I hear a knock at my door, I don't want to answer it, not wanting to talk to Miss Davis. I try to ignore, but she won't stop knocking. I become irritated and decide to open my door, but when I see who is knocking my face begins to turn red. “Hello Stella, how are you this morning?”Oh, god it's him, I don't even know what to say I'm so surprised he is knocking at my door he is so sexy. That I'm lost for words, I'm like mute and I can't speak. So instead of talking, I wave like an idiot.He moves me aside and walks into my room. All I can think is oh my God, he is my room. All I see is mess. I become embarrassed, he's going to think I'm a hog for not cleaning my room. He then plops onto my bed, “Wow your bed is super comfy.”He begins to bounce on it and he looks at me and smiles, “and it's quiet no one will hear us.”“Wait what are you talking about, I'm not the type that will just have a sec with someone.”“Oh, so you are just the type that likes to play with herself in public.”Fu

I have been training for a week I suck . I'm trying so hard but I don't feel like I am improving at all. I have bruises all over my body. Asher does not take it easy on me at all. He gets so angry when I don't do what he expects of me. He thinks that I don't even try. All I have been doing is trying. I'm starting to think that I'm just not cut out to be any type of warrior. I have no idea how he expects that I will ever defeat Zealand. It's going to be nearly impossible for me to do. I am just not strong enough, I can't over power Asher in any way. So, I know I have no chance at all against Zealand. I don't want to be negative, I want to improve, but I just don't know how. I need to figure out how to do better, I just don't know. Asher wants me to accept my wolf, he says that it would be easier for me, but I tell him I won't become a monster. He gets so irritated with me when I refuse. Then he is even rougher than what he was to begin with. So, I have even more trouble. I need to fi

I was going to look for Ms. Davis, but I changed my mind, just my mind, what is the point? I don't have the time I need to get ready to train. As I get up from the dining room table, I watch as my father and Asher stand up. “I hear my father's deep tone, where are you going, Stella?”“I am all finished eating, I was going to go get changed, so I'm ready to train.”“You already had your training this morning, and you did quite well, I'm very proud if I may add.”I shouldn't be surprised, but I am, I'd never had anyone tell me that they're proud of me. I don't need his reassurance, but I can't lie, it did make me feel good. That he made it known that he is proud of me. Even though I'm not doing it for him, I'm doing it for myself. It's nice that he's noticing me.My father knocks me out of my daydreaming When he yells my name, “Stella.”“Yes”“I thought you could take a break today from training and maybe walk the grounds.”“Why do I need to walk the grounds? I'm not even really sure o

I jumped up from my bed like I had a nightmare. The last thing I remember is being in the woods. Unsure how I got to my bedroom. I feel so exhausted knowing I shifted, but it's like I blacked out, I don't remember anything. I just feel like it took everything out of me. I flip my covers off of me to see I'm naked with dirt all over my body. It looks like I rolled around in the dirt. So, I get up to go to the bathroom to clean myself. I then decided to get a shower so that the warmth from the water might help my achy body.As I turn on the faucet, I only turn on the hot water, wanting it to be as hot as it can be. I turn the shower head on and get in. Loving the hot water touching all over my achy body. I put my hands up against the shower wall and let the water fall down my back.When I open my eyes and look down, I can see the water turn brown from all my filth. All I can do is think about what I don't remember, wondering what happened. I'm angry, knowing my wolf took over, and I

No, it can't be him, my heart begins to race and my body begins to shake in fear. He gets up and begins to walk over to me. I look into my lap, not wanting to look him in the eye.“Stella, I hear you are been a good girl doing what you are told. Look at me, Stella.”I slowly lift my head to look at him. I want to know why he is here, but I don't dare to ask. “Get your things, your coming with me for a week.”My mind begins to spin, I don't want to go with him. I can't, I just can't, I'm not ready. “Wait, why it's not time for you to take me.”He glares back at me with his evil eyes, “your father didn't tell you.” He begins to laugh, I will let him tell you. Tell her, the agreement, Sytrell.”My father looks at me with pity on his face, but when he goes to speak to me, he looks away. “Zealand has the right if he wants to come to get you for a week every three months since you are his.”My voice begins to get shaky, “Please don't make me go with him.”“Stella don't make this hard for yo