LOGIN傅宥禮的白月光離婚了。 那晚,他給我甩了第99份離婚協議。 「青怡受了情傷,走不出來,我必須照顧她。」 七歲的兒子也勸我: 「你快走吧,讓許阿姨住進來,我們家不缺像你這樣的保姆。」 父子兩都篤定我會大吵大鬧,哭著求他們別趕我走。 可事實上,我只是點了點頭。 然後悄悄在離婚協議上籤了字。 十年後,兒子作為高考狀元接受採訪。 記者問他: 「同學,請問這些年支援你努力學習的動力是什麼?」 兒子沉默片刻,當衆紅了眼眶: 「因為我想告訴我媽,我懂事了,你能不能回來,別不要我。」
View MoreHe had never taken it off. Not once. Not when the other hunters mocked him for it, not when the metal bit cold in winter, not even when a dying vampire grabbed his wrist mid-fight and stared at it like he recognised it. His mother had asked him to keep it on. He didn't know why. He was starting to think that was the point.
The summons came at midnight, the way the serious ones always did. Aldric had been awake anyway. He usually was at that hour, lying still in the dark with his eyes open, doing the thing his trainer used to call resting and he privately called waiting for morning. Sleep came when it wanted to. He had stopped chasing it. He dressed without lighting a candle. Pulled on his coat, checked the knife at his hip out of habit. Touched the bracelet the way he always did — quick, automatic. His mother's voice lived in that gesture somewhere. Keep it on. Promise me. He had promised. He still didn't know what he'd promised to do, exactly. But tonight, for a reason he couldn't name, he held his wrist a moment longer before letting go. The hall outside his quarters was empty. The hunter order's stronghold was never truly quiet — there were always people training, always patrols, always someone sharpening something in the dark — but at this hour the sounds were distant enough to feel like silence. Aldric followed the route from memory. He'd walked it enough times. Commander Vesran was waiting in the strategy room with two men Aldric didn't recognize. That was the first sign something was different. Vesran ran a tight operation — outside officials made him visibly uncomfortable, the way all careful men are uncomfortable around people they can't predict. The two men were dressed well. Too well for this hour, too well for a room that smelled like old maps and tallow candles. They had the look of people who were used to being waited on. Nobody introduced them. "Aldric," Vesran said. Just his name. The way you say something you've been practicing. "Sir." Vesran glanced at the two men. One of them stepped forward and set a sealed document on the table. He didn't say anything either. Aldric looked at the wax seal — a mark he recognized and had never expected to see on anything addressed to him — and kept his face still. "You've been selected for a classified mission," Vesran said. "The details are in the brief. The short version is this: there is a vampire king. He has survived everything we've sent at him so far. You are going in alone, as a servant, and you are going to get close to him and kill him." Aldric waited for the rest. There wasn't any. "Alone," he said. "Alone." "How many teams have tried before me?" A pause. Vesran's jaw tightened slightly. "That's not information you need." Which meant enough that the number was embarrassing. Aldric looked at the document on the table, then back at his commander. Vesran had trained him personally for three years and had never once told him he was proud of him, which Aldric had come to understand was its own kind of respect. Right now Vesran looked like a man who wanted to say something and had decided not to. "When do I leave?" "Four days. Use them." The two men left without speaking. Vesran waited until their footsteps faded, then picked up the document and held it out. When Aldric took it, Vesran didn't let go immediately. “You are the best hunter in this order,” Vesran said quietly. “That’s why you’re going. Not because this mission is safe. Because we have run out of people we trust to come back with the job done.” Aldric looked at him. "I understand, sir." Vesran released the document. "I know you do. That's what worries me." He left. Aldric stood alone in the strategy room with a sealed brief in one hand and the particular silence of a decision that had already been made. He should have felt something — anticipation, maybe, or the clean bright focus that usually came before a mission. He waited for it. It didn't come. He broke the seal. Read through the brief once, then again more slowly. Dates, routes, the cover identity he'd be assuming, known details about the vampire court — thin on specifics, heavy on warnings. At the bottom, almost as an afterthought, a name. Dravon. He said it once, quietly, to nobody, in a room with no candles lit. Then he folded the brief, put it inside his coat, and went to start preparing. He touched the bracelet again on the way out. He didn't know why.我低下頭,從包裡拿出影印好的文件遞給他。「離婚協議你應該已經看過了,這是之前你送我的房產,我轉回給你吧。」傅宥禮身子一頓,不敢置信地看著我:「林紓俞,你這是什麼意思?」「我已經跟你解釋過了,那張照片不是……」「不是什麼?」我打斷了他的話,神色冷淡。「不是你和樂樂揹著我和許青怡拍的嗎?」「還有那碗海鮮粥,不是你逼著我喝下去的嗎?」「傅宥禮,你知不知道,我差一點就搶救不過來了?」傅宥禮張了張嘴,聲音艱澀:「我不知道你過敏這麼嚴重……」我覺得好笑,心裡確實止不住地悲涼。「那你送我去醫院之後呢?你去哪兒了?」「我……」我偏過頭,看著窗外的行人
「阿姨就不一樣了,阿姨可以……」「你可以什麼?」傅宥禮從樓上下來,眼神冷厲:「說,你可以什麼?」兒子連忙跑到了爸爸身邊,躲在他的後面。許青怡的大腦先是一片空白,接著立刻掛上笑容:「宥禮,我和樂樂正在開玩笑呢,你怎麼突然出來了?」傅宥禮冷著臉,眼裡帶著濃濃的審視:「可是我聽到你跟樂樂說,你想做他的新媽媽。」許青怡表情一僵,接著又想挽上他的手臂:「宥禮,你怎麼了嘛?」「你明明知道人家是……」傅宥禮甩開她的手,強忍怒火質問道:「你還教了樂樂什麼?說!」許青怡身子一顫:「沒……沒有了……」傅宥禮低頭看向兒子:「樂樂,你說。」兒子雖然年紀小,但也意識到了氣氛不對勁。
「她是個只知道趴在爸爸身上的吸血鬼。」車子猛地停下來,傅宥禮黑著臉回頭,盯著喋喋不休的兒子。誰能想到一個七歲的孩子,口中吐出那麼多難聽的詞語。樂樂被嚇住了。傅宥禮深吸了口氣,問道:「這些話是誰教你的?」他記得,從前兒子明明是個乖巧懂事的孩子。現在怎麼,怎麼變成了這樣?他還記得兒子從前是最喜歡黏著妻子的了,不論走到哪兒都會甜甜地叫媽媽。不知道從什麼時候開始,樂樂開始變得人小鬼大。不僅常常吵著鬧著要換一個媽媽,更是毫不掩飾自己對媽媽的厭惡。之前傅宥禮只以為是樂樂看多了妻子的無理取鬧,所以對妻子的印象變差。可直到現在他才想起來,明明以前她是最溫柔善良的人了。為什麼變成這樣?
