“How many times do I have to tell you that you need to focus on your studies, not your talent?” I can now see the veins on his neck while looking at me. He even grits his teeth and clenches his fist as if he is now ready to kill me but I just shrug my shoulders. I’m still studying but the way he reacts makes me roll my eyes. Good thing, I know how to control my emotions. Ever since my parents fight for some reason, I decide to train myself not to show my emotions to someone because once I do that, they’ll use that weakness against me and I don’t like that. Later on, my parents decide to separate and I am just 14 years old at that time. My mother left me here in our house while my dad always focus on his work and he rarely come home. A year later, one of our maids said that my mom married someone else. She forgets about me. She forgets her child. At that time, I don’t know what to feel. Questions fill my brain and my heart fills with anger and sadness. I’m her child but why did she l

Hmmm, is this what you call forever? That you love me now and suddenly made me feel Oh your eyes It looks like a lie Stop this sh-t and let me breathe. So this song is all about a man who took a woman for granted as if she’s not aware of what he’s doing to her. I wonder how Katty made this song. Did she base it on her experience or someone’s experience? I’m confused right now. Where ever you are, I hate you and you can’t erase that. I don’t want to see your face. Please, don’t show up. Gavin keeps on creating beats on his drum set using a drum stick. As far as I remember, the beats came from the snare drum, high tom, medium tom, bass drum, and crash cymbal. Sometimes, he used the ride cymbal and hi-hats if it is needed. Good thing, I can’t see myself falling for you Because if I do, I can’t imagine myself begging someone, Crying for someone, Trying to question my existence in this world. A tear fell to Katty’s eyes the moment she sang that verse. She can feel it. She ca

I clear my throat and push his chest a little. When he feel my hands pushing him a little, he released me into his embrace and move away from me a little. I can feel my cheeks turn red the moment I realize that he hug me and I let him. Seriously, Kyna? I don’t even know him even though he introduces himself, it’s still not enough. What if he’s a bad guy? But looking at his face, he looks innocent and he will not harm me. How did he enter my imagination? As far as I know, I can control it but now that he’s here, I can’t. As if, someone’s now in charge in my imagination. “Did someone hurt you?” He broke the silence by asking that question. It made me raise my head and look at him. Is it okay to share my problems with him? But I don’t know him. What if he will judge me? He’s a stranger after all so I doubt that he will believe me. “It’s okay if you don’t want to share your problems,” he said as if he can read my mind. My eyes widened in shock and froze for a minute. Wait, did he read

"Lazarus!" I scream with my eyes widening in terror but he just shrugs and smiles innocently. I want to erase that smile on his face. I don't know why I'm angry at his smile. Maybe because he looks like he's teasing me? "What? You wanted to know my talent, right? I just follow what you've said," he explained as if it were just a simple gesture. I know, we're in my imagination but the kiss is too sudden. I might give a color or meaning to it! What is he thinking? For Pete's sake! I don't know if he's just playing around or what? "I know, all right? But it's a kiss. I mean, yeah, we're in my imagination, I understand that but you shouldn't kiss someone without asking them if it's okay," I said, trying to explain to him. "As if you're not addicted to my kiss and lips before." There he goes again. He keeps on whispering himself but I can't understand a thing! What is he saying? Why can't he just say it loud so that I can understand him? "You saying something?" I crossed my arms on my

"Why are you crying, Kyna?" I heard him ask but I just shook my head and let out a dry laugh before I tried to wipe the tears on my cheeks. I didn't know why I'm crying at the story that he said. My heart was aching so bad for an unknown reason and I don't know what to do aside from crying in pain as if I was the woman who was in his story. I find it weird but at the same time, it's so tragic. I wonder how the man felt when he was in the dungeon. "What happened to the Prince?" I asked when I was finally calm. He was just looking at me and didn't dare to talk so I smiled at him but he just let out a soft sigh before smiling a little. "He blamed himself after that. He can't accept the fact that his mate is gone now. He won't know what to do since he can't escape from the dungeon due to the silver handcuffs on his wrist. He can't believe that all of a sudden, they suddenly separated. One of them is now in heaven and one of them is still suffering. He tried to wait for her and keeps on