บททั้งหมดของ In Search of Love Season 1: บทที่ 121 - บทที่ 130

IVANA'S POV:I got out of my thoughts when the sunrays peeped through the window on my face. I gathered all the photographs that were spread on sofa and kept it back to wardrobe. I saw my face in mirror and all I could see was a broken version of myself. No matter how strong I try to be, this day makes me weak and makes me realise that I can never be strong.I couldn't sleep for whole night. I was silently shedding tears since yesterday night with the hope that my tears may wash off this day. But as every year, I'll have to go through this day again. I walked with all those photographs towards sofa last night, peeping back to the times when I used to be happy, when I used to be loved and when I used to be excited for my birthday. But now, I just hate hate and hate this day.My eyes were all puffed so I did a little makeup today. I don't want to show my vulnerability to anyone. He was still sleeping so I didn't want to disturb him. I prepared breakfast for him an

JUSTIN'S POV:I was exactly afraid of this. She ran away from there and everyone started  panicking."Oh no! What will we do now?" said Miya."Where did she go?" asked Nancy."I'll go see, just wait here." I walked out of the room saying so and started searching for her. I looked after every corner of the company but she was nowhere. So I walked out of the company and there she was, in the backyard.I could feel that she was crying. When I approached near her, she turned towards me. I felt really uneasy."Why.... why did you do all this? Sob sob... You know right? You know that I hate this day. Sob sob.... You know what this day has snatched from me right?""I know Ivana. But...""I thought you cared for me. Sob sob... I thought you respected my emotions. But you proved me wrong. Sob sob... You even made joke of my emotions.""No Ivana, I...""Why did you make fun of me and my emotions? Sob sob... You know th

IVANA'S POV:Getting up this morning, I was feeling different vibes. I was in his strong arms wrapped comfortably. This made my mood, extremely good. I don't know if I'm being selfish but I want to wake up everyday in his arms.I still remember that day when I was scared as hell when I found myself in his arms for the first time. But today, I was feeling protected in his arms. I want to feel the warmth of his arms, everyday like this.I trailed my hand over his smooth hairs. He looks, amazingly handsome, especially when he's sleeping this peacefully.(Kisses on his forehead.)What.. did I... (Gets herself free from his grip slowly and runs to washroom.)What did I do? What would've happen if he'd have woken up? What would've he thought about me if he would've found me kissing on his forehead? (Trails fingers on her lips and a smile creeps on her face.) I don't know what's all this happening to me. I want to be with him, care for

JUSTIN'S POV:I never knew dancing in rain is so much fun! I had never imagined myself dancing like there's no tomorrow under the rain like this but... it's awesome!I was dancing with her hands in hands but then we both started dancing freely on the beats. I was dancing on my own and when I looked around, she was smiling at me. Looking at her smile, I got a smile on my face too.She walked towards me with the same smile and said something. But I couldn't hear her properly due to rain."What did you say? I didn't hear you.." I shouted so that she'll hear me."Looks like you enjoyed it..." She too shouted and that's when I realized that we were on middle of the road. Damn! What if anyone finds me like this? Oh shit!I hurriedly walked back to the car but then she was still there. So I walked back and held her hand and made her sit in the car while I sat on the driver seat."What happened to you?" She asked me as she was shocked due to

IVANA'S POV:Next morning, I found myself on his arms again. But today, I was not as happy as other days. After whatever happened yesterday, I don't think he'll ever love me like I do. This realization makes my heart ache.We had our breakfast in pin drop silence today. The awkwardness between us was the absolute reason why the drive to office was silent as well. Neither he tried to talk to me nor I had that courage.We both were kind of avoiding each other but this silence was piercing my heart. I wish even he would feel like that. We both were quiet until Edward brother came up to us to invite us for lunch.We three were having lunch when Edward brother initiated the conversation."Justin, are you ready for tomorrow?""Kind of..." he replied without looking at us. "And are you ready sister? After all, Mrs. Merchant should definitely support Mr. Merchant in this special day." I chocked on his words."Easy sister easy. Do