Today felt... light. For some reason.
Maybe because I haven’t seen my mate—
Wait, forgive me, second chance mate—
since that last eye contact from me… under a cabinet.
“I know, shaming me by hiding under her cabinet,”
Cherry deadpanned. I could practically feel her eye-roll.
I chuckled. “Shut up.”
It was six. Or maybe five. Honestly, I didn’t know.
I was sprawled across my bed, staring at nothing, feeling like everything.
Breakfast would probably show up at my door around seven.
I wasn’t even sure if I felt like a maid anymore.
Maybe a princess.
A very lazy one who just happened to clean.
Alex has been gone for days now.
And I’m so goddamn grateful.
Cleaning has been easier without that sinfully handsome face making my life complicated.
Freya left too—makes sense, she’s his advisor.
Haven’t seen Daisy either.
But I’m guessing she’s doing whatever it is healers do during their mysterious healer hours.
So yeah, I’ve been… stress-free.
Temporarily.
But who cares? I’ll take what I can get.
I smiled, thinking about the new friend I made.
Marissa’s betrayal really wrecked the whole concept of friendship for me.
I mean really ruined it.
But Chloe...
Maybe she deserves a chance.
If she even sees me as a friend.
“Bitch, for the love of the Moon, stop wallowing,”
Cherry cut in.
“It’s morning, for goddess’ sake. And you don’t even have an outfit for that party Chloe invited you to.”
Wait.
What party?
Holy shit.
We got invited to a party.
“Moon Goddess, just take me already,”
Cherry groaned.
“What are we even going to wear?” I asked her, already dreading the answer.
“Oversized leggings and a top?”
“What kind of party is it, even?”
Maybe we should just cancel.
I mean, we don’t even know what it’s about.
No details. Just vibes.
“You know what? That’s exactly what we’ll do,” I said to Cherry, nodding to myself.
“We’ll tell her we can’t go because... uhmmm... we have something important to do.”
“Something important to do?”
Cherry scoffed.
“Bitch, you’re a private maid. All you do is clean. You don’t socialize.”
She wasn’t wrong.
“We should go,” she added.
“People in this castle have been ignoring us like the damn plague. I don’t know if it’s ‘cause we’re new or they just straight-up hate us. But apart from Chloe? Not a single soul has tried to talk to us.”
“Yeah, it’s kinda weird,” I muttered.
I mean, I get it. We’re new here in Nightfang.
But not even a bully?
Is this some kind of private maid protocol or what?
I sighed. “I don’t even have the energy to overthink this right now. We’ve got work.”
I dragged myself to the bathroom, bathed, brushed my teeth, and threw on the clothes I wore yesterday.
Didn’t exactly have a closet full of options.
Thankfully, I washed them last night.
Small wins.
When I opened the door—yup—breakfast was there, like clockwork.
I wasn’t complaining.
I mean, it’s not like I had many privileges here.
So I ate, quietly, and made my way to clean.
It helped that there was a storage area for cleaning tools inside the Alpha’s chamber.
“VIP treatment, huh?” Cherry said.
I hadn’t touched his bedroom yet.
But the study?
It kind of had a bed. So I guessed he slept and worked there.
It must be hard for him—running an entire pack alone.
“Bitch,” Cherry snapped, “weren’t we not supposed to think about him?”
I rolled my eyes.
“How do I know he’s not here?”
Two words: mate bond.
“Doubt it’s mutual,” i said.
“‘Cause if it was, he’d be here. With us.”
Even my second chance doesn’t want me.
“Let’s just clean,” Cherry huffed.
“Clean? I’m the one doing the cleaning.”
“Last I checked, I’ve got paws. Not hands.
Blame the Moon Goddess.”
“Bitch,” I muttered.
I swept, dusted, wiped down the desk.
Minded my own damn business.
Honestly, I was surprised they even let me be in this room.
“And we’re done,” I said, brushing the last tiny speck from the desk.
“Let’s get out of here.
Being in this room makes me feel... things I don’t want to.”
I was halfway back to my room when I saw Chloe, leaning against my doorframe like she owned it.
“Well, there you are, cutie,” she grinned.
I blushed.
“Uh, what are you doing here?”
She tilted her head. “I thought long and hard and figured… oh, maybe she doesn’t have anything to wear to the party I invited her to.
And I refuse to let you bail because of that.”
“Damn, I like her,” Cherry whispered.
“Well, Chloe, the thing is…”
I looked at her, at her smirk, her knowing eyes… and sighed.
