All Chapters of Screaming Hearts: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

Luckily, Aira sent me to the station on time. Right after I sat down on my designated seat, the train began to move away. I couldn't stop my tears that they fell non-stop from my eyes. I felt suffocated that I would not see my child anymore. I was poured with unfortunate events in life and I felt jealous of those people who are happy and living life to the fullest. Am I cursed? I couldn't stop myself to think about the thing."Are you alright?" A woman in front of me asked worriedly. As I couldn't hide my cry, I told her that I'm just sad leaving the city because I will definitely miss my family. But the truth, my heart was bleeding deeply and I couldn't understand my intense emotion. I felt like my stomach churned uncontrollably on the swirling storm of my sentiments. I was like floating in the air because of my chaotic mind and heart.Am I a bad mother for abandoning my child? Will Louie forgive me in the future? What will be Brent and his family think of me? That I'

I shook my head and right away disconnected his hand from mine. "I don't want to," my breath hitched. He narrowed on my response, "Why?" and asked in dismay."I don't deserve you," I bowed my head, "I'm not worthy of you," and added softly. I felt ashamed that I wronged him in the past. It was enough that he forgave my mistake but for us to be together again is not workable.I didn't want to be connected with him anymore aside from sharing our son. I wanted to refrain from him because I didn't want to suffer in the end. From the very beginning, we aren't born for each other. In short, we're the total opposite in all aspects. I wouldn't find the peace and happiness that belongs to me if I insist on him. I fake a cough to ease my emotion because our conversation had gotten deeper. "Let's not force to be together because things will never be the same between us," I reasoned casually but he wasn't backing down."Kelsie, I'm willing to compromise for you

My eyes broadened on the engagement ring that he once gave to me. I was astonished that he kept it with him for the past three years.He inhaled a deep breath, "My world went upside down when Hunter returned this to me," he was looking at the ring lovingly. "I kept this because I hoped that one day we'll see each other again," he spoke affectionately. "No one deserves to own this but you," he emphasized his words and I felt like my heart would explode in happiness.He lifted his gaze to meet mine and my tears brimmed instantly. "Let's get married, baby," he muttered carefully while looking at me with so much love and desire. I gasped and covered my mouth in the palm of my hand in surprise. He did not ask me and I must say, it was an order."Are.. are you sure?" I was startled at how fast he wanted to make things between us. He pursed his lips into a thin line, "Never been sure," and slipped the band on my ring finger. I was dumbfounded with parted lips at the si

We were at one of the guestrooms which Brent customized as Louie's room. "You've got him a lot of toys," I murmured at the sight of different kinds of plaything. I told him not to shower our son with so many toys because he's growing fast and his preferences change quickly. Not to mention that some of the toys have not been opened yet from their boxes. A total waste of money."Baby, would you like to visit mom and dad in San Francisco?" Brent sounded careful. My heart pulsated on the thought of how am I going to face his parents after what happened. I felt ashamed for everything and for evading them in the past. Maybe it already instilled in their minds how mess I am and disrespectful. It would be awkward to mingle with them after all.When he noticed that I wasn't able to utter a word, "No pressure. If you're not comfortable then it's fine," he spoke softly and kissed my temple gently. I felt guilty that I'm making his life harder in between my infirmities. I faked a

I could say that I have a great time spending my time with Brent's family again. I never thought that I could be as worry-free after all the misfortune I suffered in the past. As we were walking towards the Land Cruiser in front of Davis's mansion, "Darling, I'll be having a birthday celebration in LA in the next two weeks," Natalia told me in good spirits. "It would be a happy birthday for me if you could come and celebrate with us," the excitement in her tone was evident.I knew that she's saying it carefully because she doesn't want me to feel hesitant. She's aware that I was aloof ever since before. As I didn't want to disappoint her, "I will," I replied calmly. After all, I needed to make up with them and to show my support for her celebration is a sign of gratification.Our flight back to LA was smooth and safe. We reached our place before midnight with a knocked down Louie on his father's nook. I set foot in relief as the torn that's buried inside m