All Chapters of You are my FLAME: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

At midday, customers coming to the café had reduced rendering me to be bored. I was feeling lazy and irritated the whole day. My mood was oddly off, and I just wanted to sleep in all day.   Willie and Damon came to be with us taking a day off. Damon was so happy that his dad let him bunk school, and he was so excited to play games with me all day. But I couldn’t keep up with him for more than an hour so I let Sofia take care of him.   I took my sketchbook out after a long time. I didn’t have anything particular in my mind, so I just started drawing a beautiful dress I saw on TV. I was watching the met gala on TV a week ago, I was astonished by a dress worn by a popular model to the gala. I couldn’t take my eyes off of it.   It was a floor-length gown with a thigh-high slit and only one arm covered in fabric. The silhouette itself wasn’t exceptionally unique, but the pattern on the dress dropped my jaw. Reminiscent of bea

The wind that blows stops for no one, Like unfettered dreams, boundless and free. This spinning earth won't ever forget you. Each new day dawns just for you. A brand new day peeks from my heart. Awaken Oh, my soul Seize the day in your hands. And spread your brand new wings. Little by little, life's burdens start to weigh. With each new dawn, the longing heart pines away, As the days fly by, desires lay in wait When you speak with me, Hope blossoms anew. Tomorrow if I wake up beside you, A brand new path becomes ours. ................................................ “Will you stay with me forever?” he asked me. No matter when he asks me that question my answer will always be ‘yes’ but I didn’t say it out loud. I knew somethi

When you try your best but you don’t succeed,When you get what you want but not what you need,When you feel so tired but you can’t sleepStuck in reverse,And the tears come streaming down your face,When you lose something you can’t replace,When you love someone but it goes to waste,Could it be worse?Lights will guide you home And ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you.                           - Fix you, Cold play. ....................................................................... They have set the funeral soon for Jay’s mom after two days of her death and Jay’s uncle took care of everything for the funeral. Jay continued to stay with us even after the funeral. I didn’t know why he refused to stay with his uncle and grandma but they did

I once heard someone saying that you can never be too happy all the time and also you can never be too sad. The scale always balances. And it did in my life that day. I was so happy that day and the scale tipped the other side in the evening. But the saddest thing was, I never expected it to happen the way it happened. I woke up a little late, almost in the afternoon since I went to sleep late last night. I opened my eyes to see Vian’s face almost touching mine. ‘What a perfect way to wake up.’ One of his hands was lazily kept around my hip. I slowly moved my head back trying not to wake him up, and I stayed there in bed when I got the perfect full view of his body. I didn’t know how I stayed there like that. Watching Vian sleeping was never boring to me. When I realized we stayed in bed long enough, I kept my palm on his cheek calling his name to wake him up. He shuffled and mumbled in sleep. I brushed his hair backward calling his name again. That made him

It was one fine morning, but when I opened my eyes, waking up, memories flooded back reminding me of all the pain I was going through. It’s been like this for almost a year after I left it all behind in the old town. When I came home to London, I acted strong and faked my happiness but that didn’t help me. The more I ran from my pain it caught up to me really fast. My mind went somewhere for a second, and I started having episodes of panic starting to cry in the middle of my work.   I didn’t know how to cope with that huge loss in my life. I grew up with Jay and Vian. They were like a part of me and I had no idea how to live without them. It’s not like I get a manual or something. The days went by without getting enough sleep, not eating properly, and I felt like I was crying for my entire life.   I took three more part-time jobs to work along with the one I had in the pizza place. I kept myself busy and I never let myself get home until I w