11.The vision

After 5 years, Maia point of view: I can’t take my eyes off my cactus, which proudly standing in OUR bathroom, of OUR house. Kai's and mine. Cactus decorated with dark red flowers, I gave it to myself. I found him in a small flower shop, in the outskirts of town. As soon as we settled into our new home, I wanted a plant that would enliven the white, cold walls. I was expecting a big green plant, something like a tree with big leaves, but those big, white, cold walls are still naked. I can’t say that I love flowers or appreciate when people give them to me. Yes, plants can hurt when someone gives you it for apologies then flowers become the symbol of pain. I know that pain, it’s more painful than injury from the body. Cactus injured by barely visible needles, the body is permeated by unrestrained pain, which is not easy to eliminate without removing all the causes of pain. This plant, makes me smil

Huling Na-update : 2021-04-04

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12. Pleasure of pain

Maias point of view: future All the time I felt those goosebumps when he was near me. I didn’t want to show him, how deeply I was affected by him, by his appearance, so I just casually took my eraser and slowly began to clean the mirror. It was a bad idea because now I could see his muscular body, and my heart began to beat quickly and loudly. I think he could hear it. Because now I could see a small smile on the corner of his lips like he knew how desperate was beating my heart for him. He stands right behind me, three times taller, four times bigger, that behind him I just disappear. His eyes lustfully looking to me from my legs he slowly looks to my necks then he ties to find my eyes in the mirror, there is a tense aura in that way he looks at me, but his hands do not dare to touch my body, if he would be in fear that I may disappear right in front of him, like a fog. I wiped through my long hair with a towel, so careful

Huling Na-update : 2021-04-11

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13. Wait, what's wrong with your eyes?

“-Hey my little boy, about what are you talking?” I hugged him so tight I could feel as our hearts began to beat quicker. Did he notice anything? Jesus how it affects Orest? I never thought that he knew something is wrong between me and Kai. I took his both cheeks with my hands and I looked into his oceans’ eyes.“I never going to leave you. How can you say that? I’m going to come back just maybe in late time when you will be sleeping, but I never leave you do you understand that?”’ My voice was a little bit with anger, that he thought that I can leave him, but soon I softened my gaze, he is just afraid, he is still a little boy, my little boy.“-I…I just dreamed that you left and forget us, you didn’t want to come back.” He whispered and his lover loupe began to tremble and the tears began to make him wet his eyes. “I don’t want to go sleep if you go alone.”“-It is only

Huling Na-update : 2021-05-08

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Lahat ng Kabanata ng On your knees: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 13

11.The vision

12. Pleasure of pain

13. Wait, what's wrong with your eyes?