Alle Kapitel von FATAL DESIRE: Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

8 daysYes, 8days of suspension and it was finally over. I don’t know how my Dad did it, he didn’t talk much about it, he only came home on a Sunday evening and told me to get ready to go back to class. It was almost starting to feel like I’ve been trapped in the house for decade – except when I’m out working in the ranch. So, you must understand how excited I was when my Dad told me that I’ve been called back.I have missed the school environment and it’s atmosphere. I’ve missed Emily too. In my eight days of suspension we never spoke on phone or even visited each other. Emily seemed to have distanced herself from me since the suspension. I didn’t want to think much about it, maybe she got slammed with homework.“Hey farm girl” a voice called out to me as I wade through the bustling hallway heading towards my locker.It was stupid Brad. I pretended I didn’t hear him and adjusted the iPod in

“widen your legs” Bay instructed.His voice alone makes the hole inside me to throb. I lifted my dress and spread my legs open. Slightly pinning them against the windshield.“You asked for a quick fuck. Then, I will make it quick” He said and curled his fingers around the edge of my panties “ I told you to stop wearing this Hailey” His breath rasped as he captures my lips into an intense kiss. “Why are you so stubborn?” He bite my lower lip hard enough to make writhe.I squirmed as his fingers rubbed on my clit through the silky lace of my panties. I couldn’t help the moisture that flooded them. I was throbbing with anticipation and he was enjoying teasing me. Bay slide my panties down and moved his hand to yank down the collar of my dress, my nipples beaded tight as he began sucking them into his mouth.“Spread out your legs for me Hailey. Wider! I want to see” He moaned against my mouth.Like a helpless lamb, ready and willing to be used as a sacrifice, I did as he

God! I think Jake has gone insane. He’d still want to be with me after all the horrifying things he just found out about me?. I had ruined his gorgeous face with my fingers, and here he is nuzzling up in my arms. I pulled away from him and faced the wall. The more I looked into his eyes, the more I get a magnetic pull towards him and I didn’t want that. I wanted to stop.“ You still think it’s wrong...? Hailey, no matter how many times you try to push me away I'd still be here. Deep down you love me and you don’t wanna let go. The depth of my love for is incomprehensible, my feelings for you are unimaginable. You complete me… stop pushing me away… look at me” “No Jake. I can’t” “ Why not? You can’t look at me because you're scared - scared that you've fallen madly in love me? You are scared of acceptance? I thought you are brave?" he asked and i hate that he is right. I have fallen in lo

“ I need to tell you something” I said to Bay, having successfully followed him into the male bathroom without being seen. Dumfounded, Bay stared up at me, water dropping from his wet hair trailed from the lines of his jaw to his chest, and down to his abs – crawling beneath the towel wrapped around his waist. “ You shouldn’t be in here” he warned. His head bent down, and he began massaging his wet hair with a white towel. When I wasn’t leaving, he turned his look on me “ didn’t you hear me? Hailey, leave now before the others comes in” “ I am not leaving until I talk to you. So, quit being a jerk and just listen” I voiced harshly. He chuckled in a way that I find offensive. I called him a jerk – so ?I swallowed hard, trying to focus with all the distractions on his bare body. Bay's body is smooth and his lips looked so fucking sinful – it can cause a lot of damages to a girls

When I confessed my love for Jake, I was certain. Very certain it was him that I want. He was calm, probably trying to digest my words. I gestured at him to come lay beside me. He scooted in against my side, I rested my chin on his chest and looked up at him. “ Promise you not gonna be mad at me”  I said as I sat up and folded my knees up to my chest. He rolled closer to me and prop his elbow up, resting his chin in his hand “ I’m listening” “ I love how much you respect me, and how much you care about me” i stroke a thumb on his jaw, gently pulling his beard. The expression on his face became intensely sexual “ you do?” He asked.“ Yes.. and I don’t want you to ever stop looking at me the way you do – like you are doing right now” we both let out a soft laugh “ After hearing what I’m about to tell you, please don’t ever stop Loving me”He stretched his arm out and stroke warm fingers along my cheek, I closed my eyes as he traced a path