All Chapters of FATAL DESIRE: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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The Audition
…Everything Mr. Gab was saying in the classroom was breezing behind me. My attention and senses was on the moving hands of the wall clock, waiting for it to hit at12 o’clock on the dot. My audition starts in 9 minutes and uncertainties was lurking around the edge of my subconscious mind.  My chin rested in my hand as I drool to the wall clock counting out the seconds left in my head… 5,4,3,2, and before the bell chimed I was already on my feet.       I heard Emily call out to me and without looking back at her i grabbed my guitar and breezed through the hallway into the audition room. A little queue of hopeful singers winds around the room. My nerve ramped when I caught glimpse of Claire and her click, Tammy and Diana on the judges table. She was definitely up to sabotage me. Our eyes met and she gave me a tight-lipped smile. She lowered her head and started whispering with the girls. Ya! They are definitely up to no good. 
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Love unbound
The next morning, Jake led me into the barn to help milk the cows. Bay led a tan cow down the center aisle past us. He shakes his head when he saw Jake and I, and walked down the aisle to cool off. Throughout the process of milking the cow he could not get his eyes off of me. I’ve been spending so much time with Jake the past few days and Bay hated it. After sometime he huffed and stormed off.Jake is an interesting guy, one that knows how to treat a woman and I loved that about him. I enjoyed spending time with him and I think I might just be falling for him too?  I found myself admiring all he does…  As he milked the cow, I couldn’t resist gulping to his flexed biceps, his strong jawline, his red lips, his thick blonde hair  and his sparkling eyes. He glanced up at me and my heart skipped.       “did you hear what I said?” he asked  I barely registered what he was saying as my memory was flooded with an illicit thoughts of we
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Teen love
There is a lot of debate and stigma that surrounds teen love. Many adults brush teen relationships off, believing that they are unable to stand the test of time. However, this believe is not entirely valid. Call it puppy love or lust there are many popular people who married their High School love, like Lebron James and Savannah Bronson. The only problem on my part is that I love three and do not  want to lose either of them. I cannot choose between them because I love different things about them.High School wasn’t a smooth ride for me. I was seen as a freak, a farm girl, a nerd and nobody wants to be linked or associated with me. My self esteem got crushed in our first year when Emily and I auditioned for Cheer. I  got booed out of stage when I fell flat on my ass. Emily followed me, even though she got in.  She is this friend that’d give up her dreams to see you happy. She’d never be in something I wasn’t in on. Emily was always there f
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When Love Breeze
…My Dad is running for Mayor? I could not place my finger on his sudden interest in politics. He maintained a very strict a-politicism, and would often narrow politics as a dirty game. This sudden declaration doesn’t sit well with me. He’d be running against very influential men. The likes of Mayor Gustavo, who’s end goal is to win even if it meant tramping on his opponents.I walked across a field and towards a groove of trees. I made my way through the trees to a clearing with a rearing fire pit. It’s my favorite part of the ranch, a spot where I’d often hide anytime I need alone time to think. I lost connection with my Dad the very day my mum left, and politics is definitely going to keep us farther apart. I’m just a young girl who wants a simple life, I wasn’t asking for too much. I sat by the fire gathering my thoughts when the trees rustled on the far side of the fire pit and Jake burst into the clearing. I start
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Road Trip to Oklay
I rushed upstairs and packed few of my basic essentials. Jake haven’t told me where he was taking me but I was very excited. I haven’t been on a road trip before, plus I’d like to drive. My Dad doesn’t let me get any close to his truck and I’ve been dying to drive since I got my driver’s license. Breezing downstairs my Dad was leaning on the door frame while Jake waited by his car. It was hard to envisage what was going on in his mind but he certainly wasn’t happy about letting me go. He’d never let me do anything he considered risk taking. Like when my class went on a hiking trip, when Emily’s mum invited me to go camping with them, going to an excursion was strictly under his watch too … a whole lot of fun stuffs he restricted me from doing because I’d get injured. I was surprised when he told me to go with Jake. Totally unlike him.I went up to him and placed a hand on his shoulder… He gazed at me for a moment and enveloped me into a hug.    &nb
