Neil Ryker POVI joined the new school and I really loved it. Everything was so good there. I studied there for some months and then One day Mom Dad were going somewhere and Mom asked her sister Jessica for taking care of me.Aunt jess was staying with me at my house. In the start I thought it was temporary but I felt that it was taking longer than usual. I used to ask Dad about Mom on every cal and he said she is fine.Finally One day I was back from school and Dad was home. But When I entered there room I noticed Mom sleeping. I didn't disturb her. Dad was looking worried and he told me that Mom was ill. Mom was looking so weak and Dad wad taking a lot of care of her but she wasn't getting better.I was so much disturbed and I just wanted my Mom to be healthy and happy again but That wasn't in my destiny. She was getting sick day by day. I used to spend much time with her. I still remember in her last days she didn't allow me to go to school. I used to stay with her and she used to

Neil Ryker POVShe was sorry for that. She was so humble and kind. She told me about her Parents and everything. I started getting used to of her. We used to do lunch and dinner together.I felt much relaxed sharing everything with her. She supported me and I was getting more and more confident day by day. One night after we were coming back from a party We were drunk.She stayed at my house and we kissed each other. We lost control and we had s**. The next morning when I got up I was so embarrassed thinking that she would get mad. I didn't know how that happened but I was worried what would she think of me.When I got up I apologized to her. I wasn't able to look into her eyes. I took a shower and After breakfast we went to hospital. I was thinking about all that whole day. She didn't ask me for lunch that day and when in the evening she asked me for dinner I was shocked.She expressed her feelings about me and proposed me in the restaurant. I didn't want to make her feel awkward and

Neil Ryker POVEverything was getting back to normal when that day in the pool I was enjoying with Jenny. I noticed Raven going back to her room. Her friends were out but she didn't go. I wondered what happen. I was kissing jenny when she showed up. She was looking at me and I didn't stop.I knew It might be complicated for her to understand but she would be fine. I was thinking of talking to her. I noticed her taking beer in her room. She was planning to spend the night like that. She might be upset knowing about me and Jenny.I went to talk to her in her room and when I entered I was shocked are her bleeding. She had cut her hand. I immediately applied first aid. She was looking better after a while and she was pushing me away.She was angry and was acting like a stubborn child. I although tried to apologise and convince her about my life and how different we both were but she didn't care for anything. She was asking for the beer.She was so stubborn and I decided to join her for a

Neil Ryker POVJenny "You know The moment I saw both of you together I wanted to shoot you. I wanted to kill you both but I controlled my temper. I was thinking about our time together and I decided to not punish you. Not fight with you. I decided to end this just the way it started."Neil "Please Can't you give me another chance. I promise I won't do anything like that. I can marry you tomorrow. I want you. Please."Jenny "You have no idea what you want. You know you never allowed me to kiss you in your office because you didn't like that. And you were enjoying the blow job. You never allowed me to do that. You didn't like that. You always stopped me from doing that and you were doing the most hateful things in your office. You really think you didn't want that? You didn't care for anyone. Your room door was opened and still you claim that you want me. Are you sure? Are You okay? I don't want this charity. I don't want a toxic man like you. I was a fool who trusted you. Raven was rig

Neil Ryker POVI wasn't understanding my feelings then. When I entered that city and I went to the home they have provided me. I wasn't much happy. I looked around and there was darkness and I lied down. That time I closed my eyes and I was rewinding everything that happened to me. I never wanted that. I never imagined that I would leave my Dream Job. I wasn't ever thinking of cheating or betraying Jenny. I never imagined my life without her.I knew that I had Lost everything. Jess was mad at me and I was away from her. She wanted to stay there and I didn't like that. But I knew Because of what I did she won't agree on staying with me at that moment..I was all alone.That night I was missing my Dad and Mom. I wanted to tell them how I felt. I was cursing myself too because all that was my fault and I was cursing Raven too Because she went off the limits.She did wrong. I would have forgiven her if she had done that unintentionally and in my love but she was doing it to teach me a less