Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Lycan Prince Tempting Mate : Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

Cody’s Diary I was lost in the darkness when I closed the doors that disabled our connection. Like a volcano rushing to destroy its victim, my heart quenched with hurt deep in my veins. A devastating simile to the sun, lights from various sources surrounded me. A window, no a mansion of light was drizzled upon my shuddered soul and that served as my only form of life maintenance. Dear you, I’m scared. They say if you are surrounded by light, surely you must blend with the light. They say if the light seeks you, it consumes you. Dear you, I’m afraid. Too anxious and broken to speak out loud. Maybe I don’t want a form of clarity. Maybe my darkness has exceeded its limits the light can no longer consume me. My soul is surrounded by light but it’s refusing to blend in. My snap off is like a walking time bomb, ready to be ticked by its final oppressor. I am shredded by the sharp razor of hurt I can no longer bleed anymore.Dear you, as you are reading this, I fear I might be kissing th

Silent nights, holy nights. My thoughts are scattered around the floor like a doormat, waiting for an owner to step on it, waiting for an owner to claim it. The echoes of my head rings at the back of my head, it’s voice void, yet resounding in my ears. I closed my eyes. I wanted it to stop, and at the same time, it seemed like it was not working at all. I was locked on Dads chest, the only place my body was not protesting too, the only place o was finding solace in, and I wanted to remain there. Locked there in. Like that, forever. I took a deep breath. I breathed in a shallow way, waiting for this void to unfill me. I had no idea how I was feeling this way, I had no idea why it had to be now, of all times to be feeling this way. All I just wanted to do was hug dad. It had been me and him all through. During the times where I will suddenly fall sick from sleep, my body really hot from tears and my face flushed with sickness. Sometimes, when it was just me and him, not wanting to t

We heard Jimmy before we saw him. His voice was really loud and he was being dramatic as usual because his voice sounded like ease definitely fake crying. What was wrong with him for goddess sake, I was almost as pissed as Adam because Jimmy had clearly ruined what it was that we were having going on. Adam’s hands were still on my waist, but his face was long longer in mine, instead it was on my neck and he we groaning into it. At this point, I did not even blame him. I knew Jimmy was moving closer as his voice sounded near. Adam and I were still tangled in our hugs, I could not even bring myself to separate from him. Soon enough, like I had predicted, the door opened and Jimmy entered the room. He shouted my name once more, and was clearly about to scream it again before his eyes landed on me and Adam still in our intimate hug. His hands moved down as it flooowed Adam’s waist as he saw it on my hips. Jimmy opened his mouth and covered them in a ceremonial dramatic way. I rolled my e

I had been staring at Jimmy for quite a while now. His face was flushed with sadness. We had only been able to speak few times ever since the incident and he was finding it really hard to digest the fact that we were no longer going to see for a while. I seriously wished there was a way he could go with us but he had someone he lover here. I could not imagine not being witu my best friend for days, not to talk to months. My heart clenched, the same way it had done the time I had been with dad. It was going to be a refreshing start for me. But it was also the say of goodbye to everyone that had something beautiful to do in my life in the past. I could no longer deal. Jimmy was still staring at me. Although, he was not feeling as sad as I was, I knew there was something there. The same thing that was making him stare at me, remove his eyes. We were a little bit away from the rest of the people. But still, there was no privacy. Especially not with Adam staring at us every now and then.

We had, had breakfast finish. With Martin now next to dad, telling him how much he loved his hands, and the way they could cook. I rollled my eyes. Martin was really something else, and I had no idea that he was going to start behaving like this after having dads meal. I was able to figure something out. He was probably someone that likes food a whole lot. I glanced at the both of them from where I was seated on the dinning chair. Martin kept saying something, whatever it was that was making dad laugh his ass out. I knew that they were going to be so comfortable around dad, and it did not even occur to me, but the comfortability was there already, and I smiled. That was what I wanted to see, and it was making me happy because in a way, both people were my family. Adam had received a call from Ben, earlier, because we did not want anyone to know that we were leaving the pack, we are not going to be going with any escort, or leave in the royal way. Ben had arranged two cars to come pi