SUPERNOVA のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

I got home tonight. “I’m sorry, what does? what mean?” I say as I shake my head trying to bring myself back down from my imaginary orgasm. He smirks at me slightly as he focuses his eyes on me and says questioningly. “A bad trip? What exactly does it mean to go on a bad trip?” he asks slightly amused. Immediately horrified by the fact that I was talking out loud and the dread crept through as I realized I had no idea as to how much of my little private conversation did, he hears out loud. I could kick myself right now the first extremely hot guy I meet in real life and I fucking catch verbal diarrhea how much worse could this fucking night get. “I’m so sorry tonight has been stressful for me and when I get stressed, I tend to talk to myself out loud. I didn’t mean to offend you it’s just that your reaction caught me a little off guard. I didn’t mean to be so insensitive. Is there something wrong with your lights from your c

Chapter ThreeThe steam from the scalding bath water fogs up the mirror. Thankfully, it was still hot after the thirty-minute pre shower I took to get rid of all the shit and possibly the top two layers of my skin. The hypnotic sultry melody of Alina Baraz and Galimatias’s ‘Make You Feel’ plays on my stereo. The music caresses my soul soothing me, helping to make the transgressions of the night nothing more than a blur.  The warm amber glow radiating from my favorite Lavender Vanilla scented candles’ light flickers casting a series of dancing shadows across the walls of the bathroom. The light flowery and sweet fragrance leaving a gentle kiss to my senses. I am surrounded by the comforting scent, thanks to the bath bomb, oils, bodywash, shampoo and even two small Lavender plants dangling from the ceiling in their hanging pots placed precariously on either side of the mirror It made for the perfect pop of color against my dreary gray decorated bath

Before I could have a chance to come back down, I felt his hands back on my body. Rubbing my inner and outer thighs, butt, sides and breast. Instantly my body responded to his touch drawn to the feel of his glorious massive hands fondling me so attentively. It was as if my body called out to him it felt almost excruciating not to feel his skin pressed against my own. I cannot understand what is happening to me nor do I care. All I know is I can’t take another minute without feeling him inside of me. I need him more than I have ever needed anything in my life.Before I realized what, I was doing I sat straight up and grabbed his hand pulling him on top of me. He must have been caught off guard because he tumbled down on top of me and we fell backward on to the bed. Him on top of me, I was splayed gratefully underneath his solid form. Nothing in my entire life ever felt so right before. He lifted his self-up just enough to hover over me and look into my eyes. His wonderfu

We take off for her gate which thankfully isn’t too far I wait patiently as I watch her board the plane with her boyfriend Jeff. I was emotional as I waved good bye to my best friend, but I was so excited for her and the amazing journey she was about to go on. She was finally living her dream and I couldn’t feel prouder. But I had this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach sure I had a career of my own, but I wasn’t living my dream at all I wondered what I would do now that she was gone. Nikki had always rooted me on and made me feel like I could take on the world, even when I wasn’t sure I could. It made me feel so empty knowing that things would never be the same. No more un planned girls’ nights or chill fest where we order every kind of fast food we could think of and random alcohol we could find and just get wasted while we watch movies and listen to music. Watching her get on that plane was like watching some of the best parts of me leave. Even

Chapter Six Feeling amazing high off the endorphins of my newly founded freedom as I searched for my meal, I spotted the ultimate crab company and decided to splurge on myself with my newly acquired riches. I order myself a deep-fried crab, a giant Alaskan king snow crab with corn and potatoes in butter sauce for the side, a lobster tail, with a small lobster bisque. I was told It was an hour wait for my order. So, I headed across the street to the wine lounge and strolled through the aisles wondering what would be best for drinking with my seafood dinner and after a long discussion with the clerk finally decided to get two bottles of Oyster Bay Sauvignon Blanc to couple with my hundred meal. I thank the cashier and turn to walk out the door and bump directly into the person walking almost dropping my bottles. “Shit!” I shout reaching for the bottles only to have them rescued by the stranger. “Thank you so much, seriously you just saved my dinner.” I ramble on grabbing the b