The time I have dreaded so far, has arrived. Attending a new school. I woke up a little earlier this morning, thinking about how today may turn out. I cringed a little at the thought of standing infront of other students, doing introductions. It's all awkward, that's all. You just never know what to say, even when the teacher doesn't make you say alot of things. You find yourself overthink about how other students may perceive you, the minute you stand infront of them. It may sound silly, but it always sticks like a sore thumb, the whole ' May they never find me weird,' thing. As I stare myself in the mirror, I shove an unwanted childhood memory to the back of my mind, not wanting it to ruin my morning. It's when some kids were quite mean towards me, just because I was quiet. I never blended in well with them and I didn't feel like putting in the effort, especially when they did things I didn't want to do. " It'll go well." I mumble to myself, patting down invincible crease
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