Semua Bab Alpha Jasper : Bab 21 - Bab 30

~TheaWe made it back to Jasper's car, a silence stretching between us.With him by my side, not a single person even glanced at me, let alone snuck me a sly comment, or grabbed at me. Jasper was like a walking wall of security, ensuring unknowingly, that no one tried anything with me."Where did you go?" Jasper decides to ask, once we are in his car, drowning out most of the street noise and tacky shop music.I made the decision moments ago not to tell him about the man in the alleyway, or the man in the bar. Both were creepy and something I want to forget, and never have to deal with again in my life. This Pack is too much for me, and I want out right now. "Just a bar to think. I overreacted about my Uncle, or lack thereof. I just don't understand who would do that," I say, my comment making Jasper sigh. Even though I can't read minds, It is fairly obvious that Jasper wonders the same thing.Clearly, someone had used magic to find where I was staying with Jasper, and send a note th

~TheaGroaning, I stuff my head deeper into my pillow. The burden of what I committed to last night weighed heavily on my shoulders, as did my splitting headache. Rolling over, I stuffed my head into the pillow, wishing I could say the word and this hangover I granted myself with would just disappear.Memories of last night are a jumbled mess in my mind. Asher's golden eyes, and Jasper's violet ones are in there somewhere. And did I...?The way I got out of bed so fast, was potentially dangerous. Flinging the sheets off my legs, I acknowledge my lack of clothes before I make it out the door, shrugging a shirt on with pants to follow. I may be known to make some mistakes, but there is no way I'm letting Jasper or Asher see me in just my bra and underwear.Jasper was walking back down the hallway, when I open the door, hair a mess, with my clothes in a disarray. "Good morning-""Did we...?" I question, both of us pausing in front of each other. "We didn't right."At first, it looked a

~TheaThe sun had hardly rose when I next opened my eyes. It had to be at the beginning of dawn, which was surprising since I never woke up this early."Oh Goddess," I drawl, running a hand down my face as I sit up.Did I really do that last night, or was it a wild dream? It can't of been, I remember the feeling so well...His fingers, his eyes, his everything. It was so real, and so was the fact that I had committed to it, wanting with every ounce of my body.Clambering out of bed, I throw my hair into a ponytail, and form a semblance of an outfit that might be suitable for a walk outside. Right now, I need to clear my head.Jasper is bound to be awake, since he doesn't need to sleep, being a Phantom Wolf and all, so going out the front door wasn't really an option. After last night, I don't want to see him yet, and something tells me he won't want me to go wandering outside this early in the morning in a place I don't know completely yet.Instead, I zipped up my coat and opened my be

~Thea The closer we got to the Love Pack, the more my nerves set in. The last time I was there, Luca was too, and the idea of him still being there had me fidgeting anxiously, having to sometimes resort to itching my thigh to keep my hands from quivering. Not even the idea of seeing yet another Alpha was worrying me as much as this...Jasper hadn't said another word about what might be wrong with me, and honestly, I'm too afraid to ask. By the constantly stricken look on his face, and the way his hands clenched till his knuckles were white on the wheel, I had a feeling this was something I'm not going to like.The good part about this whole thing, is that I'm going back to the Love Pack.Something about it contents me, makes me feel peaceful and docile. For a start, the snow is a beauty to look at, and in the Love Pack, there is no lack of it. Despite the situation, we are going back to the Pack of Love, and I can't wait.The moment we drive past the entrance, emerging into another

~TheaJasper paced in front of me.I sat on the edge of the bed, my leg stretched out in front of me. The blanket was still wrapped around my waist, but honestly, I don't care anymore. Too many things swim in my mind, trying to fit somewhere, but it was failing, leaving me feeling empty, and numb."I don't want to die," I say softly, watching Jasper as he thinks.Malik had given us some space to talk things through, to discuss how Jasper was going to end my life. However, the moment we were left alone, Jasper was starting to realise he was actually going to stop my heart from beating, and I realised this is really happening."I'm sorry to have dragged you into this mess," Jasper murmurs, finally coming to a stop. I've never seen him look so lost, so distraught in a situation. He isn't holding himself together as well as I have seen him do, and it doesn't help my jittering nerves.I sigh deeply, trying to get some breath into my lungs. "It's not your fault. It didn't, I would be dead b