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Love or Just Attraction
…."We could really get into a very fatal accident” I giggled, as Jake’s hand curl around the back of my neck, lightly teasing my skin.       “I’d die happy” he chuckled, trailing from my neck to the edge of my bra. I moaned as his knuckles brushed against my nipples. The overwhelming sensation made me to step my foot on the brake pedal. We jolted. My heart sank into my stomach. I exhaled, gathering my breath. I gave him a villainous glare and he shrugged.           “What?”        “If you are prepared to die, I’m certainly not gonna die with you”         “Fine, just keep your eyes on the road” he said and tapped a comforting hand on my lap. I started driving, this time at a very low speed. He trailed his fingers higher on my thighs and reached to stroke my
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The Losers T-shirt
I laid on my back all night staring blankly at the ceiling, reminiscing on my sexcapade with Jake. I had told myself it was a momentary madness that I’d be able to forget all about it if I stayed away from him. The physical effect of it still lingers.I hadn’t just marked him, along with the mark, I also bruised his emotions when I ignored his confession.  I didn’t know when I drifted to sleep but I was awakened at the crack of dawn by the beep beep sound of my alarm clock. I bolted upright on the bed, rubbed my bleary eyes with the back of my hand and lazily plopped back on top the bed. It was Monday, and I so freaking hate Mondays… I hated this particular Monday more because I will be cleaning the entire auditorium under Claire’s supervision as my punishment for missing rehearsal.I darted my hand on the table for my phone, sending other things flying to the ground. I grabbed my phone, swiped a thumb on it to unlo
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Obsessive
I didn’t want to think that Bay might not love me, that he’d never love me. I had less doubt, I knew that there was no room for maneuver but, I love him, I have given myself to him as well as taken from him. In school, Bay and Claire were always together all the time. I’d be lucky to catch a glimpse of him in the hallway. We don’t talk. We’ve never had an actual conversation except when he is whispering naughty things into my ears.In his grumpiness Claire was still able to make him laugh… a soft laugh, enough to expose his sparkling white orderly set of teeth. I am not able to compete with that… I was just stuck.The Day breezed by and I was almost done with my share of punishment when Emily entered the auditorium. She shook her head, the smile she gave me completely humorless. I gave her a squeezable look in return and she stalked up to me.       “what are you doing here?&rd
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Indecisive heart
I stepped out of the school compound and head towards the bus station when I saw Jake leaning on his back beside his car patiently waiting. He looked exhausted, like he’s been waiting for a long time. I wanted to snuck behind a car in the parking lot but he glanced up at me just in time. My blood pounded through my veins at the intense of his gaze. My heart leaped to my chest, my nerve-ending tingles as I hold his gaze for some seconds before looking away. There might just be a tiny possibility that what I feel for him is more than attraction. I swallowed hard, and hesitantly walk up to him.    “Hey!” his voice tinged with glint of huskiness as his boyish smile gleamed in the rays of the sun, reveling his weakness. Under those thick masculine body is a masked softness and naivety that gives me strength over him. He wore a sleeveless shirt and a short, leaving his nicely shaped legs exposed. He looked even hotter in his cowboy h
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Vulnerability
“I heard you are sick?” Bay asked, handing me a cup of coffee. “You good now?   “Yes… I feel better… thanks for the coffee” I said and started blowing air into the cup to cool off the coffee a bit before sipping.He looks me from up to down and snorted before sliding on top a stool, twirling the cup of coffee in his hand. His face blank and unreadable.As I draw sips from the cup, I was waiting for his reaction. I expected he'd still be furious about what happened in the auditorium but he looked very calm and resolved. That bothered me. Bay is not the type to zip his emotions. He’d often get aggressive while expressing his pain… Bay made it clear that he’d kill the next man that dares to touch me and he is not the type to bluff… And he suddenly isn’t confrontational? Something was definitely off.      “Nice shirt” he said as he trailed his ey
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