傅宥禮眉頭擰起,奇怪地問道:「小學不是有營養午餐嗎?」老師解釋道:「是這樣的,樂樂以前體質比較差,很多東西都吃不了。」「所以報名的時候,樂樂媽媽就跟我們商量好了,以後樂樂自己帶便當。」「這段時間都是這樣的,但是今天……」傅宥禮點點頭,看著臨時暫停的會議,下意識說道:「那你給樂樂媽媽打電話吧,我現在很忙。」老師沉默了一會兒,才小心地開口:「我們打過了,但是樂樂媽說你們已經離婚了,以後樂樂的事情都歸你管。」傅宥禮愣了一下,不敢置信地問道:「她真的是這麼說的?」老師還沒來得及回答,樂樂就哭著喊道:「爸爸,媽媽不要我了,媽媽真的不管我了!」傅宥禮閉了閉眼,直到這時他才終於意
「你找我有事嗎?」小孩摸了摸臉,有些不好意思地說道:「昨天晚上林阿姨送了我一個限量版玩具,媽媽說太貴重了,要我一定要好好道謝。」「林阿姨在不在家啊?」他眨巴著眼睛,天真地問道。傅宥禮臉上的笑意一僵:「昨晚送你的玩具?」小孩點了點頭。「是啊,包裝很好看,林阿姨說本來是想送人的。」「但是她要送的那個人應該不喜歡,就給我了。」「誰說我不想要!」兒子大聲喊道。「這是我媽媽給我的生日禮物,你不許要!」說著他就伸出手從鄰居小孩的手裡搶走了那束花,扔到地上。「我媽媽才不會喜歡你的花呢!」傅宥禮瞳孔一縮,連忙抓住樂樂的手。「你幹什麼!」鄰居家的小孩被嚇了一跳,癟了癟嘴就要哭。
說完,我就轉身離開。傅宥禮一愣,立刻就想追我,卻被許青怡拉住。她拽著傅宥禮的手,裝作無辜地說道:「今天可是樂樂的生日啊,弟妹怎麼突然就走了?」「難道她忘了?還是根本就沒想過幫樂樂過生日。」「作為母親,這也太失職了吧。」聽到這話,兒子立刻擋在傅宥禮面前,朝著我的背影大聲喊道:「爸爸,你別管她,她居然連我的生日都不記得了!」雖然生氣,可他的眼眶卻紅了。像是受了天大的委屈。傅宥禮看了眼兒子,幾番猶豫,最終還是將他抱在了懷裡。「別生氣了,爸爸和許阿姨陪你過生日。」說完便找了個位置坐下。餐廳的氣氛很好,生日蛋糕也很好吃。可傅宥禮的腦海中卻不斷浮現出我離開的身影,頻頻出神。兒
接過護士給的電話,我打給了傅宥禮。第一通電話直接被掛斷。接著是第二通、第三通、第四通……直到第九通電話,才終於有人接聽。「誰啊?」許青怡嬌媚的聲音傳來,像是剛經歷完一場床上運動。準備說出口的話就這樣凝結在嘴邊。我用力掐了自己一把才回過神,平靜疏離:「我是林紓俞,我找傅宥禮。」電話那頭的呼吸一窒,許青怡的聲音變得嬌羞:「是弟妹啊,宥禮在洗澡呢,剛剛出了汗,現在可能不太方便。」「你有什麼事就先跟我說吧,免得再打下一通,畢竟……我們現在只是中場休息,等下還要忙……」我垂下頭,忍住眼裡的澀意:「不用了。」掛斷電話,我看向還在等著回答的護士,有些語塞。我該告訴她我的老公不會
我懶得理他,語氣無波無瀾:「不好意思,我不會當媽媽,你讓許青怡當吧。」我說的是真心話,傅宥禮卻莫名熄了火。他看了我好幾眼,然後拿出一盒已經涼透了的海鮮粥放到桌上。「當著孩子的面別胡說,這是我親手熬的粥,特地給你帶的。」我倒水的動作一頓,眼裡閃過諷刺和悲涼。我看過了許青怡昨晚更新的朋友圈。一張穿著圍裙,在廚房熬粥的背影。配文:【大家都喜歡瘦瘦的,只有你讓我好好吃飯。】儘管燈光很暗,我還是一眼就看出那個人是傅宥禮。畢竟他左手的無名指上,還戴著我們的結婚戒指。現在,也不見了。察覺到我的眼神,傅宥禮下意識看向已經變得空蕩的無名指。臉上閃過一絲不自然。「戒指給小怡了,她想借去