Lahat ng Kabanata ng Emerald Eyes: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 6

Do you know how it feels like to be broken? Lost? Confused?   I think I do. Ever since this weird thing started showing, my life has never been normal. I became emptier than I've ever felt before. The vines of despair are holding me tight. Should I hold on to it too?   I let out a loud, exasperated breath. I am now again lost in my darkest thoughts. This happens from time to time especially when I'm left alone. Even if I try not to think about it, the thoughts would just immediately rush out like the water from a broken faucet wanting to be fixed.   I stared at the students walking along the hallways of the university. I’m currently leaning on the wall, waiting for my dear friend to fucking show up. It’s already been an hour for Pete’s sake!   "Heavenly!"   Almost everyone&

After a few seconds, I saw Dad going down the stairs and he saw us cuddling on the couch.    "Heavenly, how are you?" I faintly smiled at him too and said the same thing I told Mom a while ago. He just nodded at me and went to the kitchen to check up on Mom who I think is still not done cooking.    Dad is strict, but I know that he loves us... so much. But it doesn’t change the fact that I still hold a grudge against him for almost making me take those crazy medicines. I just can’t believe that they trusted the doctor’s words more than mine.   However, when he saw how I was so against it to the point that I chose to live separately from them, he stopped insisting eventually. At least they realized that I am still sane.   A few more minutes passed before Mom called us to eat. There are no guests, j

Colleen was just silently trailing me from behind like some dog who just got scolded by its owner. I thought she will finally remain silent but the moment we got out of the library, she started talking again.    “What the hell was that for?! Why are you being so grumpy? Now, we can’t visit the library for about a week. What’s with you?!”   I didn’t answer and just continued walking. I know I’m at fault so I’m not saying anything about the librarian. Normally, I would have badmouthed her just now.   Colleen went in front of me and spread both of her arms to stop me from walking. I glared at her but she glared back so I rolled my eyes and shook my head out of irritation.   “Seriously, what happened?” She started to sound worried.   &ld