Elena.The eldest eyed me profusely, almost as if she had her way, she'd chase me as faraway as possible, probably feed me to wild animals even.I began to look around instead, her room was like a wonderland for comic driven recluses. The walls were a deep red that pulsed in the light, sprinkled with various posters, mostly of strange Japanese cartoon shows. I doubted she could read whatever was written on the poster. Her comforter was pulled over her bed, even though she hadn't cleaned it. The result was lumps of varying sizes and shapes and the comforter was weighed down by her laptop. A desk sat in one corner, littered with wadded up pieces of paper and pens. A few shelves were pushed against the walls and filled with books. Some books sat on the floor in front of the shelves."Are you going to keep looking around my room like a fugitive or some spy or are you actually going to speak like a normal person? I mean even if you have nothing to say, you could just simply leave instead of

Elena.It's daylight, bright, like a day for the beach but he is coming. He is coming and I can't stop him, I can't. I sent him money, all that I've made, and extra, I have begged him to simply let me go, to just leave me be, to forget that I ever existed, still he hunts me down these alleyways calling my name as if he were my friend - but in his hands is a knife and he means to twist it in my guts when he gets close. I have been running in scattered way, run and hide, rinse, repeat. Now my heart beats like it means to explode and my mind is a scattered mess. Then before I know it, I'm out in the open, running down the street like the devil himself is in pursuit. Only it's worse, my chaser is flesh and blood and means to send me straight to hell just the same. He's raging, malicious and he takes twisted delight in my fear. I should not have ran away, maybe I had no right to think I could ever escape him. He makes it seem like I should never have even gotten away from him, like he wa

Elena.I usually wake up as if it's an emergency, as if sleeping had become a dangerous thing. My heart beat fast and there was a buzzing in my brain and together, they are as panic with jump-leads. I woke up suddenly, every thought in high definition. My eyes take in every ray of light and without a doubt I know that I have slept too long. The noises are of a day in full swing.I relaxed back a bit as my mind went back to the previous night and the encounter with Mr. Deangelo as I wonder about what my fate will be. Thrown out? Locked up?I shut my eyes as I think back again to it all, most especially his stern and scary warning."Listen and listen carefully, I will not repeat this after this night. You have two options, you either be a good girl by following rules as you should in this home and I'll make sure you at least have a comfortable life in this pack or you keep on snooping around while ignoring what was assigned to you and I'll make sure you live a life that makes you think

Deangelo.How much this girl affects me was starting to become unreal. It just didn't make any sense anymore, she was just another girl and I couldn't believe that she made me even think of having sex with Anna.I had been down so bad that I thought letting it all out after lacking sex for so long was what would get her out of my mind easily but I couldn't go through with it and I hope I don't end up going through because I know how much Anna would get clingy afterwards and start thinking that we can take it further. I do not want these attachments, not now. Not ever.I don’t need love. I don’t need acceptance or approval. I reject them before they can ever reject or accept me. Seeing her just now and being alone in the same space with her gave me another blue balls. My mouth had watered that I almost rose from the chair before I settled back again when she showed up. Her short dress had done nothing to stop my imaginations from running wild, I couldn't even help but wonder if she kn

Elena.You're banned from playing those games, Diego. Banned! You're too young to be so interested in those games that can get you so addicted, and how many times do you have to be told that running is not exactly good for you nor your health. At least not now, why don't you ever listen?" I watched as Mr. Deangelo scolded his young son like he was a teenager or something and it just didn't sit well with me, "Sir, I think speaking to him in more gentle manners is what will get across to him and not in such harsh ways... he's too young to...""Oh shut up, Elena. Shut up!" He snapped, cutting me off and I was embarrassed. Diego ran up the stairs into his room and then the Alpha faced me squarely, "You're supposed to be their nanny which means you guide them from doing wrong and bad things that may be detrimental to them not join them in doing those things. If you cannot correct and guide my kids in the right path as expected, then what kind of nanny are you? Huh?""I'm so sorry sir, I h