บททั้งหมดของ Stained Love: บทที่ 191 - บทที่ 200

"Why?" Mayra asked boring her eyes into Roy's soul.When she looked towards him, he felt like he had been seen from the inside out. All his life has been read like an open book by her.Like there are no secrets, no emotions, no struggles hidden behind his strong aura.Like the wall that he has built in these past twenty years has been shattered into pieces.Like he is back to being that little kid, so pure, so loving, and full of hope.But he knew that he had disappointed her. He broke her trust with his suspicion and behaviour. He broke their friendship.The guilt was easily visible on his face but he had to answer. He had to try to explain to her that he was manipulated, not just by Rakaa but also by his mind.The mind that has always told him that he doesn't deserve happiness, that made him turn his back on the entire world and punish himself for being unable to protect Kiyaa.'I don't deserve her forgiveness...' Roy thought and stared down at his hands with regret.He was not in t

"Because I have had enough..." Ved responded as he turned to face her with a cold gaze.He seemed as strange as the first day he met her, in that filthy prostitute house, looking down on people and the place. But still, he cared for her from the first day itself. He could have left and let her get the punishment they gave the girls but he couldn't. He knew that Mayra was different from all those girls drooling over him so that he chose them. He saw innocence in her eyes as soon as her eye met his.Just like the other day, his blue orbs met hers and they both felt so strangely connected that they kept looking into each other's eyes.Mayra wanted to utter something, ask him what was wrong, but nothing seemed so right to be asked. She wanted the time to pass and Ved to just know it by reading her eyes that she didn't want him to leave.Ved just stared back at her to see if she says something but to his disappointment, she didn't. He was angry at her, for not accepting him, for not accep

Mayra's POVIsn't it an irony?All my life I have been seeking a choice of making decisions and when I really got it, I chose what's not good for me.We all have made bad decisions in life but I have taken the worst ones. I craved happiness but it seems like I have been away from it because I was scared of the day when the happiness fades away and my life again fills with sadness.How can I be so selfish that I completely ignored Ved's misery?He stood there with me in every situation but I was the one who always ran away when things went wrong.He gave me strength when we lost our child when he too was suffering from the same loss.He gave up on me for my safety, even when he could have cared less and made me his, he chose my safety.He broke out of every single relationship for me, isolated himself for years for me, and kept himself away just so that I could be safe.How can I be so self-centered that I chose pain not just for me but for him too?I glanced around the room to see emp

Ved felt an overpowering joy when he realized that this was not a dream but a reality. He wanted her to accept them for so long and when she really had, he was afraid that this could be a dream.Ved picked Mayra up and placed her gently on the dining table, not leaving her lips for a second with his. They both did not care about the coffee that was spilled on the table, not about the servants who were chuckling listening to their moans, not about the whole goddam world because they had been waiting for this day for long enough.Mayra held Ved's collar and pulled him closer, crossing her legs behind him. There was no space left between them but still, they wanted to be closer if it was possible. Ved held Mayra's waist in one hand and cupped her cheek with another, sucking her lips slowly. The passion was igniting their bodies, satisfying their souls."Oh get yourself a room already!" Jay's voice stopped them from their quality time as Ved pulled back from her and glanced towards the en

"Maybe we should take it slow this time..." Ved mumbled.Mayra raised one brow and looked at Ved with a small yet confident smile. For her, it was not a big thing as she craved for Ved, not just his body, and the assurance that she had Ved with her right now was enough for her to be happy."Okay..." Mayra responded with a chuckle and started having her food which shocked Ved.He was expecting Mayra to whine a little as he explained why he was scared of going so fast this time but her giving such a reaction made him think about his decision again. "So you okay? With going slow?" Ved asked again as he was not sure about her response."Yeah, why not?" Mayra responded without a crack on her face which assured Ved that she was serious about this."Have this..." Ved said placing another sandwich on her plate."No, I can't. I am already full..." Mayra said pouting which made Ved chuckle."You know how to get what you want. Don't you?" Ved mumbled with a smirk."Yeah, I do..." Mayra responde