Lahat ng Kabanata ng Not Just A Girl: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

SARAH That kiss.... Totally not what I was expecting. I was all set for yelling, lectures, more punishment. But instead, I got a kiss that moved the freaking planet. It was a real, honest to goodness kiss. He felt so good. My insides were burning. I'm sure if Luke hadn't shown up, things would have got really hot. Last night, I barely slept. I kept running fingers over my lips. I could still feel him. Still feel his lips. I felt his hand slide on my back. Feel the squeeze on my ass. My fingers remember his stubble on his chiselled jaw. The feel of his hard chest in my hand. How my fingers felt running through his hair. Every nerve ending remembers every little detail of that kiss on the gym floor. Including the hardness in his pants. Even though I didn't sleep a wink, I'm on cloud freaking nine. Nothing is bringing me down today. Not even the punishment I'm sure to get in the next minute. I stand at Jayson's office door. I quietly knock. "It's open!" I hear being barked from in

SARAH "There's my babies!" My mom. Clearly excited to see Shane and I. She smothers us with kisses and hugs. I run to my dad and jump into his arms. "Hi, honey!" His big arms hold me tight. "I missed you." I said burying my head in his neck. He pats my back. "I missed you too, baby girl." "How was the trip?" My mom asks, taking our backpacks. "It was good. Shane's still an idiot." I smirk. He pushes my arm. "At least I'm not a brat. I swear she holds the record for most disciplinary action ever giving to a recruit." "Shut up, Shane!" I punch his arm. "Sarah." My dad crosses his arms. "Shane's exaggerating. It's not like that." I chuckle nervously. My dad shakes his head. "Get in the car." When my parents' backs are turned, I shoot Shane a glare and punch him again for ratting me out. I step into the house and instantly hit with the smell of cookies. God, I miss this. I pull out my phone and shoot Sean a text saying I miss him and I made it safely. He says the same and he

SARAH "No!" He glares at me and turns into the common room heading for the dining hall. "Jayson, I can fight!" I follow him. I showed up at the pack house the next day, after the devastating news that a bunch of murderous rogues are coming to hunt us down. Our little town can't take it and I won't let them win. I was looking for the training sheet to sign up. "Forget it, Sarah! When this shit goes down, you're on the bus with the rest of them. That's final!" He yells with his back turned. He waits at the counter for food. Steaming at the fact that I'm fighting him on this. "I told you I was by your side and I'll be damned if you're going to stop me!" I point my finger at him. "I'm not running, Jayson!" He grabs his plate and leans in to my face. "Over my dead body. You join this fight; I'll kill you myself." He goes to the table and sits down. "Why? Why don't you want me to fight? You know I can. Hell, I can kick your ass." I slam myself in the seat across from him. He swallo

SARAHCan I start by saying.... Holy Hell!Like is this really happening?I'm not sure if what Jayson said to me in the barn was what he actually meant to say. It almost sounded like he was saying he was in love with me.I mean, I've thought about it. My crush turning into love is one of my biggest fantasies, but the reality is, for most girls, that doesn't happen. Especially, from the only guy you've ever slept with.I think he may have just been caught up in the moment. After the most mind blowing, hottest sex encounter ever, he probably didn't even know what he was saying.I meant it though. I know I've caught some major feelings for him. If things went south, I don't think I could even look at another guy the same way again.I'll keep it to myself though. If what Jayson said was some sort of slip up, I don't want to scare him off. I can wait for him to really feel something.Right now, we have bigger things to worry about. But it's nice to just live in bliss for a moment or two. J

SARAH Jayson's parents are wonderful. His brothers are nice once you get passed the flirting. Nate's my favorite. Maybe it's because we're closer in age. He treats me like a little sister and I love it. I always wanted a big brother. As it turns out, we're very similar people too. One thing we love is video games. Which is why Nate and me have been posted up in front of the 72-inch flat screen in the gaming room. On the floor, legs crossed like a couple of ten year olds. Kicking each other's asses in a marathon of games. Honestly, I haven't seen Jayson in hours. "Ugh....I'm going to kill you! That was my best weapon!" Nate grits, frantically pushing buttons. "Snooze you lose, buddy. It's what happens when you fight a champ." I giggle. Pushing my own buttons. He bites his lip. "Well, I'm playing hard ball, now. You're going down!" He pushes more buttons. "Big mistake!" I push a button and his character dies. "My inventory!" He yells. He whips his head to me. "One more!" "Sorry