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Chapter 222 Angelo I think I'm back to my normal self I'm in the me that likes to be in control and take over what needs to be taken over and do what needs to be done it's been a long couple of years and it's been a while since I can safely say that I'm becoming the person that I've always wanted to be but the only thing that's missing is one person they can make everything that I'm trying to do or with it and that's my wife. I knew that the kids were coming back home a bit later because they were spending time with my wife but I didn't know where they were. Like my mother and my brother , I too have eyes everywhere . I knew that getting to my father's because was going to be a mission but since my brother was there and my father mustn't there wasn't going to be a problem because the only person has a problem with me as my father and know that for a fact because he expected me to jump ship to him and stay there where he is with him but he wasn't giving me the platform I needed to b

Chapter 224 Angelo I was trying to understand what we will do things the way they do so that they are predictable but truth be told I have come to the conclusion that my life is unpredictable and it's the unpredictability of her that attracted me to her but not only that I didn't only see her and her unpredictability but I saw her and her heart . This morning I went out for a jog and it wasn't far from the property that my mother owned. I didn't understand why my wife loves talking and I didn't want to join her when she went out jogging and now I realized that it's the biggest mistake I've made because ever since I've started jogging , I started remembering all the times I woke up and Cleo was out jogging . I can see why she loved it because it was really relaxing and you could refocus your thoughts and think clearly. The views on this part of the world weren't too bad either, they kind of reminded me of my father's beach resort but these figures are even better because the beaut

Chapter 226 Angelo We always make sure that the kids are well taken care of and that they are safe and I always make sure that the kids are ok even if we go out or even if we are near water because I know that accidents can happen on sometimes it's no one's fault but in this case I feel so guilty my wife might feel guilty but I'm the one who was taking care of the kids and she was the one who was coming in for dinner by invite from our baby girl who is no on a ventilator. The last thing I wanted to do was just cause discord within our family because everything was going well until that game that I had tendered and the night that I lost control it wasn't entirely of my own doing but some of the stuff that I said was what I was feeling and it came out wrong way I know I should have just told my wife what I had heard and what I didn't believe because I didn't believe what that one was telling me. Even though she isn't saying it, Cleopatra thinks that I wanted to believe the lies I wa

Chapter 228Angelo There are days when you know you've messed up do you need to take accountability for the mess you've made I used to know how to hide the stuff that I did that was messy but now that I'm married I can't do that I realized that it is selfish and it is just plain disrespectful to do things behind someone's back without seeing if there's a way to deal with a problem head on.Addictions don't just appear out of nowhere they are a result of an accumulation of coping mechanisms and once you find a coping mechanism use it as a coping mechanism until you realize that your coping mechanism is either healthy or unhealthy. I always had an addictive personality and at some point they thought that I was using my wife as a drug you can never get rid of the water marks that are left after your former life which you can do is learn from the mistakes that you've made and try to be a better man in my case relapsing is becoming pretty normal because I haven't been in control of my own

Chapter 230 Angelo There is something sweet about falling is the free fall and the knowledge of knowing that we're about to fall over into something that's good or fall from grace but falling is the sweetest feeling ever until it's not until you hit the ground and we had to grind you realize the gravity of the situation that you've created by falling from grace when Mike is falling off the wagon again because I promised my wife that I would not subject her to what I submitted her too and yet I'm doing it again. I submitted my other girlfriends to my drinking to my drug use and two pretty much bad behavior but with her I want to change I don't want to be the same day hours after it's so much for so long to tell myself that I don't deserve anything but that happens to me or everything that's happening to me as of my own doing yes some of the stuff that's happened to me as of my own doing and I take full responsibility for it but some of the things that I did or not. I didn't ask to