Chapter 30: The world inside a novel I am lying if I said I didn't like our date. It was actually memorable. I actually enjoyed it. If not for Rosine, I would enjoy the whole date but she just had to mess it up. While riding the roller coaster, I was in a turmoil of emotions. It was a mixed feeling of happiness, sadness, and frustration. I raised my arms and shouted the things I have always wanted. Unbeknownst to me, tears started streaming down my cheeks and Jean seemed worried about me. I can't tell him that I wanted to go back. 'He might think I'm crazy.' Even after the ride, I kept crying and crying. He handed me his handkerchief and I used it to wipe my tears. He seemed really worried about me, giving me piggy back ride again and driving really fast. I was thankful to him for that. I feel asleep and only when I woke up, the maids told me Jean frant

Chapter 32: What is the best feeling? "Lady, are you sure the Young Master would be fine?" "Do you want me to go back and check on him, is that what you want to say?""No, but the Madam…" "Don't worry about it and just go." After arriving at the mansion, the driver kept asking me if Jean would be okay. 'He isn't the male lead for no reason.' This trivial thing is nothing to him but an annoyance. I just wanted him to see what irritating means and what annoying feels like. Like an annoying mosquito buzzing in your ear at night. I don't have time to worry about him. I need to worry about myself first. I'm sure that he won't be angry by this small thing. His driver is only one call away [I'll be there to save the day~ lol]. As I walked inside our mansion, I unexpectedly bumpe

Chapter 34: It's okay to be a little bit selfish   "Heather…"   "Really, I am fine so don't worry."   "But you looked pale."   "Did I say you can worry about me?"   I frustratingly replied to him. I didn't expect it.   All night long as I was staring at the jadeite necklace, I realized that I unknowingly changed something inside this novel. Even if it is my world now, I think that I don't have every right to change something.   I was also thinking about what happened in the school earlier because Jean said that to me instead of Rosine. It was very scary.    His eyes looked at me with such affection.   'No, Jean! Don't look at me like that!'   My hands trembled as I recalled how he said that.   With such tenderness in his voice, in dripping-honey tone,

Chapter 36: A breakfast with the Villain The next day when I woke up and looked at my reflection on the mirror, my eyes were swollen. It was like I put a large amount of prosthetics on it. "Ugh, why did I cry?" 『Because you're a cry-baby.』 "Who are you calling cry-baby? Isn't this your body, mind and heart?" 『But you're the one using it now.』 "You're really annoying! Why did you pull me in this body if you will always insult me?"『I told you already, because your soul is stronger than mine.』 "Then why didn't you pull in another soul instead of me?" I grumbled as I pressed ice cubes to my swollen eyes, which I got from calling a maid. That maid was confused as to why I would need an ice early in the morning and insisted to see me if I am hurt anywhere. Of course, I di

Chapter 38: When you're stressed, eat chocolate   "What are you doing early in the morning?"   "Why, of course I am greeting my two friends good morning ah!"   Rosine confidently said. Her eyes were twinkling as she looked dreamily at Jean.   Saying that we are friends without changing expression, I felt like vomiting. Is she hearing that what she's saying now is utterly ridiculous? As I've said before, no kid who grew up from a wealthy people like me and Jean would casually befriend her.   If that what she thinks is happening right now, it is called an impossible dream. After what she did to Heather in her last life, would I casually approach the one who killed her and make the most stupid thing to do – to befriend that same person who caused her death? I am still a sane person.   I secretly rolled my eyes at her. She's trying so hard