“You know what? Fuck it. I don’t have anything else to do.
I’d rather go to a party than cry in my room all night.”
“Hell yeah!” she said and grabbed my hand.
We ran.
“Where are we going?” I asked, breathless and giggling.
“To give you a makeover,” she said.
“Not that you aren’t already beautiful.”
I blushed again.
People bowed when we passed.
Wow. She must be high rank.
Some workers were already heading out—maybe for the same party.
I mean, they had to be part-time or something, right?
No way people live here full-time with no phone.
Not me, though. Just saying.
“This place is actually huge,” I said, staring at the endless walls and ancient paintings.
We turned a corner.
There was a training field.
Maybe not the main one—it didn’t look brutal enough.
But still, I could tell Nightfang didn’t play when it came to training their soldiers.
I hadn’t explored the castle fully, but I got the sense there were layers to this place.
“How do you even have time to run around with me?” I asked.
“And go to parties?”
“I’m on leave,” she said, reading my face like an open book.
“You really don’t hide your thoughts well.”
I laughed, cheeks burning.
“It’s okay,” she smiled.
“I kind of guessed. But yeah, frontline duty earns you a lot of leave time. Our Alpha’s nice like that sometimes.”
I smiled to myself.
Maybe Alex did care about his people after all.
We reached her room.
I was still catching my breath when—surprise—Daisy was already there.
I looked from Chloe to Daisy, confused.
“Sorry,” Chloe said, “I don’t really know fashion. So I brought someone who does.”
I wasn’t even shocked at that.
No. What shocked me was when Chloe wrapped her arms around Daisy’s waist—
and kissed her.Not a holy, forehead-type kiss.
Like… a kiss. tongue and shit too
“Hey, baby,” Chloe said sweetly.
Daisy turned so red I thought she might explode.
Holy shit.
“They’re mates,” I whispered.
“No shit,” Cherry muttered.
“I did not expect that.”
“Neither did I,” Cherry added.
“But now that I look at it… they do fit.”
“Stop fangirling and worry about yourself,” she snapped.
“I’m pretty sure we’re the only ones without a mate. And it’s your fault, ‘cause you keep avoiding him.”
“Okay, okay, I get it,” I muttered, rolling my eyes.
“Sorry about that,” Daisy said softly. “You didn’t know.”
“No, no, don’t be sorry,” I said quickly.
“I’m just… a stranger. You didn’t have to tell me.” I kind of wonder if that's why she befriended me, though,h because of Daisy
“Stranger?” Chloe frowned.
“You’re not a stranger. You’re our friend. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.
And no, I didn’t befriend you because of Daisy. Your face kind of has no filter.”
She took a breath, her voice firm but kind.
“I like you. I don’t know what you’ve been through that makes you doubt that,
But I think you’re smart and beautiful and worth being friends with.”
I laughed—tears stinging the back of my eyes.
It felt… nice.
To be liked for me.
For once.
Marissa’s name ghosted through my mind, and my heart ached.
I hoped she was happy with Ronan. Or whatever she was doing.
“And fuck her,” Cherry added.
“Sorry, I think a lot,” I whispered.
“It’s okay,” Chloe said, opening her arms.
“Come here.”
I walked into the hug.
And then Daisy joined too.
Yeah.
This felt nice.
And gods, I really, really hope it lasts.
