#song Craig Lucas - Hearts Exposed Aaron I haven't felt like this in a long time. I had lost all hope in love; the kind of life that ignites your soul with passion , fire, and flame . Being together with Lexi without any interruptions, has been like heaven . Strangely enough it feels so totally new. I am falling in love again and this time it's different. We both speak the same love language; she is responsive, doesn't bite my head off and we are both very giving.  I paid her back in full for waking me up with awesome head this morning. It was already twelve thirty in the afternoon and she was still knocked out cold. I am addicted to Alexis and I am not getting off her anytime soon... except for when I also need my morning dose of her. She looks so peaceful like an angel. I didn't want the moment I was in to end, I wanted to bottle it up and keep it forever. I leaned down to kiss her foreh

 Aaron A wise woman once told me that; there is no such thing as coincidence, you're either meant to cross paths again or meet at a later stage. I am messing up what she said and she would correct me if she could. My day was eventful and I hadn't anticipated it to end the way it did after what happened. When I called Lexi she picked up and didn't hang up on me . I told her that I wanted to really see her and I was invited to a dinner I almost forgot about but Amy called me and I said yes. It turns out we were invited to the same dinner and I was seated next her. She looked amazing with the pink top and her hair tied up in a pony tail .Her eyes looked a bit swollen but she looked beautiful. I hated myself for what happened but as long as my sister is in good hands and my son is okay ... I am fine ... well half fine because I missed my girlfriend. When I made it to the restaurant with Amy; Tina , and Gavin on time and we were seated after getting Amy

 Aaron  I am a very happy Man . My son is happy , I have the an amazing girlfriend and its almost time for summer holidays. Tina is still hanging out with Mia and pretending to be something she isn't. Gavin loves her and he is willing to doo anything including going to couples therapy. We were both invited to Bryan's Gala dinner . He was still with Sarah and he was going to propose to her tonight . I wasn't okay with Simon Nathan Lindsey being in the same room as us . Mary was recovering well and they told me that she would be out soon sometime this week . They told me they'd let me know .Lexi is the best thing I never knew I needed until she happened . She is the right woman for me . I know this because my son isn't scared of her in anyway ; in fact they are good friends and that's a good sign. We missed her when she had to go back home; so a couple of weeks ago I gave her the extra set of keys I had . Mary had her own set; so did Dave

 Alexis  I couldn't say what I wanted to say.  " What, do you have feelings for me is that it. What now that you see me with someone else and your boyfriend isn't all that clean...I cut him off mid way;" Na ah don't throw stones I love him . He did what he had to do to survive. He has been through enough already. " What fucking . That's what he did right?"I felt the urge to protect Aaron. " Ryan what has gotten into you. He is your friend. "" Yes and your lover. I can't watch you waste your life with him. Have you any idea how I've been feeling for the past six months?"" No . ""Exactly." " Then tell me . I am so sorry you had to find out about your girlfriend this way."Ryan ran his hands through his hair and covered his face . Without hesitation I gave him a hug; he hugged me back and started crying..." She told me ab

 Aaron " No they are about to serve dinner . I will meet you inside . I need to go clean my face up and redo my make up."For the first time for duration of my relationship with Alexis ; I felt like I was a stranger to her within seconds she had put up her titanium wall and walked away.  I made it back to our table and everyone was okay .As soon as I sat down Bryan looked at me all remorseful l and I grimaced. Within a couple of minutes dinner was served and Lexi was missing in action. She appeared five minutes later from the direction of the ladies room . As soon as she sat down one of the servers brought her dish. She gave me a peck on the cheek and pretended to be okay and started eating . once we were all finished desert came out . It was chocolate cake and ice-cream, with either a shot of whiskey on the side or half a glass of warm milk. I had asked the DJ to play (Lady Antebellum - Golden )earlier