Speed I know I surprised Gretchen but it was so worth it. That kiss we shared before she had to go back to work was incredible. Every time we kiss it gets better and better. Hell, everything just keeps getting better and I’m loving it. I can feel myself starting to care for Brick and Gretchen. But something at the back of my head is nagging me. I feel like something is going to happen. I just don’t know what. I decided I’m going to ignore it for now. I have Gretchen and Brick. I won my first race and I’m here to party to celebrate my victory.  I wasn’t going to let anything get in the way of that.   I had been at the party for about two hours. Chatting with the brothers. Explaining what it felt like inside the car when it fishtailed. Well, the best I could anyway. You could never try to explain it was something you have to

Gretchen   It has been two days since Speed found out I used to be a bunny and walked out. Merigold found out Speed had talked to Ratchet the first night when she asked for some time alone. But Speed wouldn’t answer mine or Brick’s calls or texts. And only answered one of Merigold’s. It was Sunday so we were having dinner at Merigold’s hoping Speed would show up. Ratchet went home to try to get her to come over. That was over an hour ago and we haven’t heard from or seen them yet. I’m sitting at the table picking at my food. I haven’t had an appetite since that night. Brick tried to use his Dom voice on me but it didn’t work. So he went for the heart telling me I would need my strength when we talked to Speed. That worked but I couldn’t do more than a nibble. It was better than nothing.   Merigold’s phone rang while we were eating.

Gretchen   The first night we spent with Speed was pretty uneventful. She slept most of the time and barely moved. We just had to monitor her temperature and force-feed fluids into her. We slept in shifts never leaving Speed’s side. Ratchet came in throughout the night bringing us food and getting updates. That kid has been a godsend. Even though I hadn’t done much by the time the sun came up the next day I was exhausted and I knew Brick was feeling it too. I was in need of a shower and a change of clothes but I didn’t want to leave. Brick had just walked in handing me a cup of coffee. “ Brick, you are my hero. I could kiss you.” I say after taking a gulp. I didn’t care if it scalded my throat as it went down. “ I’m going to go to the clubhouse to get some clothes for a few days. I need to check on my club and make sure Viper doesn’t need me. I shouldn’t be gone for more than two hours. Rat

Brick   It has been two weeks since Speed had a massive blowup with Merigold and threw all of us out of the house. I went by the house the next day to try to talk to Speed hoping she was calmed down enough.  Imagine my surprise when I saw that there was no one there. The trailer was gone. And the house was locked uptight. I tried calling Speed’s phone but of course, my calls went unanswered. I wanted to go look for her but I got a call there was another emergency at my club. We weren’t even open yet and someone had set off the alarm. I’m hoping it is just a false alarm. But when I get there my hopes are dashed when I see my front door and several windows busted. The cops are already there looking around as well as Fred. I walk up to him and ask “  What the hell happened?” Fred shakes his head “ I don’t know yet man. I got a call from the security company when the alarm was trigge

Speed  Even though I had agreed to do a therapy session I was still unsure. I figured I do it once to get Merigold off my back and be done with it. I didn’t think I needed therapy. I handled my life just fine to this point. So there was a small issue with my love life but I just figured I would just stay single forever and it wouldn’t be a problem. Yes, I feel a tug of jealousy when I see Merigold with her husbands, or Lilly with Tank, or even Ratchet with Matt. But I’m sure I will get over that in time. As far as my sex life there are plenty of toys I could buy to take care of those needs. If I want kids later there is always adoption or artificial insemination. See I had it all planned out. Until I had my first session that is. Merigold hooked me up with Tim, a guy from the VA she works with. He specializes in PTSD cases. But he worked with men and women who had seen combat. Heroes who fought in