I have come this far, I don't know what waits for us behind that door. Absolute chaos is about to erupt, is she even there, will this end the way that we have planned to for days. The minute I step through that door there is no turning back.  Jackson ~”Kick the damn thing down. They know we are here.”  

My wedding is in three days, I am nervous. In less than a year I fell in love with a mafia boss, became a mafia queen and did some scary ass shit. Now I am about to get married and we having a baby in nine months.  Talk about crazy.  The big question on everybody's lips.  Is Kay still going to be a mafia queen?  My answer I don't know.  Every day I think about our baby, every day I think that I should not take the chance. If something has to happen, it will devastate Jackson and probably ruin our marriage.  Kayley ~”Jackson, baby.”  Jackson ~”Yes baby.”  Kayley ~”I have been thinking.”  Jackson ~”Am I going to like this?” 

So Jackson has called off the wedding and also ended our relationship.  I am left here alone with my damn hormones and shitty morning sickness.  And now the asshole is banging on the door.  Jackson ~”Kayley are you okay?”  Kayley ~”What does it sound like Jackson?”  Jackson ~”Just open the fucking door.”  Kayley ~”Just go away.”  Jackson ~”Kayley open the door.”  Kayley ~”Go away.”  Jackson ~”I will kick this door down.”  Kayley ~”Then how do I come to the bathroom?”  Jackson ~”Open the damn door then.”

He has moved back into our room and there is nothing that I am happier about. It feels good to have him back in my bed but I feel like a bus and his heavy ass is making it worse.  Kayley ~”Jackson!”  Kayley ~”Wake the hell up.”