A week after, I was back to staring at my lifeless eyes in the mirror. My face was made to look the most gorgeous and the most beautiful, yet I knew that I felt anything but beautiful. I was miserable, alone, tired and panicking.Every morning, I woke up, repeating the same words my mother-in-law told me. It was for the best, he is keeping you safe, he would come back to you, everything is fine and under control. Every morning, I tell myself that there is absolutely nothing to think about, that it was all good and nothing could go wrong. I tell myself that he would be back soon to give me an explanation for his disappearance. I tell myself that he would call and explain everything and tell he loves me. I woke up with a new faith, a new hope every morning while I tell myself, he was running back home to me.How stupid?Each day ended up with my hope falling apart. My faith was squashed and tossed aside, left in the gutter, never to be picked up again. Each passing day, I found myself dr
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