The cold water pounded against my back, but it didn’t do a damn thing to extinguish the fire still raging inside me.I braced both hands against the slick tile, my head bowed, jaw tight, breath coming in uneven bursts. The dream hadn’t just gotten to me—it had wrecked me. I could still hear her voice, raw and breathless, crying my name like it was the only word she knew. I could still feel the weight of her on my lap, the heat of her thighs around my face, her chocolate skin flushed and dewy with sweat. Fuck."You’re losing it," I muttered, slamming my palm against the tile.You already lost it, Damon taunted, smug as hell. Moaning her name in your sleep. Grinding your hips like a horny pup. You need help, man.“Shut up,” I hissed. But I couldn’t lie—not to him, and definitely not to myself. I was spiraling. And all because of her.Penelope.i was in her bed. Her scent was still on my skin. That sweet, sinful mix of vanilla and something I couldn’t name but would know in any damn room
I adjusted her in my arms, the weight of her body a perfect fit against my chest. Not heavy—never heavy—just warm, soft, and heartbreakingly vulnerable. She had fallen asleep straddling me, her fingers still tangled in the fabric of my shirt, her head tucked beneath my chin like it belonged there. Like she trusted me.But she shouldn’t.I wasn’t worthy of it. Not yet.My steps were slow as I carried her through the hallway, each one echoing with everything I wanted to say but couldn’t. The packhouse was silent, bathed in the soft gold of early morning light. Penelope breathed softly against me, lashes fluttering as she slipped deeper into sleep.Look at her, Damon growled in my mind, voice laced with disappointment. You made our mate cry. Again.I clenched my jaw. “I didn’t mean to.”Then why do you keep pushing her away? Why do you act like you don’t want her when every fiber of you screams otherwise? Damon snapped.I didn’t have an answer. Not one I was proud of.We reached her room
“I hate him.”Bitch, stop lying, Cherry snapped.“Okay, maybe I don’t. But right now? I do. And honestly, I don’t know why the Moon Goddess is playing games with my life.”My voice echoed inside my mind like a confession I didn’t want to admit out loud. The first mate I was given? Trash. A complete disappointment who saw more potential in my so-called best friend than in me.Bless their union, Cherry said dryly.“Yeah. Bless them. I hope she has the most underwhelming sex life in the history of wolves.”Bitch. Cherry laughed, not even trying to hide her amusement.“And my second-chance mate? He wants me, I know he does, but he won't act on it. Why? It’s obvious he felt it too—even if I spent years denying it. The party confirmed everything. And yesterday? Yesterday was undeniable.”Okay, maybe calling him a coward had been a little harsh.But God, I was pissed.“You know what? Fuck men.”I was walking back to my room when I saw Chloe and Daisy standing near my door.“There you are!” C
The morning sun barely kissed the sky when Penelope stirred, but her eyes had never truly shut. Sleep had been a cruel ghost, forever just out of reach. The night had taken more from her than she wanted to admit, and now, in the quiet hush of dawn, everything still felt raw.She lay there for a while, limbs tangled in the sheets, her thoughts heavier than her bones. She hadn’t cried—not really. Her body had been too stunned to mourn, her heart too twisted to unravel. All she’d done was stare at the ceiling and try to breathe around the phantom weight of Alex’s gaze.She sat up slowly, brushing a hand down her face. The room was still dark, with just a sliver of sunlight slipping through the curtains. Daisy’s oversized shirt hung off one shoulder, smelling faintly of strawberries and fabric softener.“I need to thank Chloe and Daisy,” she muttered to herself, dragging her legs over the side of the bed. “I must’ve scared the hell out of them.”Cherry huffed inside her mind—quieter now,
The music kept pulsing. Lights kept spinning. People kept laughing and dancing.But Penelope didn’t move.The world around her blurred into streaks of neon and shadows, but her eyes stayed locked on the figure half-hidden behind the trees.Alex Moretti.He was just standing there. Still. So still.Like she’d hit him in the chest with something heavy. Like he’d seen a ghost.Or a sin he wanted to commit.Penelope couldn’t breathe. Her heart thudded violently in her chest—no, not her heart. The bond. It coiled tight in her gut, wrapped itself around her ribs like ivy, dragging her toward him.She couldn’t move.Couldn’t look away.He looked like sin draped in shadow, like every inch of control she thought she had was about to shatter.And then—he turned.In a blink, he was gone. Vanishing into the woods like he was being chased by hell itself.Still, she stood there. Frozen.Her hands trembled. Her vision tilted.“Penny?” Chloe’s voice cut through the fog, sharp and distant. “Hey—hey! B
She turned.And fuck me, the world stopped turning with her.Penelope Hart.Standing in the middle of flashing lights, bass drops, and sweat-slicked bodies—but all I saw was her.Her eyes met mine. Wide. Cautious. Glowing like twin moons in the dark.And everything snapped.The mate bond slammed into me like a goddamn freight train.I couldn’t breathe.Couldn’t move.Couldn’t do anything but feel her.Not the slow burn I'd convinced myself I’d missed out on in this life. No. This wasn’t gentle. It was violent. A rupture. A goddamn awakening.My wolf stilled. Heart pounding in sync with mine. For once, Damon wasn’t fighting me.Mate.It wasn’t a question. It was a truth older than time.Penelope didn’t say a word.She didn’t need to.She just stared—like she felt it too. Her lips parted slightly, chest rising in shallow breaths, like the bond had struck her lungs as hard as it hit mine.I took a step forward.Her fingers twitched at her side.Two minutes. Maybe less. Maybe more. I coul