to grow a solid bond with Avery too. There’s something grounding about female friendship. Something uncomplicated. It’s Friday evening and I just got back from work way
BiancaIt’d been two weeks since I moved to Ohio. Two long, oddly quiet weeks.My apartment still smelled like new paint and unfamiliar detergent. The heating clicked too loudly at night. I missed the New York noise the dull roar of taxis and too many conversations bleeding into each other. Here, everything was still. Too still.That afternoon, I was in the lobby, staring down a blinking vending machine like it owed me something. All I wanted was a granola bar the cranberry almond one, the only one worth eating. I pressed the button, hopeful.Clunk.I smiled. Victory. Until a hand bigger than mine, calloused tatooed fingers, a hoodie sleeve pulled down too far reached in and stole it right out of the tray.“Excuse me?” I blinked, half offended, half in shock.The guy took a bite like he hadn’t just committed a small act of war. “What?”“That was mine.”He looked at me, unbothered, chewing slowly. “Didn’t see your name on it.”I opened my mouth to argue. Then closed it. Then opened it
Bianca I never thought packing could feel so... final. The room looked smaller now that all my stuff was in boxes. What wasn’t in boxes was already on its way to Ohio, thanks to the moving company the office hired. My closet was almost bare, save for a few clothes I’d wear for the road trip. I zipped the last suitcase and sat on it with a sigh, Lily curling up beside me like she knew something was changing. I’d submitted my resignation form two days ago. Dean hadn’t said much when I handed it in just nodded and said "I figured you'd do what’s best for you." But later that night, he showed up at my door with takeout and a bottle of red. We didn’t talk much. We didn’t need to. We agreed to scheduled visits since my apartment lease in New York was still valid for a few more months. It felt smart. Safe. Like maybe we weren’t ready to say goodbye completely. I liked that. That Friday morning, my alarm went off at 6:00 a.m., but I’d been up since 5. My heart was racing the way it u
Bianca The first thing I noticed after the abortion was how quiet everything became. Not the kind of quiet where you finally get a moment of peace but the kind that wraps itself around you, sticky and heavy, like grief pretending to be silence. I went back to work like nothing happened, smiled when people greeted me, answered emails like clockwork. But inside, I was just… off. Hollow. Even Lily could tell. She curled up next to me more than usual. Followed me from room to room like she was scared I’d float away. Dean gave me space. Of course he did. He was... wonderful in that way. Gentle looks. Soft check-ins. Never pushing. But something between us shifted that day at my apartment. I couldn’t touch it, couldn’t name it, but I felt it every time he walked into the room. And worse I could tell he felt it too. Christmas faded. The new year came and went. Dean invited me to some fancy rooftopNew year's eve countdown party he was attending. I told him I’d think about it. I didn’t