Lahat ng Kabanata ng On The Verge Of It: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Aubree's Pov*Now*"I'm sorry Jaden, I had no idea." I said, looking into those eyes, which were full of fear and anxiety.How could I even think that he, out of all these people would hurt me? How could I even deny the love that he gave me, when his love was all that I desired for, since the beginning of time? Why? What had happened to me?Had I never thought that if he falls in love with me, my life would be all right, it would be the best part of my life. Knowing that the one I loved, loved me back. But then why did I tell him that I hated him, when in reality, he was the one I desired for, all my life.I had always thought that those ten years of my life would be the best time of my life. But seriously, was it? I was almost raped by the dance instructor that I trusted the most. What if Jaden hadn't come in time that day to rescue me? I had been doing drugs. I was sent to the rehab centre, from where I ran. I w

Let's just skip the time some more.Three months later... .. .Aubree's PovIt was finally happeneing!Tonight, the bride stood in her attire, dressed up in an elegant white gown, whose fabric swayed over her waist, kissing her curves and, making her blush at all the right places. Her veil was up on her head, and her hair was trailed up into an elegant bun. The makeup artist had performed wonders. Not that she did not look good without makeup, but tonight, the makeup she had on, made her look even more good.Just looking at her standing that way with a bouquet of red roses in her hands, was making us all cry with joy. And I being the maid of honour on the wedding of my best friend was feeling as if I were the luckiest person on this planet. I had dreamt about this day since the day I first realised that they both were in love with each other, and that was during our college times, which was almost

Aubree's Pov*Then*Their was no light. I was walking down the street and suddenly, all the street lights went off. I was scared.It was dark alone, that brought out the worst in me. Nothing else had the ability to scare me off like darkness did. It felt like I were not able to breathe. Like breath was being sucked out of my lungs, as if life was getting pumped out of my heart.I could not breathe, I could not feel my heart pumping blood within me. If this wasn't the worse, I heard wolves howling just nearby. I was so scared, that I thought I might pass out. It was way too much to bear.Just then, I felt my hand within someone else's hold. Someone was walking beside me, and even though I could not see him, I knew who he was. He had always been there, whenever I needed him, he came along. Even today.My eyes opened at that same moment and I realised that I were sleeping and thi

Aubree's Pov*Then*I could feel the touch of his hands, as they began to roam my body, drawing tiny circles on them, as he kissed the fuck out of my neck. I did admit that it felt good, but I never imagined that this is how my experience with Jaden would feel.I held his hands once, which were soft and warm, but today, his hands were rough and cold, making me slightly cringe at the thought of kissing him back.He began to kiss me all along again, and this time, I could feel something, but it wasn't so good."Jaden.. " I moaned, while his lips sucked my earlobe.After sometime, he stopped. Just laid beside me and began to stare at the ceiling."I'm leaving." He said.It was then that I realised that it wasn't Jaden. It was Matt. This is why it felt so bad, but then why did I think about Jaden? I was totally over it, it had been a few years since

Aubree's Pov*Then*Matt was a druggist, he took advantage of me a million times. But it was all okay for me at that time, because he never hurt me. He actually loved me more than anything and he knew that I never could love him back. I screamed Jaden's name a million times while he was making me come. But he never said anything. He just walked away on me, because it was the best for the both of us. He knew it, and so did I.Sebastian was yet another case. He did drugs. He was extremely alcoholic. And he never stepped out of his room without being high. If Matt was a druggist and I was an alcoholic, then Seb was the king of us all.I just wanted a person by my side so desperately that I almost forgot that who I was dealing with. It was Seb, and you never mess around with guys like them. I knew this ever since he taught us how to dance. He never tolerated tardiness, or something wrong that you d