WILLIAM"GO AWAY" she shouts at me,I've been by Laura's door for almost an hour Knocking yet she would not open up for me, I can hear her stifflles sobs as my heart aches the more,Derek was tight I ahouod have told her before she finds out herself but I had been too scared thinking she might get the weint idea and here I am stuck by her door regretting my life decisions,"I'll be off to search for Arthur I'll be back before sunset hopefully with him"I get no response at first just sniffs and sobs, eventually I could hear her heartbeat increase she misses Arthur and I fekk bad about it the worst part I'd the whole thing is him being her mate and she doesn't know a thing about it neither does she feel the mate bond she's stuck in the middle,I walk away from her door with the aik if bringing him back that couos make her smile a little seeing her so down is tearing me apart,Walking out the the pack house I am searches by the guards on duty asnd ket by, I had it in mind to call for As

WILLIAMIt's been over 5 hours and I've been driving real fast I look over to Derek to see him snoring slightly like a baby wondering if he still has nightmares I had caused him,He snorts on his sleep like he had been having an argument with someone,"Wake up sleepy head" I say tapping him on his lap slightly,"Get away from me you pervert" he says jerking my hands away from his laps ``what were you about to ?" He asks his left eyebrows arches to a corner,"Geez, when will you ever stop being so dramatic?""Did you just call me dramatic? I had seen your hands on my laps just now what were you planning to do I find not woke up real quick?""Stop getting fancy ideas Derek it's late we need to drop by an hotel""We might as well sleep in the car who has builds am hotel this deep into the grounds?,""Someone sensible enough it's your choice you can sit here and sleep in the car and it yourself but Tim taking a room vieveen driving all day I could use some rest and a nice plate full of m

WILLIAMI watch Arthur rant on continuously and accuse me falsely but all his words doesn't hurt me as much as he thinking I'm still in love with Derek,Opening the doors to see Arthur had made me really happy I've been worried for days thinking he had died I tried mustering up all my courage just so I could strengthen the pack,"I have spent every day of my life in pain. I've been guilty thinking about how I had traumatized Derek and made him into who he is and I've spent every single fiber in me every strand of energy I have trying to be devoted to our relationship and this is what I get in return?,I had a shower with Derek not because we had sex and needed to wash it off but because he knows my body can and can't withstand certain temperatures he had to make sure I stayed deep in lukewarm water and had me wash up, he did nothing but laighed at me which is why I had splashed waster all over his body if cou look well it's easy to tell as there's no water on his legs just his head an

ARTHURLyla seema to notice my odd behavior as I have not bothered asking her of our whereabouts or out destination neither have I complained about her humming and crazy driving,She steals another glance at at me trying to to be obvious as she does the same twice and thrice until we both lock eyes eventually,"What's with the gloomy look? You are less of a talkative today" Lyla asks steering the wheel perfectly even when she's still staring at me,"It's nothing " I say grumbling to myself,"What's nothing something is totally odd tell me about it did you have nightmares? Or is it your girlfriend you got into a fight with ?""Lay off it lyka it's none of your business"."If you say so" Lyla grunda back to her driving as she drives in full pace as nit many cars are on the road, Passing by familiar trees I can tell we are almost into town as I remember the spot I had come on a vacation with willi back then in the days when we were pret ty young and hiding our Relationship from the othe

WILLIAMShe looks into my eyes getting to search deep into my soul but breaking down now isn't the best thing to do,"Please William, tell me""He's missing" I blurt out nit composing my words I would love to lie to everyone but not Laura she had been led on all her life and betrayed by countless people even her kind turned against her and her family doesn't care about her, the little shred of sympathy left in me want me to keep her moving."But he's alive""He is""It was confirmed?" She asks,"Yes it was, he's alive and not dead very healthy as anyone can be""You met him!""We did""Then what's the fuss all about, besides what do you mean by he's missing after all you met him not just passed beside each other you actually met him" she asks her mood happy and her countenance brightened as she speaks in a high pitch,"He wants to take some time off and away from the pack he'll be back as soon as he's done clearing his mind" I lie looking straight into her eyes I had already given her